The Worst Place on Earth!
I recently completed a 40 day jail sentence. I was guilty of a 3rd DUI, which is a felony in the state of Utah. My BAC (blood alcohol level was .352) See link for explanation:
BAC Chart I weighed 100 lbs. at the time of my arrest. According to the chart I was drunk enough to receive criminal penalties, and I did. I am not proud of this obviously, but I do want to document my experience to prevent others from walking in my footsteps, or should I say driving down my same path? The following is my police report, it is embarrasing and I wouldn't post it here if it wasn't already published in the dumb and ill informed Deseret News Paper:
DA CaseNumber Defendant Name
10025986 CAIN, ANNE
Charge Title Offense Level
DRIVING UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF ALCOHOL AND/OR DRUGS THIRD DEGREE FELONY
Probable Cause Statement
YOUR AFFIANT BASES THIS INFORMATION UPON THE FOLLOWING: THE STATEMENT OF A CLERK AT SINCLAIR LOCATED AT 3900 SOUTH WASATCH BLVD, SALT LAKE COUNTY, STATED THAT ON JUNE 6, 2009 THE A WOMAN CAME STUMBLING INTO THE STORE AND HAD TO LEAN ON THE COUNTER TO STAY STANDING. THE CLERK DID NOT WANT THE WOMAN TO DRIVE AND ATTEMPTED TO DELAY HER BY STATING THAT THE TIRES ON HER VEHICLE WERE LOW AND NEEDED AIR. AS THE CLERK WAS FILLING THE TIRES ON HER VEHICLE THE DEFENDANT DROVE AWAY. THE STATEMENT OF OFFICER C. TAYLOR WITH SALT LAKE COUNTY SHERIFFÏ¿½S OFFICE THAT AS HE APPROACHED SINCLAIR IN RESPONSE TO A CALL OF A POSSIBLE DRUNK DRIVER HE OBSERVED THE SUSPECTED VEHICLE DRIVING OUT OF THE PARKING LOT AND PROCEED TO DRIVE ACROSS THREE LANES OF TRAFFIC WITHOUT SIGNALING. OFFICER TAYLOR INITIATED A TRAFFIC STOP AND IDENTIFIED THE DRIVER AS THE DEFENDANT HERE, ANNE CAIN. UPON CONTACTING THE DEFENDANT OFFICER TAYLOR DETECTED A VERY STRONG ODOR OF AN ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE AND NOTICED THE DEFENDANTS EYES WERE HALF CLOSED. THE DEFENDANT ADMITTED TO CONSUMING ALCOHOL. THE DEFENDANT ATTEMPTED TO COMPLETE THE FIELD SOBRIETY TESTS BUT REQUIRED ASSISTANCE TO STAND. OFFICER TAYLOR DETERMINED IT WAS TOO DANGEROUS TO CONTINUE. THE DEFENDANT CONSENTED TO A CHEMICAL TEST AND HER BLOOD ALCOHOL CONTENT WAS .329. WHILE STANDING TO BE SEARCHED THE DEFENDANT URINATED IN HER PANTS ON THE FLOOR NOTICE IS GIVEN THAT THE DEFENDANT HAS TWICE BEEN CONVICTED OF DUI, THEREFORE IS SUBJECT TO ENHANCED PENALTIES: TOOELE COUNTY JUSTICE COURT CASE NUMBER 062505745 AND SANDY CITY JUSTICE COURT CASE NUMBER 095008720.
Disposition of Last Event
Event Title Event Date Event Time Disposition Court Name
FIRST ARRAIGNMENT 2010-09-08 09:00:00 CONTINUED THIRD DISTRICT COURT, SALT LAKE DEPARTMENT
Above it says that my arraignment was continued. The reason it says that is because I was sentenced and I am now on probation. My case will remain open until I complete that probation of 36 months. I was sentenced to a total of 62 1/2 days. I was awarded 16 days for credit/time already served (for my 2nd DUI), and then I also had 7 days of good time (good behavior while in jail.) That left me with a 40 day jail sentence. In this entry I would like to document my experience. I kept a journal, and had plenty of time to do other things there. I'm writing this so that others can get a glimpse into how jail makes you feel. Hopefully you will never experience it.
