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最近的生活真的过的很不耐烦，QUIZ一个一个的接着来，让我真的喘不过气来了！真的没有一天好日子过！当我一个人的时候，我却想起他！不知道他真的还在吗？看回之前POST的文章，我真的有点开心不起来了。才刚刚开始和他的感情有好转了， 可是上天却要没收我对他的爱！我真的很讨厌自己，为什么之前有那么多的时间， 可是我却没有好好去珍惜！他走了。。。他真的走了！！他都把我们留下了！他和我们说，不要埋怨，要坦然接受！我真不能想象，他比我们任何一个人都坚强！说真的，我坚强不起来，对不起!我们都需要你！我是多么的渴望可以与你相见，可是这是一件永远都不可能会发生的事情！心情真的很沉重！人生仿佛缺少了一部份，难以形容！

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There has been a long time i haven post article here. Hmm...quite stress recently...There are a lots of work during this sem. I am bored with my school work; i am bored with my study. Not because i lost the interest, but I really wish to have a short rest. Everyday I was busying on my study, however, I realized that I miss a lot of things. What should i do??!!! Did i over pressure myself? However, there is no choice...I have to work hard. I have to put more effort on my studies. My life now is like a string that is tightened. No way to loosen it!!

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我有个朋友不断地和我说：有时做人就是要自私一点，不然就会被其他人占便宜了。。。这几天，我心里一直在想这个问题，难道他说的是对的吗？其实，我还很满意现在的自己。身边的确出现了几个“小人”，可是他们需要到我的帮忙，我依然会伸出我的双手(如果我办到的话)。但我的朋友都说他们根本就不值得我去帮忙，为什么我还帮呢？其实我也不懂为什么。。。也许我觉得我只要做好自己就好了。当然，如果在我心里对方是真的不值得我帮的话，我依然会袖手旁观。遇到这些问题时，我很自然的就回想起以前的生活。我还是比较喜欢金宝和KL的那些猪朋狗友。尤其是一些真的很要好的兄弟。我当然会记得谁对我好。。现在的college life都比较不充实了，一点都不像以前了。自然的，现在的压力比以前来的更大了！！！也许是因为自己把目标aim得太高了吧！可是，我必须要这样做啊！唉，一言难尽！也只有一个字形容我现在的心情-烦！！！

Shit!!! ORIENTATION!! Sien!!

Today is the 1st day of orientation of my college. I think all the students are enjoying the activities in the college now but I prefer to stay at home. I have reported to college at around 1pm. Actually we were asked to report to college b4 8:30am. HAHA!!! After reading the schedule of the programs, I just walked out the college and went home without joining them. There are 3 more day’s orientations. However, I have decided to skip all. Haiz.. How lazy I am!!! Those who are closed to me do know that I hate orientations. I hate to be acting a SOHAI from 8 am till 7 pm for 4 days!!

郁闷

上个星期五发生了某些事情令我觉得很生气可是却很无奈！！

这次回到来对我来说有些事情真的变了。。。
一向来我和我爸的关系都不怎么好，可是这次回到来了发现和他话多了，以前一天都没有一句话，现在却有两三句了，也许你们会觉得很少，对我而言却是很多了。
那天就想到去pizza hut买一个pizza孝敬孝敬我爸。买了回家，打开怎知道竟然不是我想要的，我们是素食者，只能吃veggie的那个口味，而且是要without onion。当时我已经感到有点生气，就到回到哪儿想换个新的。很生气的，他却只帮我挑走那些洋葱。我心想：我自己也有一双手，难道我自己不会挑吗？我很坚持地要换一个新的。 我想他也感觉到我已经上火了，他就叫身边的一个同事和我谈！
还是那句：I want a new one!
他却回答我说：or i free u salad, drinks....
他话都还没说完，我就把整个pizza丢在他身上！说了一句：i dont want!!!然后就气冲冲走了出去。
生气和感到遗憾的是我心一直想买点东西给我老爸，可是却没做到。

