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and itโ€™s for the same reasons; she impulsively kisses him, commanding that he not die, that he not leave her, and, of course, he promises he wonโ€™t โ€ฆ they never did leave that arena, and the rule revocation is still in effect, and theyโ€™re still refusing to comply

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Coin's assassination attempts on Katniss

On the 4th after the whole row in the laundry tube Peeta is assigned to collect morphling in the forests of d13. Little does he know that his own morphling bottle was modified by members of Coinโ€™s secret police to make him sleepy.

As he goes to the forest he drinks the bottle and falls asleep. The cartel is denied permission to go to the surface by the D13 police with bureaucratic stonewalling

It is now the 5th.

Then Coin claims he has gone missing(or passed out) and the capitol is sending hundreds of drones and mutts to 13. She makes Katniss lead a rescue mission with Plutarch smiling in the room led by squad 231 Katniss is given a holo with possible locations they settle on the location with the most morphling mushrooms.

The drones are actually mislabeled d13 drones and wipe out squad 231 Katniss runs from the drones alone the sole survivor. The drones fly to the direction of Peeta's likely location she tries to find Peeta before the drones do.

She finds Peeta waking up trying to fight through a large episode holding an axe.

The drones are searching for Katniss who is hidden by the treeline.

She can hear the drones in the distance.

With drones coming any minute Katniss kisses Peeta taking him out of the episode.

The drones find Katniss and Peeta, they take cover. peeta asks for the gun and manages to shoot one of the drones down. Katniss shoots the other drone with an explosive arrow.

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They walk back and Peeta suspects that they aren't capitol drones. Then the squad 451 and 442 training starts in training center 42 and the Thiacetone wasp mutt attack happens.

The rest of the 5th and the 6th are peaceful with no Peeta problems caused until Coin brings in the avoxes to get a rise out of Peeta and Annie. Though Katniss is in arena mode and probably recognizes a Coin assassination attempt by now.

She has Gale tackle Peeta to the ground. She has to run to get Gale during which Peeta sees all the triggers deduces that Coin is trying to set him off and he has been the center of multiple assassination attempts, he has the mental breakdown he had in the squad 451 fic when he was sent to the capitol, fires one round killing or injuring one person but with what is left of his sanity regains control and yells "What's a mutts life worth anyway? " and tries to kill himself before he loses it again but Katniss takes the gun out of his hand as Gale knocks him out.

Interesting that Katniss went on a mission clearly designed to kill her in the 5th, watched an entire squad under her command die and still continued the mission on her own then risked her life agian by kissing Peeta when he's in the middle of an episode holding an axe. (Or has an axe on hand).

Though Coin would have blamed her for Peetaโ€™s death if the drones had blasted Peeta while sleeping.

How to piss Peeta off to an episode.

Trigger warning: Sadism by the D13 secret police

The outdoors would calm Peeta not scare him though morning terrors are a problem waking up outdoors would help, and the torture took place upside down.

Goal: Make Peeta run away leading Katniss and Peeta to an explosion, or make Katniss and Peeta kill eachother.

Move Peeta into a flowerbed of Snow roses, put animals blood on top of Peeta, painting Peeta blood red and the corpse of a recently executed "traitor" next to the flowerbed, have Jabberjays with Snow's voice saying "welcome home Peeta."

Wake Peeta up with a loud explosion just as Katniss finds him.

This is too much even for Coin but she decided for once to let the secret police take charge so she could claim she didn't know anything about it.

Secret Sergent Henry Colm led this mission.

Katniss may also assume Peeta killed the people in an episode, though to Katniss its clear that this mission is all Coinโ€™s and Katniss can deduce that Peeta would run away from this bed of snow roses.

The episode triggers also trigger Katnissโ€™s ptsd, Peeta covered in blood, white Snow roses, Snow's voice, her guilt over not meeting Peeta at midnight as the Jabberjay says "welcome home Peeta". Also it reminds her of Jabberjay hour another trigger.

Why didn't Katniss try to run away with Peeta?

Trigger warning: Peeta mentally spiraling.

Katniss and Peeta tried to escape 13 but they were captured and taken by a 13 hovercraft after being knocked out with sleeping gas. (Katniss momentarily forgot about Prim she just wanted to get the fuck out of 13, Peeta at moment first believed it was capitol agents but then had the horrifying realization that it was a D13 mission.) He tried to off himself with his axe, but was stopped by Katniss. There was 2 more days of Peeta pretending to 13 that nothing had changed. Peeta was broken by the 5th to add insult to injury when he was in squad 452 there was a thiacotone mutt attack and Katniss and Peeta were locked in the bathroom together while lights flashed obviously to trigger an episode which angered Peeta. The therapists believing Coin would harm the trust they had built. Though some in 13 would believe Peeta, the recreational center personnel for one would wonder if the secret police was infiltrated by capitol agents. Peeta would pretend to believe Coinโ€™s versions of events. Boggs would shit himself and the incident would break any loyalty he had to Coin.

