Goodbye my long hair

goodbye my long hair.. it's been so long i never change hairstyle...
finally change to short hair yesterday.. :)

abit auntie look but i still like it.. just like my school time hairstyle..

but i still prefer my long hair.. haha..

It's been so long

It's been so long.. :) 4 years never update my blog.. shall start back now..

Unforgettable Lunar 8/15

After work, went to a nearby shopping mall to find “tang lung”. Really wish to play “tang lung” at this Lunar 8/15 night. But nobody was selling “tang lung” in the shopping mall.. :-( We only managed to find 1 shop, but the price is unreasonable so decided to give up.

Attended a bbq party. After that we went back to our flat. When I switched on a light it kept on blinking. We ignored it, after he took bath, he switched on the tv. Suddenly all of the lights kept on blinking and the electric main point was on fire and then blackout. Very dark and alot of smoke at the moment and we could not see thing clearly. The fire was just near the door. So scary there were no alternate exit unless we jump out from the windows. But we didn't have windows key as well. We were so panic and don’t know what to do. The fire were growing rapidly, he called his dad. His father asked him to put out the fire. Meanwhile, I went to open all windows. Luckily he managed to put out the fire by using big pillow in living room. He quickly opened the main door and we managed to escape. His parent and brother rushed to our flat to ensure that we were fine at that time. His father helped to check the electric main power and turned off the incoming electric to ensure everything is fine until it is being fixed the next day. We went back to another house.

What an unforgettable Lunar 8/15.

worthless or worthwhile

Unhappy recently... :(

alot of thing is out of my control..
I really wish i can make it.. but no matter how hard I try and how much time or money that I spend.. it's worthless...

really hope a miracle will happen in a short while..

Material Goods

Read below horoscope from friendster.. :) seems quite accurate.. these two days went to shopping.. but just window shopping... really wish i can buy alot of things.. feel unhappy and down.. too expensive for me.. but life still need to go on.. must keep more money for better future.. cheer up !!!

The Bottom Line
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Wanting bigger and better things in your life is fine, but avoid being greedy.

In Detail
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Today you will see how successful many of the people in your life are. Unfortunately, this might awaken the green-eyed monster lurking deep inside of you. Their new homes, fancy cars and designer wardrobes are all things that you could have -- but do you really want them? Wanting bigger and better things in your life is admirable, but you cannot focus on material goods now. Make sure that you are working toward the right goals in your life.

Innocent

This is a cruel world. If you are not cunning enough will end up in a very pity situation. You must be very capable in arguing and smart enough to turn around. Or else you will loose. In order to cover some mistake, somebody can just push an innocent people to bear the responsibility for her/his mistake.

Lesson learns from this:
1. Don’t be too helpful, you might burn yourself.
2. Keep every single email, in case you need to find any evidence in future. Everything must be black and white.
3. Learn to be smart.
4. Fight back if you face any unfair incident.

Selfish

So sad now, really wish to cry. I’m a gal, don’t dare to go out and walk to car park alone at night. Is it wrong? How come you don’t care about my safety yet ask me to fetch you at 11.15pm. Do you know how I feel? I’m really upset and angry, how come you don't care about my safety at all.

How come you are not angry about your friend for not fetch you home as per promised? But angry about me for not fetching you. If I really go to fetch you and touch wood if anything happen to me, will you forgive yourself?! Will you feel guilty?!!