心里一直都闷着气的时候，却让我碰到另一件很无奈的事。。。
当我载着我老婆回家时，就在从新村进新街场的那个路口看到一个男孩被一辆kancil撞到整个人都飞起来了。那男生站了起来却还说没事。他的脚踏车都被撞到坏了。怎知道那个马来婆一下车就破口大骂！我的火又来了，就骂回他！也许他看到我凶凶的样子就害怕起来，话也不说了！这时围观者也多了，可是全都是马来人。哎，这个世界上就是那么不公平。我陪同那男生和他的父亲到警察局去报案。事前我有打个电话给一个做警察的朋友，他也和我说明了如果17岁以下骑着脚踏车被车撞怎样都是驾车的错。报过案后我就回家去，那男生就到医院去。。
到了晚上他爸打电话给我说他们报不进，给的原因是说当时有个警察在场，觉得那个马来婆没有错。。当时那里有警察，那个警察是过了15分钟才到的。。。
我听了真的觉得很无奈，马来人当然站在马来人那边啦。。。

你说啊，天理何在！！！！

矛盾

很久都没有update了，回到了金宝都没什么机会上网。。。

回到来的那几天心情都怪怪的，很矛盾。。
能够和一大班死党在一起，我当然觉得很开心，这是我一直在新加坡很期待快快到来的一刻。
有一件我一直梦寐以求的事，在这新年里我也做到了，当时的我原本应该觉得很开心，可是我却感到有点郁闷。也许是我自己本身想太多吧!我已经很努力去尝试了，可是结果还一样。。
以为见到面了还会好像以前那样，可是。。。虽然有好转了，我应该开心才是啊！！可是为什么心情怪怪的。很矛盾，也许我不懂得知足吧！
唉，现在我想怎样已经不重要了。。。应该说我也不能怎样了！

Live Your Life

This morning I received a sms from my best friend, asking me if Xu Wei Lun dead.

I was so touched when reading his replied message.

"The incident makes me learn how to appreciate people around me, including you...Buddy..."

Yea, we will not know what will happen to us the next moment. One's life will be changed just in one second. Thus, love those who love you, care for those who are around you.

Live your life to the fullest!

Bit's show

至朋友的一封信

前几天我在朋友的 BLOG上看到了一篇文章，写的都是他的心得。我看了 我绝对同意他的说法。。。我好喜欢它里面的一句话 ：“学会选择，学会放弃”。看过了这篇文章，让我想起了一位朋友(也许你们会知道是谁吧)，不懂他看了这文章心里有什么感想呢？不懂他心里会舒服些了 吗？

人总是一种犯贱的动物。明明一些不是属于自己的东西，我们却不断地去追求，很渴望得到；遇到一些应该属于自己的，我们却看不上眼，没有好好去珍惜。 我想针对的不但只是人，甚至是物和我们的理想。

我觉得爱情呢真的需要看缘分。我深信这个世界上没有一个人能够确定他与他的另 一半能够天长地久。不过，我觉得两个人在一起，最重要的是坚持。记得有位师父和我说过：相信爱！只要有那份坚持，我想这对恋人就能够幸福地走下去，一步一步地走向他们的天长地久。

如果没有缘分，即使让你们走在一起，到头来也是会有个不愉快的结局。比如说，有一对恋人本来就活得开开心心的，可是有一天，其中一方却发现对方有一件事情或者缺点，自己是接受不了，到时心里就会想到如果当初知道他是这样的一个人，自己就不会去选择他了。由此可见，了解是很重要的。再还没开始追求任何东西，人也好，事也好，我们都要学会选择。。。

朋友，不要觉得自己很失败，因为你曾经去追求过你想要的东西。你不去尝试，你永远都不会知道那是不是你 所渴望的。你已经学会去选择了，至少你踏出去了第一步，你去选择了你要的。不过，你也应该学会去放弃。放弃的并不是自己的意志，放弃的并不是自己的坚持。要放弃的是你对她的那份执着。这样，你才能把自己放下，再也不必背着一块大石头了。

一个人的信念很重要，很多东西都在于一线之间。照个例，一杯喝过一半的水对一个悲观的人来说，他会觉得不会满足，“呵？才乘下一半！”；可是对于一个乐观的人来说他就会想到 “还好，还剩下一半。”很多东西都有两面，尝试下去站在不同的角度去看某件事 。也许你所看到的是日出而不是日落了。

希望有一天你会看到 我这篇文章，我衷心地祝福你以后能够追求到自己真正的梦想。

Friends Forever

Yesterday i read an article regarding friendship.
It is so touch, for me...
Many memories came out of my mind.
I have no much fren here..Most of my frens are from kpr..Ya, MDBC.