Henry Colm is the head of the department of corrective pain in the secret police of Coin. He directed the punishment of Katnissโ€™s prep team to send a message to Katniss

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"Why didn't you let him free" I ask Delly
Delly responds "Let me answer you with a question: Who hijacked Peeta and Annie?"
"Stop playing with me Delly!"
"The same people who control the hospitals in the district, the same people who do the hijacking, why would the capitol invest in cures for hijacking victims? Even if the hijacking victim were treated by people like your mom, they don't do much record keeping, what I'm saying is there is no way a cure to hijacking, tracker Jacker torture, Identity alteration therapy, the Capitol chemical interrogation programs, Avox docility programs or whatever capitol abominations would be in our books. Peeta's breakdown would be more valid if we actually knew there was no hope for the victims of capitol mind alteration programs. In 13 the closest thing we have is stuff from the first rebellion relating to Tracker Jacker torture victims. Since districts have been overrun district hospitals have been treating scores of victims of capitol brainwashing programs and we've been met with some success. We have around 7 patients here in 13 alone. Once we take the capitol we expect thousands of documents, professional tormentors to be captured. The number of living brainwashing victims undergoing treatment is expected to rise to the hundreds. We found 89 such patients when we took district 2, and the rebellion captured an entire lab of torture victims ln 1. In Peeta's case he was wrong, compared to when he strangled you he's much better"
"Peeta's gone, you have to give up on him!" Katniss says resentment piling up in her chest. Katniss realizes this is a stupid thing to say to Delly.
"Your way of coping with Peeta's hijacking has no bearing on his recovery or our treatment plans. If you need any therapy we are always open, though don't, Coin will abuse you. Well let's face it, your own grief is the knife that I'm sure is twisting inside you, Peeta's the perfect weapon for Coin to break you. Your only going to get worse and worse from here out."
Anger rises in Katniss who resists the temptation to slap Delly in the face.
Delly calmly continues chugging another bottle and continues.
"Anyways..."
Katniss wants to bolt and runs but is hit by paintballs "Oh Look it's Catpiss, let's give her a wedgie!" A thin red head says "let's do it, good call Gong" Gong what a stupid name!
Katniss bolts and is back cowering under a table watching Delly drink. Delly sees her and says "your soon going to die with Peeta anyway, so I'm going continue, its only right you know"

Delly is being allowed to drink as part of her post meltdown therapy. Also Delly does not sound like one to sugar coat anything she may squeak like a mouse but it's no suprise Peeta trusted her.

