jeongvision

not over yet

synopsis. nobody said it was easy, and yet nobody said it was hard. but one thing’s for sure, johnny is not going to give up on you and your son, hanbin, because it’s what you believe in.

• pairing. dad! johnny seo ✗ fem! reader
• genre. angst (w happy ending), parent au
• word count. 2.0k
• warnings. minor cursing

song. i won’t give up by jimmy brown

author’s note. this shit kinda hurt to write ngl. this is a birthday blurb dedicated to @jenojam​! happy birthday, baby grill! hope you enjoy reading this <3

“Mommy, daddy…”

You and Johnny look over to see your 4-year-old son, Hanbin, standing in the middle of the living room with a grey elephant plush in his arms, eyes darting back at you and the latter. Confusion is plastered all over your face, eyebrows scrunched together. What is he doing awake?

You take a quick glimpse at the wall clock: 12:57am.

It’s way past his bedtime.

Your eyes move back to the little one before clearing your throat.

“What’s wrong, baby? Did you have a nightmare or something?”

Just as you were about to walk over to him, you froze at what stood before you. At first, you thought maybe it was because of the dim lighting of the living room that is causing you to see things, but as you look more carefully on, you’re not an ounce mistaken.

His lips are quivering. His eyes are slowly glossing over with tears. There’s an apparent frown forming on the corner of his lips.

“I heard you and daddy talking…” he answers minimally. He hugs his little plush closer to his body.

“Are you two fighting?”

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honeymark

𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 | 서영호

Every relationship comes with a story. This is ours.

𝐒𝟎𝟏 𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄 𝟎𝟑; in which you & Johnny tell your respective sides of your love story.

viewers, if you’d like to be added to the taglist for this series, please let me know! thank you so much! ㅡ soojin, the p.d.

# 𝑫𝑼𝑹𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵 :: ~11 minutes (2.0k words).

# 𝑾𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑺 :: swearing, insecurity, mental health challenges.

『 The video opens with a shot of Johnny walking into the studio and stopping to hold the door open for Y/N. The set is white with two white chairs facing across from each other, a white table, a white set of earbuds, and a white set of noise-cancelling headphones. Johnny sits in the chair to the right, while Y/N sits in the chair in front of him. 』

• Johnny: (sticks his hand out) “Haven’t seen you around before. You come here often?”
• Y/N: (shakes her head) “It’s my first time, actually.”
• Johnny: (shakes her hand vigorously) “Nice to meet you. You know, you’re pretty cute! You got a boyfriend?”
• Y/N: (chuckles) “Yeah, but he doesn’t need to know about this.”
• Johnny: (dramatically drops her hand and gasps)

“Can you introduce yourselves?”

• Johnny: “My name’s Johnny Suh, I’m 26 years old, I make videos on YouTube, and I’m Y/N’s boyfriend.”
• Y/N: (smiles) “I’m Y/N, I’m 25 years old, and I’m Johnny’s girlfriend.”

“How long have you been dating?”

• Johnny: “4 years?”
• Y/N: (nods) “4 years.”

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girlswithmightymuses

[5:49 pm]

“Love?” Johnny’s voice echoed through the apartment. “You there?”

Not hearing a response, Johnny frowned, dropped his bag on the sofa and walked into where he assumed you would most likely be- the balcony.

Sure enough, he was right. 

He leaned against the doorway, watching you silently. The setting sun cast a halo of warm, orange light around you, shining against your figure, and Johnny couldn’t help but think that you were the most beautiful thing he’d ever laid eyes upon. He smiled fondly, his heart swelling with love.

After a few minutes, he cleared his throat softly, grinning when you jumped around and faced him, one hand on your chest.

That grin was wiped off his face when he saw the tear tracks on your cheeks.

He moved forward immediately, wrapping you in his arms. “Y/n, what’s wrong?”

You took a shuddering breath and wrapped your arms around his waist, looking up at him. His brown eyes were wide with concern, and you could feel all the love he had for you through that one simple gaze.

“What’s wrong?” he repeated gently.

“Your mother called today.” 

“Yeah?”

“Yeah,” you nodded.

His arms tightened around you. “What did she say?”

You took a deep breath before answering. “She said that she misses you. A lot.”

Johnny frowned. “I miss her too.” He paused before continuing. “But that doesn’t explain why you were crying,” he said.

It took all of your will-power not to burst into tears again. “Johnny, how did you give up everything you had in the USA to come live here?”

When he stayed silent, you continued. “Don’t you- do you miss everyone there?”

In retrospect, you realized, that was probably a dumb question. Of course he missed his family and the friends he had while growing up- anyone in their right mind would. But you still needed to hear the answer from him, needed to confirm what you already knew.

Johnny stayed silent for a few seconds, contemplating your question. His heart almost burst will all the love he had for you. The fact that you were crying over his feelings threatened to bring tears to his own eyes.

“Yeah, I do,” he said slowly. “I miss everyone there. My mom, my dad, my childhood friends- all of them.”

His voice steadily grew stronger. “But you know what? I was willing to give them up, and they were willing to let me go, so that I could achieve my goals. I miss them, but as long as I know that they’re happy, so am I.”

