do i get asks: yes, and i absolutely love them! keep them coming :)
avg. hours of sleep: during the school year about 3, during the summer about 9
dream job: dance or teaching english in foreign countries
dream vacation: bora bora or japan
fav song(s) atm: cheese (skz), she’s in the rain (the rose), magic shop (bts), thursday’s child has yet to come (txt), shout out (enhypen), last sequence (wjsn), strawberry moon (iu), etc.
tagging: no one, whoever wants to do it feel free to do it!
ano ba naman i keep delaying ang updates ko sa main tumblr page 😭🤟 respect sa mga tao who can stay on schedule 👏👏 sanaol
warnings - MDNI!!!! NSFW!!! 18+!!! implied sex, explicit words, unplanned pregnancy, hiding pregnancy, unprotected sex (have condoms at all time), lots of crying, intoxicated phone talk,
not you running into jay at the OBGYN clinic, with your belly showing at seven months and he’s panting with sweat shining on his forehead…
you had broken up with jay not too long ago
mood swings were all over the place and you two weren’t seeing eye to eye at the time, and you just felt sick each time jay made food
looking at the test in your hand, you huffed in anger
pregnant
you and jay have been careful as you two had voiced out about not being ready to be parents
what first started out as a fling, became exclusive when jay didn’t like the thought of another man holding you
you two have had raw sex before and he did come inside you too because you told him about being on the pill
so what happened?
fuck
therefore, you gave this more of a reason to break up with jay and lied that the constant arguments aren’t subsiding and you both need space
“so you’re just going to leave?”
“you’re just gonna give up this time and not work things out?”
“FUCK IT! LEAVE!”
ever since you left the shared apartment with jay and moved in with your bestie, you cried in her arms and told her everything
your bestie thought it’d be best to tell jay but you didn’t want to tell him anything
it’s not the best to say anything as of now too, because you two just got into a big fight over dumb things and you need to be stress free
over the weeks of your unborn child growing inside you, there were multiple times you had negativity inside your mind, but your bestie was there to help you push it away
your best friend reminds you to tell jay again when you had your first ultrasound, seeing the little peanut, but you shake your head no
when jay calls you one night, drunk and all, you heart sank
“when are you coming home?”
“are we really over?”
“why did you give up so easily?”
you just hang up the phone though because you don’t have the heart to tell him anything
working becomes hard for you because you’re constantly tired, your feet are swelling, and this extra human inside of you is making you tired
but you smile every time you receive an updated picture of your peanut who’s growing bigger day by day
but your smile frowns when you see jay standing in front of you, his eyes darting at your stomach and up to meet your eyes again
“when were you gonna tell me?”
“i had to find out when i saw you shopping?!”
“you… did you really leave because of–”
you cut jay off, telling him that this isn’t his kid and he needs to leave before he embarrasses himself
but jay follows you out of the clinic and grabs at your arms, telling you that your best friend just updated you when he snapped a photo of you from the store to her
he missed you and needed to know wtf was going on with you and now he knows why
you break down, finally crying in front of him and he hugs you tightly
jay takes you back to the apartment you used to live in too, and you saw that he never changed a single thing
all these months of trying to move on and jay kept everything the same
“so… h-how’s it going?”
you then show the curious man the ultrasound pictures to which he beams, getting almost teary-eyed from seeing both your unborn child
when you voice that the baby is a girl, jay’s eyes glimmer in delight
“i’m… we, are gonna have a princess?”
“i’m going to be a dad to a pretty princess?”
you nod at his questions and jay grabs your hands immediately
“i’m sorry for the stupid stuff i said and did. i know that we were both stressed from work and were not in the right mind, especially with you having mood swings because of our princess, but i shouldn’t have let you go”
you bit your bottom lip at jay’s words
“when you walked out that door months ago, i thought it was another one of your tactics but you were real”
“you left and never came back and i was a mess…”
“your best friend refused to tell me anything when you wouldn’t pick up my calls or see me when i requested for you”
“i’m sorry for being shitty… i just… i dont wanna lose you and our princess…”
you cup jay’s face with your hands and peck the tip of his nose, something he loved waking up to you doing every morning
“i’m sorry too, jay”
over the weeks of patching things up, you filled jay in with everything that’s been happening and how both of your princess is so energetic inside of you
jay informs his parents of what happened and they welcomed you wholeheartedly, and wish for you two to bear more children in the future
a couple of months later, you and jay are sleepless af with your princess being a night owl
finally, jay’s parents took her for a weekend to give you both some peace to catch up on sleep but jay had other things in mind ofcofc
“baby, let me make you feel good”
“i’ll do all the work and you just relax”
“i love you so fucking much”
and jay bottoms out inside you, making love to you as he showers your face with kisses
cuddling freely naked in bed, jay kisses your forehead
“i’m so happy we decided to work things out because idk what i’d do without you and our princess”
you smile widely and snuggle up closer to him, happy that you made the decision to stay with jay and fix everything
Heeseung grumbles, clicking through the list of options on screen. at this rate not sleeping paired with binge watching any popular show available to stream would not play out well with nowhere to go besides upstairs.
the television power cuts off just as he contemplates switching to Hulu to start a new show, settling a wrinkle between his eyebrows and a rising whine from his chest.
“mom! the circuit breakers acting up again!” he bemoans, punching the remote down into a pillow.
“notice how nothing else has turned off.” she scoffs at him, waving a power cord mid-air with a snarky expression.
“mom, what the hell??”
ignoring her son’s complaints, she passes by toward the kitchen, warning him to beware of his language.
“sweetie, make yourself useful and go check the mail, would you?”
Heeseung’s mother lightly smacks the back of his head as she passes by the couch with her cellphone lodged between her shoulder and cheek.
“first week of house arrest and he’s sitting on the couch burning through anything available to stream on Netflix.” she shares with whomever listens on the opposite line.