"Why didn't you let him free" I ask Delly
Delly responds "Let me answer you with a question: Who hijacked Peeta and Annie?"
"Stop playing with me Delly!"
"The same people who control the hospitals in the district, the same people who do the hijacking, why would the capitol invest in cures for hijacking victims? Even if the hijacking victim were treated by people like your mom, they don't do much record keeping, what I'm saying is there is no way a cure to hijacking, tracker Jacker torture, Identity alteration therapy, the Capitol chemical interrogation programs, Avox docility programs or whatever capitol abominations would be in our books. Peeta's breakdown would be more valid if we actually knew there was no hope for the victims of capitol mind alteration programs. In 13 the closest thing we have is stuff from the first rebellion relating to Tracker Jacker torture victims. Since districts have been overrun district hospitals have been treating scores of victims of capitol brainwashing programs and we've been met with some success. We have around 7 patients here in 13 alone. Once we take the capitol we expect thousands of documents, professional tormentors to be captured. The number of living brainwashing victims undergoing treatment is expected to rise to the hundreds. We found 89 such patients when we took district 2, and the rebellion captured an entire lab of torture victims ln 1. In Peeta's case he was wrong, compared to when he strangled you he's much better"
"Peeta's gone, you should have given up on him, your only chasing whispers of Peeta!" Katniss says resentment piling up in her chest. Katniss realizes this is a stupid thing to say to Delly.
"Your way of coping with Peeta's hijacking has no bearing on his recovery or our treatment plans. If you need any therapy we are always open, though don't, Coin will abuse you. Well let's face it, your own grief is the knife that I'm sure is twisting inside you, Peeta's the perfect weapon for Coin to break you. Your only going to get worse and worse from here out."
Anger rises in Katniss who resists the temptation to slap Delly in the face.
Delly calmly continues chugging another bottle and continues.
"Anyways..."
Katniss wants to bolt and runs but is hit by paintballs "Oh Look it's Catpiss, let's give her a wedgie!" A thin red head says "let's do it, good call Gong" Gong what a stupid name! She looks for a way to avoid Delly but Bill blows a very loud horn and thugs begin pouring in. After getting a wedgie, 9 more paintball thumps and shit smeared on her forehead with a spoon, there is only one route of escape the table until they grow bored and leave the cafeteria. Some of the bullies pose for the camera. They then "wash" Katniss by pouring buckets of ice water on her then propelling her with a hose so she falls on her face.
Katniss bolts freed by the hose and is back cowering under a table watching Delly drink. Delly sees her covered in foul smelling ooz "ouch" Delly says, "you know bullying in 13 is out of control? It's becuase Coin used to give wedgies when she was their age, the hazing is part of the education system here in 13. What a lovely place. Delly says sarcastically.
I say "What a lovely place" in the same tone as Dellyโ€™s.
We both laugh as Delly continues.
"As a native citizen, Peeta's experiences in the capitol is seen as definitive proof of his mettle, so to 13 he does not need any hazing
your soon going to die with Peeta anyway, your misery will soon be over. But I'm going continue, its only right, you should die knowing how your noose was made. In most traditions of the afterlife the soul of a beloved appears in the afterlife as their most healthy selves, so maybe you can cling to the hope that you'll see Peeta without his mind having been blown to pieces in the Capitol if that makes you feel a tiny bit better. But I think it's bullshit, it's just a comforting lie to tell yourself. I think there is no one who is less indifferent to Peeta Mellark, even a hijacked Peeta, then you, and as he shoots himself in the head over your dead body and blows his brains out, he will die not knowing, in the least what he meant to you. So what was I saying, where was I......."
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"We believed that seeing Peeta's full condition, good or bad would harm your duties as Mockingjay so stuff like his surly temperament stemming from depression and anger you've seen twice, his suicide attempt, were kept from you as well as good stuff like the wedding cake and his reaction to you being shot in 2. Haymitch hated this but had to comply. Enough hope that you could function but not too much hope. Haymitch disregarded our orders not to tell you Peeta wanted to see you, he got in serious trouble. If we wanted you two to meet then we would have known exactly what to say to both of you to make It happen. Your not as indifferent as you claim, and neither is Peeta. We were going to have it done in November, we had a hunch that he would be sent to squad 451, just not so soon actually when Coin sent military doctors to assess him it was pretty clear he was going to the Capitol with you. But until then you were only supposed to imagine what Peeta's like from Haymitch's descriptions.
Coin damn it we are so despicable.
Delly laughs.
"And I can already read your thoughts Katniss, no you would not have been able to contain him, if he goes you die, I hate Coin! Sorry not appropriate talk, all hail Coin! but at least he is more prepared for the trip".
Delly Cartwright October 3rd.
"how do I stop Peeta from throwing me in the air or worse?" Katniss asks

Delly laughs

"You want to stay on the rotation?"
Delly laughs drunkenly "I didn't think I would be mentoring tributes but here I am, so your not going to like the advice but the strangulation is at this point a wound in Peeta as well particularly when your on his watch. The best way would be to forgive him. The problem is deep in him, you will have no choice but to help him determine what's real from false. Your kind of a giant wound in his mind at this point and when your on the rotation it begins to bleed. He thinks even if he's evil he lives according to his old ethical code, he thinks he can control his episodes, he is doing his duty to 13. But when he sees you he remembers the strangulation and he hates the icky feeling, you remind him that in the end he is a mutt, he has accepted this. He even tries to feel and act sane, but the bruises on your neck bring him back to reality. He is scared, Peeta only wanted to do his military duty after he was better, after the war was over and you remind him that he isn't in control of his episodes and he thought you were ready to kick him when he's down in front of both squads. The demons and wounds are many and we cuased many of them. All this is relevant becuase Peeta as insane as he is has a vote in who is on his rotation, you witnessed this first hand. "
Delly then tries to persuade Katniss to quit the rotation but Katniss never told Delly she didn't trust the unit to protect her and needs the incapacitator. Delly also does not know that Katniss basically has no real choice and Coin is going to find a way to put her on anyway. Katniss has done everything in her power to not care about Peeta, to cut the cord, but the things Delly reveals hurt as much as the torture at the hands of d13 thugs.
Even when Delly realizes it isn't working she continues spouting stuff until she passes out drunk. Every drug loosens Dellyโ€™s inhibitions leading to more Peeta information being revealed with decreasing coherence.

Using this blog as a notepad in this instance

Alot of the stuff describing Peetas weird thoughts as a delusion and going into why could happen but Delly describing Peeta's discomfort, demons and narratives about himself on its head, saying there is no way Peetas letting her on the rotation with all those intact, describing thag Katniss isn't being on her rotation without some sort of consent by Peeta (there's lots he could do to remove her and he does not care if he's removed from the Squad he would be relieved if that happened). Delly telling Katniss she's going to die soon anyway when she begins narrating the story of Peeta's recovery.