You smiled at his answer. “That sounds so much like you, Johnny,” you said, tugging on his shirt.

He grinned at you. “Unfortunately, I can’t say the same about you.”

Your eyes grew wide in confusion. “What do you mean?”

“I mean that,” he said, “I love you too much to leave you- so you’re going to be stuck with me forever.”

It was true- perhaps the one thing Johnny was the most certain about.

You laughed at that. “And I’m going to enjoy every minute of it.”

Johnny Seo could give up many things in his life. His home, his family, the friends he’d made when he lived in the USA.

But giving you up was unimaginable.

babyflossy

[3:23]

yellow light floods through the crack of your bedroom door, the accompanying creak of the floorboards rousing you from your sleep. the footsteps are far too quiet to be johnny’s and you prop yourself up on your elbows. the movement makes the man next to you stir, his hand coming out to swipe across your side of the bed to see if it’s empty. a yelp escapes your lips as he hits your ribcage by accident and he sits up, laughing slightly.

the footsteps continue and you try your hardest to not sigh in frustration. a second later you feel a tiny hand tug on your ankle, a matching tiny face popping up by your feet. johnny has always been better at dealing with mid-night wakeups and he plasters a smile on his face when his daughter comes into view.

“aeri, baby, why are you awake?” your husband asks as he leans over your legs, hooking his hands under her arms and pulling her to sit between you on the bed. “did you have another bad dream?” as always, his smile contorts into a careful pout, tapping his finger on the tip of her nose.

your daughter doesn’t say anything, simpling staring up at him and nodding solemnly. you don’t stop the sigh from escaping this time. aeri wraps one hand around your wrist and snuggles her face into your arm. johnny offers you a half-smile over her head and lays back down, pulling her small body into him and wrapping his free hand in yours.

“my two favourite girls,” he murmurs, kissing the top of aeri’s head lightly and shutting his eyes once again.

it doesn’t take long before her eyes are shutting again and you slip back down under the covers. as they both fall asleep, you kiss the top of her forehead and run your thumb down johnny’s cheekbone, admiring the similarities of their features like this. momentarily, you’re brought back to the first night you had your daughter in your home, the little bundle of colourful blankets and miniature socks, the warmth you felt to finally have her in your arms.

the peacefulness of the pair in front of you does nothing but make your eyes droop again and you squeeze johnny’s hand once before you close your eyes, feeling his squeeze in response and falling asleep with a smile on your face.

jen-o-jam

[12:10 am] 

Johnny gripped the metal handle on the swing glass door of the school. It wasn’t like Sooyoung to get in trouble. If anything she avoided it. Even when Johnny and you argued she tried to hide away, or stop it. Not that you and him argued all that much anyways.

“What could she have possibly done..?”, he wondered as he walked into the building. His eyes scanning curiously for the office portion. He had never really been inside more than a few times. Johnny picked up Sooyoung a lot, but this was different. Her teacher had called you, while you were in a meeting, which you couldn’t really miss. So you had Johnny go in your place. There was no problem with that for either of you. Sooyoung saw him as her dad anyways.

“Could you possibly point me in the direction of room k4? I’m here to talk to the teacher about Sooyoung. Her mom couldn’t come, so I’m in her place”, he babbled out as the woman at the desk was obviously caught off guard from his presence. Johnny wasn’t one to be nervous, but he was now.

“Oh- Um, certainly. What’s your name?”, she asked back. Typing away on the computer as she pulled up Sooyoung’s file, making sure Johnny was on the visitor list. Otherwise she would have to call you

“Johnny Suh, I’m her step dad”, he announced. Throwing that name out there instead of trying to explain he was just the guy Sooyoung’s mom was dating.

“Oh. I see! You are good to go! It is straight back and to the right. It should be the fourth door.”, the younger girl instructed, standing up to hand him a sticker that just said “visitor”.

“Thank you for the help!”, Johnny hummed, placing it on the right of his chest. Making sure it was viable, before slipping out the door. The strange but familiar smell of a primary school gracing him. It was quite, almost eerie as his shoes stopped making noise against the tiled floor as it switched over to carpet. Walking past the empty kindergarten classrooms till he reached his destination. Taking a liberty he knocked on the open door.

The little girl noticing him befor her teacher. Quickly jumping up from whatever she was coloring to run to him. A puzzled but happy look played on her face as she cupped Johnny’s cheeks. Looking around to find you, before smiling at him.

“Your not mommy”, she stated with a giggle. Johnny obviously melting at the echo of the little girl. He was smitten with her. He couldn’t help but to dote on her.

“Well, no, silly thing”, he chuckled, setting her down as her teacher walked up. Happily greeting her as Sooyoung held his hand.

“It is nice to finally meet you. I’m assuming your her step father. Sooyoung talks about you all the time”, she chuckled, smiling at the little girl as she lead Johnny into the room. The woman putting an emphasis on the fact Johnny wasn’t really Sooyoung’s father. Which was more than a little off putting for him. The only reason the teacher knew this was because of the call earlier. She had called you, and you explained the situation, how Johnny would be filling in her place and all.

