— a/n: idk why i wrote this, it’s 8 in the morning 😔
✧ toxic!jjun x fem!reader, wc: 341
✧ warnings: smut— MDNI! gaslighting, slight dacryphilia, unprotected sex
toxic!jjun who constantly reassures you when he’s the one that puts you down. makes you feel worthless before he showers you with so much love you feel so lucky to have him by your side. points out your flaws and comforts you with but don’t worry, i still love you so much, princess, and ill never stop. no matter how pathetic you look.
wipes away your tears and places soft kisses on your cheeks before he makes you cry harder. you feel so embarrassed, so empty with his harsh words and he fills you up with his cock instead, reminding you that he’ll never leave your side. not when you take him so well.
and you don’t notice it, but slowly, he’s convinced you. you’re at fault most of the time, your tendencies get in the way of your relationship and ruin things, but he’s an angel. he puts up with it all, so of course, when he asks you to get on your knees for him, and let him use your throat, fat tears of mascara staining your face and spit dripping onto your floor, you don’t question it. he deserves it after all, for being there for you when you’re so messed up.
you’re so lucky to have him, you’re blessed that he kisses you every night, burns your skin with his teeth for everyone to see, and you can’t bring yourself to tell him, no marks jjun, please, cause you’re so scared he’ll leave you if he doesn’t have his way. so you do whatever he asks.
and when he fills you up, his raw length fucking into you so deep, your walls sucking him in like nobody else’s, he needs to cum inside you. he needs to make you belong to him, even when you beg him not to, your hands moving to push him away, he reminds you, quieting down your mumbling pleads and teary eyes, aggressively pinning your hand down, he says, with a soft smile, don’t forget what i’ve done for you, princess.