Also the docs did nudge him in this direction (encourage Peeta to journal giving full expression and validation to these thoughts among other mechanisms) bringing up topics that validate those thoughts while Peeta formulates new ideas on his own. They chose the framing. (Delly would probably include this)

She gets less coherent as 30 minutes to an hour passes and she drinks her 10th recreational drug

Peeta is uncomfortable around Pollux and pretends he isn't in the room like he wants to do with Katniss.

Why didn't Peeta rip Katnissโ€™s head off or snap her neck why strangulation? (Was it the tiny bit of resistance to the hijacking Peeta could muster)?

Also retcon: Peeta thinks he just charmed and manipulated people into liking him before he was hijacked. . He does not think people would have liked him if they knew the sides of his old self he remembers.

Though Peeta can't remember scamming Katniss.

Haymitch's passivity could just be his personality He moves fast He is less perceptive and more abstract He is a gossip And is a minion. Imagine a teenager who gets his salary paid to his mom and is not in the least troubled by it That's old reliable Haymitch.

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Imagine if Katniss had been as forthcoming with information as young Haymitch. We'd have like 3 straight chapters of Katniss just dropping lore on Peeta, the boy she claims to not know anything about.

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In your opinion In a mutts worth do you think Katniss would forgive Delly?

(Below is all from Katniss POV)

Yes

-she was there for Peeta from the start, is a kind person who volunteered in the D12 mental institution, was manipulated by Coin. She saved Peetaโ€™s life, and convinced Peeta to take his recovery seriously. Delly had lost her own Prim, and had a mental breakdown. She now is a drug addict who has to day by day take notes on the consequences of what she said and participate in the medical team meetings. The information Delly reveals could be important to her survival

No

What she said about Peeta dying in a hospital being a liar for claiming to be Peeta, hurt Peeta greatly, she was someone Peeta trusted. Peeta took what she said seriously, what she said was horrible and he believed it. She also insulted Prim who was nice enough to forgive her. She continues to work in the hospital using excuses like "her patients are all she has left." She is a drug addict and a coward. She hurt Peeta and Prim. Katniss is nothing like her. Katniss will never turn into her. She is a doctor delivering bad news about a patient, and making Katniss feel stuff.

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"We believed that seeing Peeta's full condition, good or bad would harm your duties as Mockingjay so stuff like his surly temperament stemming from depression and anger you've seen twice, his suicide attempt, were kept from you as well as good stuff like the wedding cake and his reaction to you being shot in 2. Haymitch hated this but had to comply. Enough hope that you could function but not too much hope. Haymitch disregarded our orders not to tell you Peeta wanted to see you, he got in serious trouble. If we wanted you two to meet then we would have known exactly what to say to both of you to make It happen. Your not as indifferent as you claim, and neither is Peeta. We were going to have it done in November, we had a hunch that he would be sent to squad 451, just not so soon actually when Coin sent military doctors to assess him it was pretty clear he was going to the Capitol with you. But until then you were only supposed to imagine what Peeta's like from Haymitch's descriptions.
Coin damn it we are so despicable.
Delly laughs.
"And I can already read your thoughts Katniss, no you would not have been able to contain him, if he goes you die, I hate Coin! Sorry not appropriate talk, all hail Coin! but at least he is more prepared for the trip".
Delly Cartwright October 3rd.
"how do I stop Peeta from throwing me in the air or worse?" Katniss asks

Delly laughs

"You want to stay on the rotation?"
Delly laughs drunkenly "I didn't think I would be mentoring tributes but here I am, so your not going to like the advice but the strangulation is at this point a wound in Peeta as well particularly when your on his watch. The best way would be to forgive him. The problem is deep in him, you will have no choice but to help him determine what's real from false. Your kind of a giant wound in his mind at this point and when your on the rotation it begins to bleed. He thinks even if he's evil he lives according to his old ethical code, he thinks he can control his episodes, he is doing his duty to 13. But when he sees you he remembers the strangulation and he hates the icky feeling, you remind him that in the end he is a mutt, he has accepted this. He even tries to feel and act sane, but the bruises on your neck bring him back to reality. He is scared, Peeta only wanted to do his military duty after he was better, after the war was over and you remind him that he isn't in control of his episodes and he thought you were ready to kick him when he's down in front of both squads. The demons and wounds are many and we cuased many of them. All this is relevant becuase Peeta as insane as he is has a vote in who is on his rotation, you witnessed this first hand. "
Delly then tries to persuade Katniss to quit the rotation but Katniss never told Delly she didn't trust the unit to protect her and needs the incapacitator. Delly also does not know that Katniss basically has no real choice and Coin is going to find a way to put her on anyway. Katniss has done everything in her power to not care about Peeta, to cut the cord, but the things Delly reveals hurt as much as the torture at the hands of d13 thugs.
Even when Delly realizes it isn't working she continues spouting stuff until she passes out drunk. Every drug loosens Dellyโ€™s inhibitions leading to more Peeta information being revealed with decreasing coherence.

