So tired

- morning...

- work is better

- my knee is worse ... MRI Monday

- TheSmallest is acting weird again since he’s been home

- unsure if Moose’s meds are working

- I am numb ... an I know no one reads this anymore

- have a great day anyway...

Ok..

- TheSmallest is back in the hospital.  Attempt number 4.

-  I feel like I’m going to fall over.

- took TheTallest to the ER yesterday.  She was crying she’s in so much pain.  We waited for 8 hours for a doctor to tell her “it’s all in your head”

- I am so mad I could scream...

Soooo..

Sitting in the ER waiting to get tested for covid... fucking great

Wtf

What the hell is wrong with me....

Random Sunday thoughts...

- I don’t wanna go to work tomorrow..

- I feel like a terrible mother.

- I feel like a terrible wife.

- I don’t wanna go to work tomorrow 

-  have a good week...

Tired

I am so tired... I don’t know how much longer I can deal with the universe shitting on me.  I really dont

Annnddd

No more baby this time...... I feel empty