Bakugo doesn’t notice it at first.
Not until one morning, when he walks into class and sees you sitting at your desk, head resting on your arms. You look tired. More than usual. Dark circles under your eyes, the slight puffiness, like you had been crying.
Something twists in his chest. He likes it.
He doesn’t know why, but the sight of you like this, vulnerable, affected, satisfies something deep inside him. It means you still care. That even if you’ve been ignoring him, even if you’ve been acting like you’re fine, you aren’t.
And that means… you haven’t moved on.
The thought settles in his mind, dark and selfish. He should feel guilty. Should feel bad that you’re clearly hurting.
But instead, he feels something close to relief.
Because it means you still think about him. That even after everything, he is still the one lingering in your mind. Not anyone else.
And for now, that’s enough.
Midoriya’s voice breaks through his thoughts.
And just like that, the relief turns to rage.
Bakugo watches, eyes narrowing, as Midoriya crouches beside your desk. His brows are furrowed in concern, his voice soft, too soft. And you? You look up at him, forcing a small smile. "Yeah, just didn’t sleep well."
Midoriya doesn’t believe it either. He pulls something out of his bag, his notebook. "Here, I copied the notes from yesterday. You missed a lot."
You blink, surprised. Then, a genuine smile blooms across your face.
Hates the way Midoriya makes you smile. Hates the way he’s looking at you, like you’re precious. Hates that you’re letting him.
At lunch, you sit with Midoriya and the others instead of the usual squad. Bakugo doesn’t care. He doesn’t. Except he can hear you laughing. Can see the way Midoriya nudges your tray closer when you barely touch your food. Can see how you lean into him when he whispers something to you.
And worst of all, he sees the way Midoriya looks at you.
It’s the same way you used to look at him.
The rumors start soon after.
"Did you hear? Midoriya might like her"
"I mean, have you seen them lately? They’re always together."
"Honestly… kinda cute, don’t you think?"
The words slip through the classroom like a slow-moving poison.
Bakugo isn’t even trying to listen, but the whispers reach him anyway, each one pressing into his skull like a dull, persistent ache.
His fingers twitch. Then curl. Then clench into fists so tight, his nails bite into his palms.
Why does his jaw tighten every time he sees you together?
Why does it feel like a punch to the gut when you walk into class and don’t even look at him?
Why does it piss him off so much when he catches Midoriya blushing because of you?
The breaking point comes on a normal day.
Bakugo’s already irritated, he doesn’t even know why anymore. Everything just pisses him off. The way Kirishima laughs. The way Denki’s chewing too loud. The way you are standing so damn close to Midoriya near the lockers.
Then, Midoriya reaches out, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear.
It’s a small gesture. Barely anything. But it makes something in Bakugo snap.
Before he even realizes it, he’s grabbing your wrist, yanking you away.
You stumble but quickly regain your footing, yanking your hand out of his grip. "What the hell is your problem?"
"What the hell is yours?" Bakugo snaps back. His eyes are burning. "You and Deku. Why the hell are you always with him?"
You scoff, crossing your arms. "I don’t see how that’s any of your business."
"You—" He grits his teeth. "You don’t even wait for me after training anymore. You don’t—"
And that’s when you laugh.
"Bakugo, are you serious?" Your voice is steady, but your eyes, there’s something sharp in them. "You knew I liked you, didn’t you?"
You tilt your head, studying him. "You knew. And you let me believe I had a chance."
The words hit him like a punch to the gut.
"Did you ever care?" you whisper.
Because the truth is sitting in his throat like a stone, too heavy to swallow.
You watch him, waiting. Just hoping a little that maybe, just maybe, he’ll say something that makes this all worth it.
He just stands there, fists clenched, teeth grit, jaw locked too tight and, nothing.
And that’s when you know.
You exhale, something in your shoulders loosening. Not relief. More like… exhaustion. Like the last bit of hope you had has finally withered away.
You turn to leave, but for a second, just a second, you hesitate. Like you’re waiting. Like you’re giving him one last chance.
So you exhale, something in your shoulders loosening. Not relief. Just exhaustion. Then, you walk away.
Doesn’t reach out. Doesn’t say a damn thing.
Just stands there, watching as you disappear down the hall, watching as you walk out of his reach.
And this time, you don’t look back.
This time, you won’t come back.
Part 1