Using this blog as a notepad in this instance

Alot of the stuff describing Peetas weird thoughts as a delusion and going into why could happen but Delly describing Peeta's discomfort, demons and narratives about himself on its head, saying there is no way Peetas letting her on the rotation with all those intact, describing thag Katniss isn't being on her rotation without some sort of consent by Peeta (there's lots he could do to remove her and he does not care if he's removed from the Squad he would be relieved if that happened). Delly telling Katniss she's going to die soon anyway when she begins narrating the story of Peeta's recovery.

Also the docs did nudge him in this direction (encourage Peeta to journal giving full expression and validation to these thoughts among other mechanisms) bringing up topics that validate those thoughts while Peeta formulates new ideas on his own. They chose the framing. (Delly would probably include this)

She gets less coherent as 30 minutes to an hour passes and she drinks her 10th recreational drug

Peeta is uncomfortable around Pollux and pretends he isn't in the room like he wants to do with Katniss.

Why didn't Peeta rip Katnissโ€™s head off or snap her neck why strangulation? (Was it the tiny bit of resistance to the hijacking Peeta could muster)?

Also retcon: Peeta thinks he just charmed and manipulated people into liking him before he was hijacked. . He does not think people would have liked him if they knew the sides of his old self he remembers.

Mrs Mellark milked Peeta for every script he could bring the Mellark family. Wrestling for money, having Peeta gamble, she did it.

The thing Delly says about Peeta inching closer to Katniss if Kat survives the guard as Delly said makes no sense Dells thinks Katniss is going to die. But the point that Katniss even when Peeta is negating her is important to Peetaโ€™s identity is valid. Peeta's indifference is anything but.

Though the things about grief are more about loss of sanity and identity and Peeta mourning the loss of those things. He feels distant like he lives in Peeta Mellark's body, Peeta does not cry ever, crying is weakness. Dellyโ€™s comments made him think of everything he lost in the hijacking. It's not grief like Katniss's.

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Coin's assassination attempts on Katniss

On the 4th after the whole row in the laundry tube Peeta is assigned to collect morphling in the forests of d13. Little does he know that his own morphling bottle was modified by members of Coinโ€™s secret police to make him sleepy.

As he goes to the forest he drinks the bottle and falls asleep. The cartel is denied permission to go to the surface by the D13 police with bureaucratic stonewalling

It is now the 5th.

Then Coin claims he has gone missing(or passed out) and the capitol is sending hundreds of drones and mutts to 13. She makes Katniss lead a rescue mission with Plutarch smiling in the room led by squad 231 Katniss is given a holo with possible locations they settle on the location with the most morphling mushrooms.

The drones are actually mislabeled d13 drones and wipe out squad 231 Katniss runs from the drones alone the sole survivor. The drones fly to the direction of Peeta's likely location she tries to find Peeta before the drones do.

She finds Peeta waking up trying to fight through a large episode holding an axe.

The drones are searching for Katniss who is hidden by the treeline.

She can hear the drones in the distance.

With drones coming any minute Katniss kisses Peeta taking him out of the episode.

The drones find Katniss and Peeta, they take cover. peeta asks for the gun and manages to shoot one of the drones down. Katniss shoots the other drone with an explosive arrow.

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They walk back and Peeta suspects that they aren't capitol drones. Then the squad 451 and 442 training starts in training center 42 and the Thiacetone wasp mutt attack happens.

The rest of the 5th and the 6th are peaceful with no Peeta problems caused until Coin brings in the avoxes to get a rise out of Peeta and Annie. Though Katniss is in arena mode and probably recognizes a Coin assassination attempt by now.

She has Gale tackle Peeta to the ground. She has to run to get Gale during which Peeta sees all the triggers deduces that Coin is trying to set him off and he has been the center of multiple assassination attempts, he has the mental breakdown he had in the squad 451 fic when he was sent to the capitol, fires one round killing or injuring one person but with what is left of his sanity regains control and yells "What's a mutts life worth anyway? " and tries to kill himself before he loses it again but Katniss takes the gun out of his hand as Gale knocks him out.

Interesting that Katniss went on a mission clearly designed to kill her in the 5th, watched an entire squad under her command die and still continued the mission on her own then risked her life agian by kissing Peeta when he's in the middle of an episode holding an axe. (Or has an axe on hand).

Though Coin would have blamed her for Peetaโ€™s death if the drones had blasted Peeta while sleeping.

How to piss Peeta off to an episode.

Trigger warning: Sadism by the D13 secret police

The outdoors would calm Peeta not scare him though morning terrors are a problem waking up outdoors would help, and the torture took place upside down.

