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holla! alhamdulillah for another day. syukur for the calmness of the day had to offer. plus manage to do so much things. alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah. let's cherish it while still can. iykyk.

                                                          don't know whose, from google.

am i sure to do all of these again? yes, why not. things are always good until it's not right? ;) so today manage to see some familiar faces, some remembrance of family, some socializing, yada yada. rare things that i can have these days. haha. no lah, just choose not to. so bila dpt nya jadi extra lah. all is good alhamdulillah.

i think my tolerance to spicyness drop down one scale. these days i will cough a bit after hot food. don't really like it but the role is to warn, so i am alert. so let's see what tomorrow has to offer. new month. new adventure. 

                                                                        don't know where too

as far as the months go, this year probably one of the rollercoaster year of my life. unpredictable. things and people come and go, pandemic to endemic, rebuild, reschedule. all the emotions. all the feels. all the returns. masyaAllah. really give reflection to time which never yours. all you can do is plan and execute. 

5 more months to finish 2022. such a beautiful year. let's make it count. shall we? until next time.

re(diS)cOvEry

salamun alaik. salam muharam 1444 H. wow. x sangka akan berada di sebalik papan kekunci ni lagi. dh makin senang nak sign in blogspot rupanya. igt dh x dpt post entry lagi. igt dh terkubur. thus, the title. ;)

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well, alhamdulillah for everything. especially Islam. being in this world in this era makes me wanna scream and be silent one day or another. being normal is nice too. as always. and easy. average average. nothing more nothing less. tp sampai bila. ye dok? going with the flow is too mainstream, no? or it's another way around? hmm. must do something. MUST.

so, i don't think catch up is needed as the bio is almost complete there. just need to add in the current location which is more towards eastern side. much more east for the other half. almost 5 years since my last post and almost 5 years here too. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal (i suppose).

being here i must say like being dragged backward, come to think of it. slower. quieter. all the er. work wise and also life wise. hope to have more colours this year around and more adventures. more friends would be nice too. old and new. may Allah ease.

from Him we came and to Him we return. all things will go back to where it's belong. Just believe in Him. the meaning of life is to give and we live to die anyway. So make full use of the life given then. You never a nothing in this world. Always a something.

Please don't read this entry as something depressing but a refreshing note ok? Just me lecturing ownself and reflecting my past year. ;)

Ok then, perhaps only short lecture this time. See you (maybe) next time. Till then, daa.

https://youtu.be/mNEUkkoUoIA

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lambat sikit post keluar bulan ni, internet dh x leh connect kt laptop..huhu. skrg guna webe, saje try sbb mls nk guna broadband dh..tp x terminate lg akaun lama, haha,,cuma x baya je, masalah nk telepon..haih, nanti lah..

hiks, tajuk on time..tp cerita pasal proscatination, ironic much..sebenanye benda on time dn punctual ni lebih byk bagusnya drpd x bagus, tp kdg2 kita nk benda tu x dtg tepat pd waktu sgt..hehe, if you know what i mean..x tau x pe, am just being me..

tp itu lah, kita ni manusia yg lemah..bukan kita tau apa yg terbaik untuk diri kita, tau nak je sume benda..bila x dpt dok frust sensorang, padahal ada sebab lah kita x dpt benda tu time tu..He knows best, He always do.

back to my last post, caj/fi baru yg diheboh-hebohkan sebelum ni x jd dilaksanakan secara total..dia amek a jist of it je, ok lah jugak..pelan2 kayuh, bijak lah jugak strategi ni..x de lah rakyat nk mengamuk dan2 tu jgk. ni slh satu contoh benda yg kita x nak tiba on time, tp dia dtg jugak..cuma bukan seperti kita gambarkan, so this is the best for everbody..and once again, He knows..:)

tapi harga minyak mmg x nmpk gaya nak turun, makes us anxious every first day of new month..sedih, at least mantapkan lagi public transport dn eliminate those traffic jam..:( harapan, kena mention jugak sekali sekala..biar lega sikit beban hati tu

anyway, bulan ni kena fokus on cooking and sports..yay! agak2 nk fly x? and 3 continuous meet up, hmm..may He shows me the best way, like He always do,,

take care, adios! assalamualaikum..