On the first day of jail
Metro Jail, I made a calendar. Every inmate does this because it helps you to not go insane. My was very detailed. Here is a picture of it.
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Not only did I have a day countdown until my release, but I found other things to count down. I counted down my number of meals left to eat (although I never ate them), hours each day, and during my last week I counted down every hour. I guess you could say that would make things move slower, but it helped to keep me sane. Anyhow, on this calendar you will see that I kept track of my meals, yoga, # of push-ups I did a day and lunges, and I also made other little notes. Filling out my calendar was the highlight of my day, besides getting mail.
Here are a few more of my countdowns:
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On this countdown I also listed the books I read. I read 19! A lot of the books are street books. A street book is basically a romance novel for gangster... I felt uneducated after I read them, but they helped the time go by.
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Drawing was another thing that really helped me keep my mind sane. I bought colored pencils from commesary (jail store you can order things through once a week if you have money on your inmate account).
Here are a few of my drawings for you... don't laugh!
While I was in jail I also kept a journal. Not very long and not every day. I actually didn't even think about it until Day 17. I thought about editing out some of my journals but I think if I did you wouldn't be able to really feel what I was going through or how in sane your brain goes. The thing is, you can't control people on the "outs" so there is no need in stressing about it, but it helped to get it out on paper. My journal speaks for itself. Not really much to explain. Again excuse any bad language.
While I was in jail I started reading up on my buddhist knowledge. I read some really great ones cover to cover and felt so inspired. I felt connected to my situation and it helped me to know that the time period I was in jail would pass. And it did. In buddhism we beleive that there is not right or wrong, just "the way." I took a few notes while I read:
I dedided to copy my baby sister and write a list. 101 Things to do before I die. I am going to copy her and put it into a blog as well... my little sister is very cool, thanks Aly!
Besides drawing, writing, reading, and yoga, I loved getting mail! Seriously, mail was the best thing ever! Every night I looked forward to getting mail. My family wrote me and it was awesome! My family visited me every week 2 times, and my friend Sarah Fluhman, and Layla Anderson also visited me! (True Friends). It kepts me going. My family sent these pictures to me, and I literally looked at them for hours on end.
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This is a medical form that you fill out when you want to see the doctor. When you are sick with something, it usually takes 5-6 days for the doctor to actually come and deal with you. I filled out this medical "kite" when I was unable to go to the bathroom for 12 days. It was really miserable. I was really sick, and honestly I don't think my body has gotten back to normal yet.
Medical Kite
Each prisoner is strip searched upon entering into the jail housing. And yes they will search your body cavities. I will spare you the details, but lets just say I've never felt more violated in my life.
I will be on court ordered probation for 36 months. I am not allowed to teach school while I am on this probabtion. It is my hope that in a year I will be able to ask the judge to terminate my probation early. It is very common for them to do this if the rules are followed and I have no further violations. Here is what is expected of me:
This is my first fine payment and probation payment. For the next 3 years I will be paying $130 a month to pay off my $2801.00 Felony DUI fine. It is very very very expensive to drink and drive!
I tried to write a review of the Metro Jail. It is in the top 10 worst jails to be in in the USA. They are rated so poorly because of the way they treat you, the food they feed you, and the lack of blankets etc. So here is what I wrote about the check in process to the metro. It might not make sense, but my mind was in a different place.
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In the end, I have learned FINALLY and HOPEFULLY, that drinking and driving is not a good idea. Actually it is the dumbest thing that anyone can do. Still after all of this and my experience I still have friends that are having drinks at dinner or with friends and they are getting into their vehicles. To them I say, "it's only a matter of time my friend before you kill yourself or worse someone else." I am lucky that I didn't hurt anyone.
I am still practicing Yoga which you can read about in the previous post. I love my life, I love who I am today. I am a better person now. This was the path that I needed to take to appreciate those around me and to appreciate who I am. I am a valuable person in this world and it's about time that I do something with my talents.
Remember don't drink and drive! Please!
In total I will have paid 20,000 towards DUI fines, court fees, lawyer fees, alcohol, counseling, classes, and I will be paying mentally for the rest of my life.
Nameste, Annie Cain