Goal: Make Peeta run away leading Katniss and Peeta to an explosion, or make Katniss and Peeta kill eachother.

Move Peeta into a flowerbed of Snow roses, put animals blood on top of Peeta, painting Peeta blood red and the corpse of a recently executed "traitor" next to the flowerbed, have Jabberjays with Snow's voice saying "welcome home Peeta."

Wake Peeta up with a loud explosion just as Katniss finds him.

This is too much even for Coin but she decided for once to let the secret police take charge so she could claim she didn't know anything about it.

Secret Sergent Henry Colm led this mission.

Katniss may also assume Peeta killed the people in an episode, though to Katniss its clear that this mission is all Coinโ€™s and Katniss can deduce that Peeta would run away from this bed of snow roses.

The episode triggers also trigger Katnissโ€™s ptsd, Peeta covered in blood, white Snow roses, Snow's voice, her guilt over not meeting Peeta at midnight as the Jabberjay says "welcome home Peeta". Also it reminds her of Jabberjay hour another trigger.

Why didn't Katniss try to run away with Peeta?

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A Mutts Worth Timeline WIP

My fic's changed a lot and needs to be reorganized.

September 10th

Cafeteria incident.

Delly blasts Peeta and convinces him to stop giving up on his recovery

September 24

Arthur Cartwright an apprentice of the deceased Harriet March, an apothecary, sister of Astrid March, and Medic in District 13 is sent to do on the job training in what was once called Denver, in District 2. He is only 12 years old

September 25th

Peeta given a pet rat named snipps by the hospital

Peeta begins to remember the night before the arena

September 26th

Death of medic Arthur Cartwright in an ambush by Peacekeeper insurgents in a narrow mountain pass at the age of 12.
September 27 75 DD
4 AM Delly finds out about her little brother's death 4:30 Peeta finds out and gives Delly his painting of Arthur Cartright and offers his condolences Delly in response says cruel things to Peeta, in a 2 minute rant 440: Prim goes to give Delly condelenses and Delly goes on a 1 minute rant calling Prim a nepo baby
445 Delly goes to do the same to Annie who threatens to put a knife in her skull, she leaves kicks a book case in the hospital, goes to her room and screams, sobbing for the rest of the day.
Peeta wonders if Delly is right that he lies when he calls himself Peeta Mellark, who is totally different from him, he cries and goes to his bed, is silent and deep in thought. Is Delly right, is his recovery a lie? 6 pm Haymitch finds out about the incidents with Delly, tells Katniss during breakfast.

Coin orders doctors to "encourage" the line of thought, Peeta is thinking.

10 AM: Peeta after a war with himself and deep thought realizes Delly is right the internal war was short most revolving around the implications of Delly's words

12 PM Doctors check up on him, he asks if what Delly said was right they answer "Itโ€™s up to you" and give him vague affirmations, after being pressed they refuse to rule out Peeta being a Mutt.

They give him a journal and urge him to take up journaling.

Peeta asks if anyone really needed his old self, if what he told Katniss on the beach was correct and everyone else has moved on. The doctors nudge him in the direction of "yes." he asks why D13 didn't execute him after he attacked Katniss and they say they valued him beyond any utilitarian use.

Peeta first mentions that he feels like he lives in someone elses body, and when he sees film of the games it feels like he is watching someone else, that he didn't know his own name until someone told him and that he does not remember his favorite color, or his birthday.

He asks if Delly is just having a mental breakdown over Arthur's death and the doctors don't agree with her but his doctor tell him that they do agree with many of what she said and they are working on a new treatment plan.

1 PM Coin announces resource allocations, and intention to give Peeta full citizenship in d13 with all obligations.

Katniss appeals resource allocations on grounds of safety is verbally abused by Coin. She approves Peetaโ€™s citizenship on grounds that he's been replaced with a capitol mutt

Haymitch tells Katniss she should have resigned and that not even he can save her from what's coming next.

Peeta loses all interest in what Katniss is up to.

Mrs Everdeen's mission to D11 announced
September 28 75 DD
Peeta is recruited into the Hospital wings Recreational drug providership
Footage of Peeta strangling Katniss shown to Peeta for the first time, Peeta insists that someone he calls "him did it" Peeta asks to have the scars from the mechanical torture machines removed, he is given a long lecture on their value as battle scars. Coin offers to have Gale presented as Katniss's new lover, again Katniss refuses.
Haymitch complains about the treatment by the doctors of Peeta's identity disturbance, gets severely punished.
Coin deems Haymitch too instable to aid the Mockingjay or be part of the MJ's team, Harold Boggs is made Temporary Guardian(while Haymitch is undergoing "treatment" and mentor for Katniss.
Haymitch is given a 3 day restraining order the terms of which he is not allowed to interact with Peeta so as to not "interfere in his recovery."
Haymitch is moved to the hospital wing.
Gale Intensifies his efforts to win Katniss Mrs Everdeen travels to D11, she planned on leaving in the evening after reflection but Coin uses a drone strike that killed 25 and injured 43 as an excuse to have her sent ASAP. Katniss is not told this. Mrs Everdeen manages to say goodbye to Prim who is in the hospital wing.