p/s : no picture post, once in a blue moon..sbb bebelan bersepah, hiks..

keCOH

hai. mesti ingat saya dah stop tulis after tahun baru hari tu kan, tu lah..sebenarnya plan lain, tp lain jugak yg dapat buat. x pe, at least buat kan.

so, hari ni masuk bulan baru. hari ni jugak macam2 benda baru nak dijalankan. benda yg memang dh dirancang dn tidak. this rant is about work, yes..dentistry

hr ni bising di mana2, terutama di laman sosial dan sesawang berkenaan fi baru rawatan pergigian kerajaan. benda yg kami org dlm (baca : pekerja kerajaan di bidang pergigian) dapat tahu hari jumaat yang lalu, yang mana jatuh pada hujung minggu bagi kawasan saya bekerja dan cuti panjang sempena tahun baru cina. dan percayalah, pekeliling (baca : arahan rasmi) pun bertarikh jumaat yg bahagia tersebut iaitu 26 januari 2017.

pd pekeliling tu tulis fi baru berkuatkuasa 1 feb 2017. maka semua makhluk yg rasa berkenaan dgn perkara ni pun terkejut yg amat sbb x dpt hadam benda yg sgt tiba2 ni..mmg lah ade rumours berkaitan kenaikan harga rawatan pergigian ni, tp x sangka lah sedrastik ni perlu laksanakan. 5 hari notis (baca : 1 hari x termasuk cuti umum)??? minyak naik pun kita tau pd setiap 1 hb, walaupun x rela..haaihhh

(maSih)

mgkn sy blh ckp gini sebab sy berada pd tempat sy skrg, tp mcm mana dgn org yg betul2 x mampu dn amat memerlukan? diorg nk ckp pun mcm x de hak dh. dulu GST, pastu minyak (setiap bulan berdebar), pastu kos rawatan gigi lagi. ni drpd org yg pk ringan psl hal2 gigi terus kalo blh x nk pk lgsg dh, sbb jd bebanan. tell you what, skrg ni isi minyak pun dh kira khidmat masyarakat tau (sumber warta berita)..mcm tu sekali. isi minyak petrol pun org buat charity, Allahuakbar.

the truth is, nothing ca
n be stopped or change at this rate..mcm harga minyak, ade kerajaan nk discuss dulu dgn rakyat sblm naikkan? x de kan? harapan je lah..dh tu mcm mana nk ubah apa2? mmg lah nampak kita salahkan satu pihak je, tp setiap kali benda2 melibatkan sara hidup rakyat ni dicanangkan dn ade protes x de pulak tindakan yg dilakukan..semua pakat tunduk dn patuh je

takutnya kalo perubahan2 ni byk menyumbang pada korupsi pd masa akn dtg, nauzubillahiminzalik..selamatkanlah Malaysia Ya Allah

random rant, esok nk cadang cara mudah nak explain consent utk patient dn dptkn tandatangan..mcm salah je cara td

berguna jugak group whatsapp byk2, blh discuss dn buat luahan perasaan..

p/s : update live event sekali sekala buat org terkejut jugak, hehe..sori not sori for being me

adios. semoga Malaysia terus aman.

cYcLe

gosh..i can't believe that i can still open my blog, haha. it's almost a miracle i can say. :))

alhamdulillah..hey, it's new year again! tahun lepas dpt bertahan 3 hari, kita tgk pulak thn ni mcm mana..hehe

x de azam pun nak konsisten as i tend to break the istiqamahtion (there is no such word), huhu..but i can say i'll try

so, first post of the first blank page, let's recap the past year in a nut shell shall we? ;)