Tzyyjinn, he is my 15-yr fren. He is nice but sometimes stubborn. 60% man + 30% romantic + 10% humor = 100% handsome = Bit. This is the only best way to describe him liao....

Kinhoong, Yokehon & Karchung are my best frens too cos we are same kind of people. We are " Hei Yan" from Wahloong.
Kinhoong's face is very thick. Why i say like tat?? He always 撞板 (failed to woo gal) but he has never said give up.

How bout Yokehon?? I feel tat it is hard to look into his heart. He doesn't love to show or share his feeling to others. So, even he has been dated wif a gal, but i dun think all of our frens did realize bout this. Hon, am i right??

Karchung is the king of the dog. He likes to fuck the bitches tat always stay in front of his house. Do you know wat is "true love"?? If you dun sure, you may ask him. So lame....

Dun talk bout Weiloon, he wont bother me de.. You know why?? Because i am having a stem but not two hole. Cheh!!! This is FREN lo..

The most salty & wet is Ah Keong. Sometimes i really wanna open his brain to see wat is the colour?? He always proud of his BIG xxx. Hihi..

The main point is frens from Taman Bandar Baru are very very salty & wet...

Hei, I nearly miss out two who are also very lecherous but not from Tmn Bandar Baru...Ya, you are right, he is Ah Diao...He is a tall guy wif big mouth. Still remember he said tat he used to tell himself not to befren me at the first time he knew me..Why?? I was a naughty guy, is it?? Anyway, he has brought me a lot of fun.

Ya, one more, Kitwai. If you feel boring, look for him. He sure will lend you a lot of "collections". He is funny and optimistic.

I am not too close wif Weikheong as i has never taken drug. Heard from them, he is a romantic man. But wat i know bout him is he is a clever and independent guy and tat make me so admire him.

Yansheng is a hardworking and smart guy and also high self-confidence. Life is so beautiful. However, life with relationship is more beautiful. So, dun always think about study...Dating is also important, get wat i mean??

Lulu, who stays near my house, is my best of the best female fren. But for me, she(no, should be he) is not a gal. Haha!! But now she is at England, It has been a long time we never seen. Miss you so much and wish you happy with your life there.

They said i always bullied cyuan, but i didn't. How come they said like that?? I has no idea. Cyuan is a optimistic guy. He is a famous guy cos he likes wooing gals.

Tongsan, now is your turn. 十个光头九个富 。。Hope that you are not the tenth. However, dun be 风流 le or u will really become botak. lol.haha.

Pakmeng, i wont forget you de. As wat you said, Golden Dragoon Garden is a high class place, the police sure wont go there one...Still remember during Form 5 we went to school together wif Woenjiann. Both of them are friendly and helpful. Woenjiann, say thank you to you cos you has taught me a lot.

So far, all of my frens are quite normal, rite?? Hehe, i have a non-human fren. He is a god. Do you know who he is? Yup, he is Loumun. But I found tat he is very brave, cos he was still able to stand up with the leg fractured and the mouth bleeding. Never said pain at all. Just said: ok, I am ok. tomorrow still got Flag day... 仙家即是仙家。。。佩服！佩服！

Weijek is Weiloon's brother. Since Weiloon is my best fren, so i also treat Weijek as my brother..

I feel very proud for having so many best frens and they really brought me a lot of happiness. However, I also feel regret for losing a best fren. He is my closest fren. Maybe there was a misunderstanding between us, but i really dunno why?? Anyway, I still count him as my best bro. Hai......

Just remember, friends are forever. But only if you keep it that way. Don't diss your buds, love them instead. And when they drive you nuts, love them that much more for being just a little bit different and maybe just a little bit quirky!