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🌷 kyii, 19. I own another page @peachesyeo under the name kan/k. 🌷 i mainly write angst and crack. i also write NFSW fics. i prefer writing x male reader fics! 🌷 fyi but i'm dk, hao and dino-biased! 🌷 replies, reblogs and tags are appreciated!
RECENT WORKS: effortlessly - dino
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So the title of this post is to my readers...
So, hi. Hello, this is Kyii. Or Kan. Or both. You can call me anything, and you can call me yours /wink.
Okay, so why am I writing this? I have no clue too. But I feel that I can't just leave you guys hanging around.
I have lost my motivation to write.
No, seriously. I just can't feel any inspiration nor motivation. There is no drive, nothing. I don't even read fanfiction of KPOP anymore.
On somedays, I will scroll tiktok and write down fiction ideas. But it feels impossible, like the task is very, very big.
A lot of my drafts were deleted and re-written, deleted and re-written. I just can't be happy with the piece of works I came up with. English is my first language (along with mandarin) but somehow I think I just... couldn't reach the standard I set myself on.
I tried. I really tried. Wonwoo to Seungkwan's version of lost fourteen was actually written, but I deleted them along with a lot of drafts. It feels like I just can't write, can't produce a piece of work that will be loved by you guys.
All the comments that supported me, that waited for me, thank you. Thank you so much. I really love how supportive this community is, ever since I entered in the end of 2023.
But I won't stop writing. I'm just here to tell you guys, I won't stop this writing depression from consuming me. I still need to update. I can't just stop here. I cannot let my characters freeze in time. I cannot let them just die, die in piece of unfinished work.
I know you have waited enough, but please, just give me some more time. Let me find my place in reality, let me reconnect with my passion in writing. I love Ateez, I love Seventeen, I love Xikers, heck, I even have a whole mandarin fiction for JJK.
I won't disappear. I'll still be here. Cross my heart and hope to die.
Thank you for taking your time to read this.
𝟎𝟓 - 𝐊𝐰𝐨𝐧 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠
pairings. idol!ot13 x m!14thmember!oc. word count. 0.9k. genre. parellel universe au, extra member au, angst.
warnings. none (for this chapter)
writers notes. hoshi's chapter is actually a big turning point. i actually debated on whether to let my gyuhannie just disappear or for svt to make amends to... and i am very broke rn.
my imperial beta reader, @sousydive
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GIFs to protect your ears!
ALSO MY COUSIN GOT TO TOUCH KWANS HAND AHHHHHHH!!!
Kwan sang dandelion for Bin.... We were all screaming his name because we knew what was coming when the camera showed his face.
God my toes are bruised ngl.
And WE GOT AJU NICE ENCORE!! DAY 1 carats didn't get them unfortunately.
Singapore's Land Transport Authority (LTA), which is in charge of public transport and roadmap development, literally made a tiktok welcoming SEVENTEEN by dancing to their song AND had an usher + emcee at the nearest Mass Rapid Transport (MRT, similar to a metro or subway) station, and they encouraged us to sing while we enter the station. I was part of the second crowd, but we got to sing Super and Aju Nice HAHA, literally they were blasting songs from the speaker and encouraging us to be patient and just sing.
My throat is done.
courtesy of my cousin!! AHH BOO IM SO JEALOUS AHHH
hiii i just wanna say i love your works, you’re a really good writer!! i was just wondering if you’re going to update the lost fourteen series anytime soon? it’s so good i read all of the chapters that you’ve written in one sitting!!
oh my thank you so much for enjoying them!!
ahhhh I'll be back in three weeks PLEASE YOU NEED TO WAIT (Dino ver.)
PAIRINGS — yandere!childhoodbestfriend!wonwoo x male!reader WORD COUNT — 1k words. GENRE — yandere, nonidol au.
WARNINGS — yandere/obsessive elements.
REQUEST — Can I request like a yandere wonwoo x male reader who has been best friends since childhood, then wonwoo confesses but gets rejected?
Up to you, author, on what elements of yours will you add!
WRITER'S NOTES — I'm back~ AND I'M GOING BACK TO WORK TMR I DUN WANNA UGHHHHH...
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Your tags just made my day 😭
I LOVEEEE YOUR STORIESS, the way you write just scratches an itch in my brain somehow lol. anyways, are you gonna continue the hanahaki fic with 95line?? LOVE YA SM
No (: The cult series maybe, but not the hanahaki. I mean it’s a good theme right? But tbh… nahhh I’d rather see someone write it. unless I had another emo 3am… recently I’m thinking about a genshin emo series but nvm hehe
PAIRINGS — yandere!childhoodbestfriend!wonwoo x male!reader WORD COUNT — 1k words. GENRE — yandere, nonidol au.
WARNINGS — yandere/obsessive elements.
REQUEST — Can I request like a yandere wonwoo x male reader who has been best friends since childhood, then wonwoo confesses but gets rejected?
Up to you, author, on what elements of yours will you add!
WRITER'S NOTES — I'm back~ AND I'M GOING BACK TO WORK TMR I DUN WANNA UGHHHHH...
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KYII'ᔕ TᕼOᑌGᕼTᔕ Oᖴ TᕼE ᗪᗩY 🌷💌 — CULT
IMAGINE — yandere!cultleader!jeonghan x gn!you
WARNINGS — yandere elements, dead dove: do not eat, cultish elements, religious.
WRITER'S NOTES — just twelve days ago i'm still a blog with almost 0 interactions and less than 100 followers, and now it's going to reach 200 and people are interacting with me? please you guys are making me cry- so here is my present for you. just a drabble on how i think geto- i mean, jeonghan's thoughts on 'you', as a cult leader.
speical mention — @sousydive
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It fascinated Jeonghan how influential you were among his followers, how easily you captivated them without even trying. He had spent years building this web of loyalty and trust, spinning every word, every glance with precision. Yet you walked into his carefully constructed world and, without effort, turned it on its head.