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26. this blog is just a glimpse of my mind.

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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passionate-lovely-soul

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

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tiny-kt

this for real fucking works

Apparently this one fuckin works, and who am I to argue with the collective agreement of tumblr. Will report back if good things happen.

will report as well if anything happens ✨

Day 19.

I miss you like crazy, and for the first time I can remember, I dreamt with you on my sleep. I don’t know what is real and what is not real, but that dream? It felt too real and almost made me loose my mind. I have been to Paris only once, and I liked way too much. I thought I wouldn’t but me and my best friend did, this time it was only me, her and you. We we’re on our way to the museum, the moment I realized it was a dream it was because you were driving a car and we had left my friend back in the hotel but I would never do that to her, at the end she’s all most valuable person. We all miss you like crazy dad, I know one day we’ll be able to travel together like the old times, when I was to young and naive. I really hope to see you soon, like you promised we would.

Also I have food poisoning and feel like shit.

Felt like I should write about him and my family, meanwhile this nightmare is still going on.

you say you would sacrifice yourself to save your wife, you say you would kill someone to defend your children, etc. you'd do any sort of grand gesture for your loved ones. but what about in the mean time?

would you mildly inconvenience yourself? would you take them time to actually bond with them? would put effort into remembering their likes and dislikes? would you re-evaluate your beliefs? would you try to see an argument from their point of view? would you keep your voice level instead of raising it to intimidate them?

would you dedicate a few seconds every day instead of pledging one massive push at a hypothetical point in your life?

"English isn't my-"

Hush now my friend, and let me read the absolute beauty of a fic that you have bestowed this world and humiliated the first English speakers with

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after they were told not to be too close

alternatives to “i want to die”:

  • i want things to change
  • i want a different life
  • today was a shitty day/week
  • i don’t want to live like this
  • i want to be somewhere else in life
  • i’m not where i want to be yet
  • + much more

going from "I want to die" to "I want to live, just not like this" has really helped me keep going at some of the darkest and shittiest times in my life.

And it's really hard, so fucking hard to figure how to change things when you are dealing with so much trauma. But slow steps, taking it one day at a time, listening to the body's needs, and reaching out for support all add up to make a massive difference, and things do slowly get better.

Stay with us. It will pass if you do. Promise.

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