CHOOSE ME (Alan Rudolph, USA, 1984, 106 minutes)
Eve: I don't know why I ask you anything. You're a lunatic.
Mickey: That's why you chose me.
Music videos became all the rage when MTV premiered in 1981. It's not surprising that that's how many of today's more stylish filmmakers, like David Fincher, got their start. Some videos simply showcased the artist and the song; others were more like mini-movies with defined characters and three-act structures. A few, like Fincher's video for Madonna's 1989 "Express Yourself" ($5mil) cost more than some independent features.
Alan Rudolph made Choose Me, his eighth feature, during the height of the music video era, which is relevant in terms of its genesis and aesthetics.
Two years after Teddy Pendergrass was paralyzed in a 1982 automobile accident, his manager, Shep Gordon, reached out to Rudolph, with whom he had worked before, about making a video for the
Luther Vandross-produced song "Choose Me," which would become the film's title and theme.
Gordon wanted to boost Pendergrass's profile to assist with medical care his label, Philadelphia International, wasn't providing.
Rudolph agreed on the condition that he make a feature for the same amount of money. The $640,000 budget was modest, but substantial enough to attract some award-winning talent (I've read other accounts that claim budgets of $700,000 and $835,000, but under one million seems indisputable).
It's an amazing story, not just because it's so unexpected, but because Rudolph managed to pull it off. Granted, there isn't a lot of story, but the film never feels like a pop promo blown up to feature-film size. It feels like an actual motion picture. Granted, it's an odd one. Not as odd as Rudolph's futuristic Seattle-set 1985 thriller Trouble in Mind, another film named after a song that would become a title and theme, but then few things are.
Choose Me opens with the Pendergrass song, and the next three minutes play like a music video, in the best of ways. It's after dark, and male club goers and female streetwalkers mingle within the neon glow outside Eve's Lounge, a speakeasy run by Lesley Ann Warren. Granted, Rudolph hasn't introduced her yet, but as the pink and blue neon-lit credits glide by, the dancers groove to Pendergrass's slow jam. They're mostly Black, even as the cast is mostly—but not completely--white. I see it as a nod to Pendergrass's Black audience. Eve, a former sex worker, joins them toward the end, and Warren has the moves. The dancing involves changing partners repeatedly. That's the gist of it, and it's quite effective. It also predicts a La Ronde-like narrative in which characters change partners repeatedly.
Right: Warren in Songwriter, which adheres to a similar red and turquoise color palette
It's the only sequence that plays explicitly like a music video, and Rudolph decided, wisely, that one Pendergrass song wasn't enough, so he purchased two more with assistance from the producers behind 1984 work-for-hire project Songwriter starring Warren, Kris Kristofferson, and Willie Nelson. It's possible that Gordon got him a discount, but I couldn't say for sure, since managers and record labels aren't exactly the same thing.
It's a Rudolph signature that Pendergrass's vocals set the tone for the film as surely as Marianne Faithfull's vocals set the tone for Trouble in Mind and Alberta Hunter does the same for Remember My Name. In each case, he helped to elevate a singer's profile at a time when they really needed it.
I became familiar with Gordon by way of Mike Myers' 2013 documentary, Supermensch: The Legend of Shep Gordon. He inspired fierce loyalty in his clients, of which there were many, but he's probably best known for Pendergrass, Alice Cooper, and Groucho Marx, whose career he revitalized.
Left: Shep Gordon on the road with Alice Cooper, as featured in Supermensch; that t-shirt is...something
Pendergrass, according to Gordon, was more than a client, because they were tireless party pals. When Pendergrass was injured, Gordon felt a duty to see that he had everything he needed, because he and the R&B sex symbol had been living on the edge with their drinking, drugging, and sleeping around at a time when AIDS was ravaging the club scene (though sober at the time of the accident, Pendergrass was a reckless driver with a suspended license). Something was bound to give, and it did. In Myers' documentary, Gordon claims he changed his ways afterward, thus becoming the so-called supermensch of the title.
Gordon served as one of Choose Me's producers, so it's fair to say he was a mensch to Alan Rudolph, too, not least since his company, Alive Films/Island Alive, was also behind 1980's Roadie, which features Cooper, and the 1983 Timothy Leary/G. Gordon Liddy documentary Return Engagement.
Choose Me begins in earnest with Québécois actress Geneviève Bujold at the mic as Ann, a radio sex therapist known as Nancy Love (Bujold would reunite with Rudolph for Trouble in Mind and The Moderns). In the insular, dreamlike world of the film, everyone knows her name and trusts her advice. Little do they know that she relies more on instinct than experience.
In a sign that Rudolph made the film long before the proliferation of websites and cellphones, no one knows what Nancy looks like, so she can navigate Los Angeles anonymously in her prim cotton shirts and sensible shoes. Eve's Lounge barfly and aspiring poet Pearl Antoine (Rae Dawn Chong) imagines her as tall and blonde, but there are no tall blonde women in the film.
Ann meets Eve when she drops by the lounge to inquire about her ad for a roommate. Nancy could easily afford a place of her own, but she seeks to understand her callers better, so she sets out to live among them.
Despite their obvious differences, the two women hit it off. As Ann tells Eve, who favors form-fitting dresses and high heels, "I don't have much success with men," and as Eve counters, "I have too much." In truth, Ann tends to be rather oblivious, because it's clear that her handsome producer, Ralph (artist Ed Ruscha), is interested in her, but she doesn't seem to notice.
Throughout the film, Pearl and Eve call Nancy, while also using pseudonyms, to seek her advice, so the three women relate to each other both directly and indirectly. Though Ann's accent should give her away, she tells everyone she works at a "telephone answering service," and they believe her.
