The apprentice asia "word of every week" - Disaster disaster disaster. Simply because it's the one word that came out of Tony's lips every single week hahaha.

Allah knows best

Assalamualaikum.

Well i'm quite sad right now considering how jobless and pathetic i am currently. Whenever i saw news of people around me getting jobs and are all smiling (and grinning) from ear to ear, i felt really sad and it was like all the hardship to score a good transcript during my degree years just went down the drain. And so i cried. And so i prayed. And so i hoped for the silver lining to appear among the clouds. I hope it will appear soon. InshaAllah.

But i guess there is more to life than just chasing this kind of thing we assumed as 'tool to survive a life'. When i prayed and talked to God, i realized that being panicked over such thing wouldn't be any help, instead i should embrace the difficulties, keep trying and keep talking to God. It helps most of the times if not always.

Work. Career. Job. Etc?

I have some thoughts about working.

Some people have said to me that it is such a waste if i don't push hard in this career thing till the end where the end, according to them, means wealth, money, and more cash, in hand or banked. And also, pushing hard means doing what i don't like, less family time, unfulfilled dreams with my loved ones, more unpleasant pressures, all of which doesn't sound like a life to me. I like works, and i would like to work, and i would love to be able to work enthusiastically, but i would also like to live happily. With that said, i just want to do a job which i can love and not hating my life for it, inshaAllah. In other words, i am thankful for people's thoughts for me, and i shall take the good ones as support and guidance. Thank you so much.

And i will start looking for a job i like again tomorrow. I am not picky, and i know i am just a fresh, local bumiputera uni's graduate, but i am also a human, and every human is unique, God made human that way, and every human has a place somewhere.

Good night. Assalamualaikum.

Monday

You know you're still being considered as a kid in your parents' eyes when they still hide the astro card so you cannot even watch the TV.

Yeap. The tv is on with the message "pls insert your Astro smart card" on screen.
-_______-"

Oh my mulut!

3 beranak.
Braces ketat, ulcer, gigi bongsu nak keluar.

Rasa nak terberanak,
well...literally.

I is auditor? Nooo me dowwan.

Otak overloaded dengan bits and pieces of audit. So much that i don't even dare recalling the things i have memorized, just in case they all got mixed up, or i might go crazy for not being able to recall. Deymmmm.


InshaAllah tak, amin ya rabbal alamin.

I try

To be positive rather than the opposite,
To be optimistic rather than the contrast,
To be courageous instead of feeling weak,
To be energetic without complaining.
But...

Exam always has its way to make me go all negative.

Thanks.

O' Allah, please give me strength.

Now i know why people wish they would never have to grow up.

Pasti

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Harini hari jumaat, penghulu segala hari. Buat nota dalam minda untuk baca surah al-kahfi later, inshaAllah. (ada juga disebut tentang janji dan menyebut 'inshaAllah' dalam surah ni, sila google untuk penerangan lanjut ;)

"Rasulullah saw bersabda: Barang siapa yang membaca Surah Al-Kahfi pada hari Jumaat, maka Allah swt akan meneranginya dengan cahaya dari jumaat yang dia baca kepada jumaat yang berikutnya." ( H.R Baihaqi)

Dunia ni penuh ketidakpastian, manakala akhirat & hari pembalasan itu pulak sesuatu yang pasti yang tiada keraguan padanya. Tapi lagi banyak fikir dunia daripada akhirat, haih what's wrong dear iman??? Wake up!

*Potong bawang pagi pagi buta*


Sekian. Salam.

Allahu Rabbi.

Hatred will just cause more hatred. Or chest pain. Or excessive pressure on the heart. Say Allahu Allah. Aman.


Bagus, makin lama kata kata Inche Gabbana dari Angel Pakai Gucci makin sedap untuk tenangkan sanubari ohoi!

Planner?

Cakap pasal planner, i think this year i would like to have one, since i have been thinking since forever that it's a necessity but didn't really get it until now.

Back to my initial intention for this random post, okay let's see...it's actually about things that will keep me occupied throughout 2013:

Jan : final degree exams
Feb : break & aussie trip with family
Mar : masters
Apr : masters
May : masters
Jun : masters
July : Final exams & Ramadhan
Aug : break, raya & annual raya event
Sep : masters
Oct : masters
Nov : masters
Dec : masters

Wowwww, so well planned eh? Papepun, manusia merancang Allah swt jualah yang menentukan. Roughly, this is what i will have to go through this year inshaAllah kalau masih ada umur. Not much different from before, still a full-time student, still lacking and improving myself as hamba Allah swt, still trying my best, still have to work hard, and tomorrow is my first paper, i better stop here hehe.

Sekian :)