2016 has been a very colourful year for me, as a whole..so many unexpected things happpened. it started at a very low level, all of it..my spirit, my strength to go to work as i've had been transferred back to the main clinic (i'll elaborate more about this some other time), my so-called love life and i can't seem clearly my aim at that time..i was totally follow the flow of fate, never against anything that come

but, it changed one by one as the month comes by..subhanALLAH, His plans are very neat and erm..i think i can say it's also surreal, am still can't believe some of them till this very moment..subhanALLAH

february, the he and i got engaged. yes, it is sudden and flowy. of course i was nervous back then, it is something related to the unknown right? and it leads to all the roller coaster of the preparations until alhamdulillah i am finally his companion whose can walk by his side respectfully and nervously, hehe..

yes, he is the main and biggest change in my life that wrap up my entire 2016. alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah..nothing more i can say other than my gratitude of His gifts that come after i gave my total life into His hand, subhanALLAH.

bicycle looks like motorcycle..cool kn?

5 months and more to come, i'll tell more about them one by one if i feel like it..ok? hehe

so, for today at work..yes, i'm working on new year day as terengganu does not 'celebrate' new year as other states do..~_~ everything was normal; went to the Klinik Desa for dental check up of antenatal mommies in the morning after meeting with 'bos kecik' for the timetable arrangement. afternoon went smooth with steady flow of patients and end up went back on time eventhough was one of the last person to leave the clinic (i am in the WP3 group this month), alhamdulillah..:)

let's continue the journey tomorrow and see what's coming..^_^

raHmaT..

kasih sayang, abundance of it..cakap pasal rahmat ni x pernah habis, dalam Quran pun dok ulang 33 kali dalam satu surah..maka nikmat tuhanMu yang mana yang kamu dustakan? 

just because, these few days banyak dapat berita gembira daripada orang sekeliling..alhamdulillah

maka kita sebagai hamba ni mungkin kena berusaha kuat lagi nak tunjukkan betapa kita bersyukur dengan nikmat hidup yang Tuhan beri, sangatlah tak terkira. Kadang tu kita rasa x perlu pun benda tu, tapi Allah bagi jugak.

Pernah tak, kita mintak benda lain tapi Allah bagi benda yang kita tak jangka pun kita perlu..dan seterusnya melengkapkan apa yang kita nak tadi, haha..contoh la, ko pegi wedding or majlis tunang kawan ko..tup tup ko jumpa bakal zauj atau zaujah ko kat situ, cantik tak susunan Allah tu kat situ? cantikkk kan, padahal kita pergi semata nak penuhi jemputan kawan kita tu..x de niat lain pun

by the way, perasaan bila dapat memenuhi satu jemputan tu amatlah puas..rasa macam dah buat satu amal jariah besar pada hari tu, mungkin sebab hidup sebagai pengembara kot..pagi di gombak, malam di KT..so bila dapat menyempatkan diri ke sesebuah jemputan teman tu amatlah bermakna rasa dia

anyhow, alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat yang Engkau kurniakan..semoga aku dapat menggunakan nikmat2 tersebut ke arahMu dan di jalan yang Engkau redhai, amiiin..

teAR.

tanGisan ni sesuatu yang unik kan, one of the beautiful gift Allah has given to His creature..subhanALLAH.

kenapa saya cakap unik? sebab kadang2 kita tak de sebab pun, tapi air mata boleh keluar..kelenjar lakrimal tu pun kamceng betul dengan perasaan kita, dan juga dengan bawang..bila sakit pun kita tend to nangis, tapi i always believe that tear from pain is more to pain inside..not from physical injury mainly

it is a miracle how our feeling is connected to our body, and yet it can wander on its own too..sama la dengan kaitan dia dengan brain, jantung, hati..;)

ok, belum habis oncall..another 8 hours to go

p/s : cite Hindustan ni even kita dah tahu tahap mengarut dia, kita still boleh hadap tanpa berkata-kata..hmmpph, still x blh terima scene hujan tetibe yg sungguhla tibe2..