Keith Carradine's Mickey, fresh from a stay in a mental hospital, enters the scene when he drops by Eve's Lounge to reconnect with the original proprietor, but she split the scene while he was away, and sold the joint to this other Eve. He doesn't seem too perturbed, and who can blame him. In the affectionate conversation included with the new Criterion release, Rudolph and Carradine admit they had a crush on Warren, and it's not hard to see why. Beyond her beauty, she gives a warm and vulnerable performance in the film, and has reportedly claimed it as her favorite.
Though Eve has been sleeping with both Billy Ace (John Larroquette, worlds away from his wisecracking ADA on Night Court), her chopper-riding bar back, and slick gangster Zack Antoine (Patrick Bauchau, just off Emmanuelle 4), Pearl's husband, she sparks to this tall, lanky stranger who orders a Guinness with "two inches of head," which sounds both dirty and gross.
In the work of a more cynical filmmaker, a twice-divorced ex-mental patient might register as a blazing red flag, but not this one. It isn't so much that the women of Choose Me are more open and forgiving, on the one hand, or foolhardy, on the other. It's more that the film incorporates elements of fable and fantasy, and at the very least, Rudolph and Carradine establish that Mickey doesn't represent a threat, though he can defend himself as needed.
Zack, on the other hand, does represent a threat. Aside from the fact that he cheats on his wife--and makes no effort to hide it--he also beats her, though she expresses no desire to leave him or to take her revenge. It's clear the director doesn't approve, though he subverts expectations by establishing that Zack carries a gun, except no one dies, no matter how often he wields it to intimidate. Though Choose Me flirts with noir conventions, it isn't a noir.
And though Mickey and Zack engage in fisticuffs a couple of times, once over Pearl, who takes the drifter home to their classic movie poster-filled flat and lets him photograph her in the semi-nude, and again when he bests the gangster at a gambling parlor, these skirmishes blow over soon enough--especially once Zack forces Mickey to hand over his winnings.
Choose Me isn't an erotic thriller either, so it's little surprise that Karina Longworth excluded it from the "Erotic '80s" season of her podcast, You Must Remember This. For my money, it's more sensual or seductive than erotic, and nor is it a thriller despite the crime elements. It's also lighter than the films Longworth covered, though never a full-fledged comedy.
That said, the inclusion of an actress with a French-Canadian accent and an actor with a Belgian accent--who speaks French and quotes Goethe in the original German--contributes to the idea that this is a European film that just happens to take place in Los Angeles. Then again, it's no more the real L.A. than the "Rain City" of Trouble in Mind was the real Seattle.
Because he doesn't yet have a fixed abode, Mickey takes up Eve's offer to stay with him, but when he gets to her art-filled home, he finds Ann. Though she suspects him of fabricating a colorful past that includes stints as a magazine cover photographer and other impressive achievements, she doesn't hesitate to sleep with him. Afterward, she adopt a more sexy, confident mode of dress, indicating that he freed something in her.
Unlike Welcome to L.A., in which Geraldine Chaplin and Sissy Spacek disrobe, there's no female nudity in Choose Me. Instead, Rudolph sexualizes Carradine as much as the women, if not more so, since the actor is shirtless while staying with Pearl and completely, if covertly nude while bathing at Eve's.
Rudolph made five films with Carradine--not counting their Altman collaborations--and if the director was said to have a muse, despite working repeatedly with Warren, Bujold, and other fine actresses: it was him.
Though
Choose Me is what now might be considered a hang-out film, it does have an ending, at least for the three main characters.
Beyond the Pendergrass songs, the soundtrack includes ace selections from Archie Shepp, Augustus Pablo, and Toots Hibbert of Toots and the Maytals. Though Shep Gordon was a marketing maestro, and though the film benefited Pendergrass as intended, since his 1984 studio album
Love Language--his first for Asylum--went gold, there was no soundtrack; a missed opportunity, not least since
Welcome to L.A. got one, though it isn't as deserving.
I missed Choose Me at the time of its premiere. I was in college, and don't recall hearing a thing about it. I first became aware of Alan Rudolph when I moved to Seattle four years later, and have been catching up ever since.
That said, I wouldn't have appreciated it as much in my 20s. Beyond the adult themes, the film's now-retro look adds to its appeal. This isn't the campy side of the decade with linebacker shoulder pads and outsized synths, but the sophisticated side represented by the soul/jazz/reggae soundtrack, Ann's dark lipstick and slicked-back hair, Zack's patterned jackets, and the bold red, black, and blues of the ladies' ensembles.
By the end, Ann, Eve, and Mickey have all found what they were seeking, which makes for a happy ending, though one imbued with enough ambiguity to suggest that it might be fleeting; that sadness, disappointment, and the loneliness endemic to the director's work could be just around the corner.
Beyond the fact that the film cost less than a million and wrapped in 20 days, Rudolph wrote the screenplay in a week. He could have made one music video and left it at that, but instead he made a film that stands the test of time. Choose Me may be a small film relative to the go-big-or-go-home '80s, but all things considered: it's an impressive achievement.
Choose Me, in a new 4K restoration,
is out now on
The Criterion Collection with a Rudolph/Carradine conversation, a featurette with Rudolph and collaborators, a wide-ranging interview from the Midnight Sun Film Festival, and an essay from Beatrice Loayza. Images from
thrashard-banshee (Lesley Ann Warren), the IMDb (Warren in
Choose Me and
Songwriter and Rae Dawn Chong with Keith Carradine),
Dogwood Documentaries (Shep Gordon and the boys),
Criterion (Geneviève Bujold, Patrick Bauchau, and Warren with Carradine), and
The Pink Smoke (Chong with Carradine and Bauchau).