Hopeless

It doesn't pay to be nice.... that's my motto! Everyone in this world is out to screw me over. I cant get a break between my work and school schedule and Brad's. The day I get off at 11am and make plans to get away I'll be damn if I'm not asked to stay longer. NO! so lets change Tierra's schedule so she can stay later all the other days. FUCK YOU! I hate my job and the people that walk all over me. I cant work more then 25 hours im in school.... technically your not (spring break) and you never told me that. Never said hey I'm on a break work me more either. For a second I actually thought I control my Life. Righttttt.....
Hopefully things start looking up (as long as people allow it). Got my loan money for my car.... time to start looking. Making lots of yummy desserts for Easter. Carrot cake, a Bunny cake, and chocolate covered PB and Coconut eggs. Cant wait for school to be over. Geeze I hate it. Paper due Tuesday... not doing it!

Weary Weather

I think I should blog about the bad luck I have from day to day! But then there are a few good things (and I mean few) that happen in my life. So I had to work 6am- 12 today, my usual, and being that its early and dark and everything is covered in snow I happened upon a mishap. O Im going to walk thru the snow to the car instead of walking around the giant mound melting white! I just pulled my one and only pair of work clothes out of the dryer only to fall flat in the mud for my laziness! So what did I do??? Wear Brad's old work clothes.... I looked like a man today. On a good note filed my Taxes and Financial aid. Money coming in and hopefully none has to be put out for school since I DONT MAKE ANY IN THE FIRST PLACE. I cant stress the desire that I have for it to be Spring.... but alas there's a call for more snow.

Goals

Well School has started..... and I hate it. Brit Lit II, math, Medieval and ancient history, and Psych. First year ive done 4 classes and its too much. But at least one thing ive worked towards is accomplished. Now for a car and something to look forward to. My trip to England is a no go since Bradley canceled on me and now I've got no one to go. Seems my life is only going to get moe boring with just school and work. WOW I LOVE IT.....sike!

Looking at the past, present, and future

Christmas is now over and I have no Complaints.... except for some reason I'm a bit depressed. Cant place the reason but I'm sure it will pass. I think Id like to keep up with this thing a bit more, or atleast try. My life isnt that exciting but let's hope that changes. Maybe that can be my New Years Resolution.... An exciting life.... I'd prefer a simple one where everything works out. Like new job, back to school, trip to England, car. Simple Right? We usually all have goals we think about everyday and somehow a new year starting is motivation. All I know is the past is what got me where I am now and thats better than no where. Im better off than I have ever been and its time to start fresh towards something better, all the time.

Home Sweet Home

Anyone out there? Guess I never got around to keeping up with this this thing. Its been nearly a year and boy what a year. Cant say Im 100% happy with the outcome but hey Im still going. What's in my future you ask? I can tell you going back to school is one of them. Saving money would be nice ....I'm dying to take a trip to England. This is all I ask of and I am a happy me. I think it's do-able. New friends would be a plus!

Seasons

Ive got everything mixed up. My whole schedule doesn't make sense therefore I keep fucking up. I was late to work yesterday due to losing track of time. O speaking of work Macy's is a breeze. Lancome counter is lame, gay and boring but its money for now. Finished school... CINS 101 final was so easy it was retarded I got an 82 on it. Did a little Christmas shopping yesterday, I'm taking advantage of my Macy's card and discount. ;p. Still have so much more to do with no ideas and a lack of funds. As much as I wish I could fix things even more and forever I'm content with my life as it is this moment. I havent relaxed knowing its all going to change in a few weeks to being chaotic again. Macy's is temporary for the holidays so I'll lose that job but at least it'll be a new year and Christmas will be done with.

Procrastinating

Instead of studying for my CINS 101 final tomorrow my attention has strayed to blogging. I havent any motivation to review but guess i'll suffer the consequences tomorrow. ;) I hate winter cause its so damn cold in the basement and i want to be outside. Or if anything snuggled up with Bradley. I officially start working Macy's this week. Kind of nervous yet i need to look for something better. I just need to get thru Christmas it cant be that hard right?