September 29 75 DD
Remote incapacitator is set up by 13
Peeta commissioned by a D13 nursery school to make coloring books
Katniss attacked with buckets of ice water by plain clothes coinist secret police this starts a social trend Gale kisses Katniss and feels nothing. He has a Realization that he won't win. Gale tries to be "friends" with Katniss with residual hope that Katniss can be his.
Gale spends less time with Katniss
September 30 75 DD
Peeta's DID is cured by a brain procedure. Katniss attacked with laser pointers by D13 bullies Gale continues to spend smaller amounts of time with Katniss who wonders why Gale is acting so strangely.
Peeta, Annie and Finnick are given citizenship in a ceremony that Katniss, Delly, and Haymitch are made to attend.
In private meeting Coin asks Peeta and Annie and order them to reveal their intrusive thoughts of eating their tormentors, they both look at Coin like she's either joking or are crazy like they are.
September 31 75 DD
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Peeta remembers more and more about his time in the Capitol
Katniss attacked with sewage balloons by D13 bullies
Gale has existential crises over his support for Coin but keeps it a secret October 1 75 DD. Capitol mutt conditioning to view violence as irresistible, and inherent to himself, (a contributor to his DID) uncovered by D13 therapists DNA test reveal that Peeta Mellark was born out of wedlock to Daniel Cartwright and Meredith Mellark Katniss given a wedgie and arrested for resisting the wedgie
Peeta begins joining the Odairs in the cafeteria, has row with Katniss who avoids the Odairs.
This is the final straw for Gale who totally gives up all residual hope.
Peeta begins work on his symbolic grave Doctors have Peeta make lists of memories the capitol hijacked. The recreation center has Peeta make propo posters.
October 2 75 DD
Peeta experiments with painting his prosthetic leg.
Katniss rips up Peeta's propo posters
Katniss tries to stop Gale from icing her out. Gale sees Peeta's warts in the cafeteria bathroom. Katniss and Gale go hunting they watch Peeta burn down a forest for 13. Gale storms off saying that Katniss loves Peeta even if he has warts in the places where venom was injected and runs off avoiding her.
Gale tells Delly about his doubts about Coin.
Coin orders Katniss to wear a headshackles
Buttercup eats Snips Buttercup begins demanding food from the recreational center in the hospital, Peeta gives her cheese bun leftovers.

When she leaves the corrections wing she is attacked by paint guns

The Coinist secret police plays a creepy recording into 25 military officers head and Katniss to unnerve Katniss with plausible deniability.

Katniss removes the head-shackle.

Doctors tell Peeta to make a list of words he associates with his old and new self.

October 3 75 DD

Training Center 42

Boggs pulls Katniss aside and says Coin wants her dead.

Peeta feels humiliation as a film showing his episodes is shown to squad 451 and 452

Katniss insists on a place in Peetaโ€™s rotation furious that he's sent, Peeta tries to argue agianst Katniss being on the rotation.

Her rotation starts and they continue bickering

Augustus Ford commander of squad 452 asks Katniss after she is thrown in the air, if she can kill Peeta if it came down to it. She is about to answer that it would be like killing a Capitol mutt, but Boggs interrupts her and Peeta is knocked out.

Peeta is sassy and sarcastic with the other guards, reluctant to open up to them

When Katniss leaves training a 12 year old child who looks like Prim calls Katniss a freak and slaps Katniss in the face.

Hospital wing

Cafeteria

a mob of 20 bullies attack Katniss with hoses of ice water, paintballs, laser pointers, sewage balloons, they later corner her and begin physically hazing her, with Wedgies, poking sticks and pushing. She defends herself and hides under a table when the bullies leave Delly sits down. She is also bullied in training center 42 by Tong and Leeg.

Peeta and Annie are sent to train at Fort Alma for citizen basic training.

Coin's office

Katniss begs Coin to transfer her to another district.

After Katniss leaves, Coin calls the whole situation with Katniss comedy gold and orders a celebratory drug cake

Katniss's closet

Peeta and Johanna are on break from their drug providership duties, they banter as Katniss is alone in the closet, Katniss loses her pearl, which prompts her to try to escape 13 for the woods, she is captured, and brought back to 13, she makes a scene and is chased to her room a guard is posted to prevent her from escaping.

Katniss screams Peeta's name and has horrific nightmares. Peeta is selling drugs to a family next door and can hear it from there.

October 4 75 DD
Dr Sarah Mary petitioned to have Katniss removed from watch in October 4th at 3 Am, it was rejected.
In cafeteria-breakfast
Katniss is not present in the cafeteria skipping breakfast and showing little interest in food
In hospital wing
To make Peeta see what he means to Katniss, Prim switches the usual strangulation tape with the extended version showing Haymitch revealing that Peeta and others have been rescued, and Katniss leaping with joy to the hospital wing. Prim claims she did it by accident In Training Center 42 Morning Boggs pulls Katniss aside to speak with her privately Gives Katniss a written threat by Coin to institutionalize her and ban her from military activity To make Peeta see what he means to Katniss, Prim switches the usual strangulation tape with the extended version showing Haymitch revealing that Peeta and others have been rescued, and Katniss leaping with joy to the hospital wing. Prim claims she did it by accident In Training Center 42 Morning Boggs pulls Katniss aside to speak with her privately
Peeta begs Katniss to quit her rotation telling her the violence he committed in the capitol and confessing to being a cannibal. He expresses fear that he can't prevent himself from losing it.
Handholding scene Breaktime: Gale reveals that Katniss was never into Gale but Peeta is the cause of Katniss's woes. Katniss stews in rage Evening Peeta confronts Katniss over her plans to kill Snow
Boggs pulls aside Peeta and Katniss with news, he will be doing basic training with squad 452 and will not be in the foresters basic training unit, until 6 months from October 4th, Katniss will be on the rotation and no one else for the entire day.
In the Recreational drug providership:
In conversation between Prim Peeta and Haymitch, about Katniss; Peeta learns or believes the reason given to Haymitch scratching Katniss, and tells Peeta that he has been avoiding Katniss having given up on her. Prim yells at Haymitch for this.
In Katniss's laundry pipe
Peeta on the pretext of trying to sell her Cheesebuns goes to persuade Katniss to abandon her plan to kill Snow. Peeta gives her 7 cheesebuns to make Katniss feel better, his inner Peeta communicating that he will be there for her.
Forests of D13 Peeta is sent by the recreational drug providership to collect mushrooms. He is given a drink for the trip, it was modified by the secret police to make him sleepy. He drinks it once he arrives to the mushrooms. Peeta is knocked out. When the providorship requests to send someone to the forest to find him they are stonewalled and their requests denied
October 5 75 DD

Thioacetone wasp mutts attack 13, Peeta stung Katniss and Peeta trapped in the bathroom(training center 42) manage to break out.

Annie Odair's birthday Rory Hawthorn cuaght with child friendly "recreational drugs " October 6 75 DD October 7 75 DD Coin has a triggering Avox join squad 452, the avox was the one who fed them certain flesh while in the capitol, he now feeds them their pills. It is manipulated to be so fast that Annie and Peeta can't get their bearings, and the lights are flashing. This sets them off Peeta guns down 1 but stops himself, tries to off himself but is stopped by Katniss and Gale . Annie after killing 3 targets coin and is knocked out. October 8 75 DD October 9 75 DD October 10 75 DD October 11 75 DD October 12 75 DD October 13 75 DD October 14 75 DD October 15 75 DD Coin dies in an accident

Peeta first mentions that he feels like he lives in someone else's body, and when he sees film of the games it feels like he is watching someone else, that he didn't know his own name until someone told him and that he does not remember his favorite color, or his birthday.

He asks if Delly is just having a mental breakdown over Arthur's death and the doctors don't agree with her but Sarrow tells him that they do agree with many of what she said and they are working on a new treatment plan.

Delly confronts the doctor afterwards over the doctor (Erna Sarrow) lying to Peeta, Sarrow tells her that Coin ordered them to "encourage it" and it will be done.

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Tears begin shedding as Peeta for some reason he can't pinpoint feels a sadness.

Delly: Why are you crying?

Peeta: I don't know.

The crying is a quiet crying.

Peeta is somewhat emotionally numb from ptsd he does not ever cry so the quiet crying is unusual for Peeta.

See the blank expression In the nuclear war survivors eyes? (From Threads)

He's seen so much that he can see a dead body and would not have a 2nd thought.

It's either this rage induced insanity or an emotional numbing. (fight or flight).

Katniss also mentions a "tortured look in his eyes"

I wonder if Peeta was initially in a numb state in 13.

Though Peeta Is constantly kept active or uses drugs to calm himself by late September-October

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Snow has a katniss doppelganger for propos in the capitol with Peeta a relative of Lou Lou. It's also just in case he needed one for the Quarter Quell.

They captured 32 doppelgangers in the tribute center.

On the 5th Violet Johnson was added to Squad 451 to freak Katniss out.

She is a relative of Lou Lou and Haymitch freaks out.

She was arrested for hunting and stealing fruit after her mother died.

A few soldiers in 452 begged for redeployment leading to weird replacements.

More like they were transfered, Delly warned her of this telling them about all the clones coming her way.

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