The three taking a seat at a desk. Sooyoung slipping out of Johnny’s lap to go back to her coloring, getting rather bord of the talking.

“As you know, I called you here to discuss something that happened today. Her and another little girl had a bit of an argument. From what was said the little girl pushed Sooyoung’s friend over a toy, so Sooyoung tried to stand up for her friend. I decided it was best to talk to both sets of parents. I didn’t see all of it, so I figured it was best that way”, Johnny already knew with the way her teacher was talking, Sooyoung wasn’t proud of herself at all. She was a sweet little girl.

“Ah...I see..I’m sorry for the trouble”

“I’m not sure how much authority you hold over her compared to her actual dad, so I would discuss it with her mother. See what should be done?” The woman continues. The slight jabs setting Johnny off. Why did she feel the need to keep bringing that up. It wasn’t anything overly malicious, but off putting.

“Miss, I mean no offense, but I am her father. Me not being her biological father makes no difference in how I help raise and love her. She has grown up with me in her life and that will not change. I’m sorry to come across rude, but I would appreciate it if you stop referring to me as her step dad the way you are. Sooyoung means the world to me, love is more than just blood”, Johnny ranted. His obvious frustration showing on his face as he continued, but never got loud, or even aggressive with his tone. Slowly softening once again.

The teacher caught off guard a bit just nodded. Staying quiet for a moment as she tried to apologize. Yet, Johnny was already moving to get up.

“Princess, it is time to go~”, he hummed sweetly. Taking her little hand in his once she reached him. His attention going back to her teacher.

“I’m sorry for that, it was nice to meet you...”

“Same for you”, her teacher responded with a smile. She clearly felt bad over the comments she made. It was a poor judgment of Johnny. Yet, Johnny couldn’t really focus on that as him and Sooyoung left. The little girl was too busy distracting him with stories about her day and all the exciting things she did

saturnznct

it’s not weird at all dw!! hope u like this <3

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day out with mini johnny | johnny’s communication centre (JCC) ep.xx

‘Alright Johfam,’ Johnny grinned, uncovering the camera that was covered with his hand.

He was standing in the middle of your bedroom, one eye focused on the camera and the other focused on Jude, who’s laying in the middle of your bed kicking away at the air.

‘Today we have a very very special episode of Johnny’s communication centre,’ he narrates while Jude stares, utterly confused, ‘I thought I’d film this because I like you guys to know what’s going on in my life and I love to share things with you, so I thought it would be nice to show you… what my days look like nowadays.’

Jude interrupts with a loud yell, almost as though he was demanding Johnny’s attention.

‘What?’ Johnny asks, ‘you want to say hello to Johfam?’

He lays down on the bed beside Jude, holding up the camera so that they’re both in frame.

‘Johfam, this is…’ Johnny tries to think of a substitute for Jude’s name, ‘mini Johnny. Yeah, mini Johnny.’

Johnny turns his head to look at Jude, who grins cutely, reaching out to touch Johnny’s face in curiosity.

Jude giggles when Johnny smiles, prompting Johnny to break out into laughter of his own.

‘His mom’s gone out today,’ Johnny states in a new clip, ‘which means that we are going to spend some time together, which is quite rare.’

Again Jude lets out a piercing yell, and Johnny turns to him in surprise.

‘Yes, little man?’

Jude obviously doesn’t respond.

’Anyway, we’re going to eat some lunch, and then we’re going to go for a walk in the park.’

A new clip begins. Johnny has placed his camera down in the kitchen, where he can see Jude laying on his mat in the living room.

‘Okay so, I’m gonna get his milk out for him,’ Johnny addresses the camera, holding up the bottle of your breastmilk which you pumped.

Again the clip changes, and the camera is set on the coffee table, facing the sofa where Johnny is sitting with Jude on his chest.

Jude is drinking from the bottle, loud gulps echoing around the room.

‘He’s a good eater,’ Johnny hums, ‘I guess he takes after me.’

Johnny watches Jude for a few moments, making sure that the three month old is properly swallowing his food.

‘Anyway,’ Johnny speaks, ‘I miss you guys a lot… Obviously I haven’t been doing many schedules but I hope to come back soon… I’m happy, though.’

A few seconds pass, ‘you won’t be able to see him because his face will be blurred but he’s so cute when he eats, he looks so… innocent and tiny…. But yeah, nowadays I’ve just been at home chilling with this little guy. But yeah, I’m very very happy.’

The clip is edited so that the feed is being fast forwarded. When paused or slowed down, Johnny can be seen kissing his son’s head, as well as watching the TV and rocking him back and forth at various speeds.

The clip eventually returns to normal, Johnny removing the bottle from his son’s mouth and standing up, holding the camera.

‘He’s done eating now,’ he narrates, ‘now I’m gonna get him to burp and then we’ll get dressed and go out!’

The clip of Jude letting out a loud burp is kept in.

Johnny doesn’t film himself putting on Jude’s outfit, but picks the camera back up once he’s done.

‘I put on his baby grow that Taeyong bought,’ Johnny grins, ‘it’s cute, it’s got a teddy bear on it.’

It’s cold, so Johnny puts on a hat and a tiny pair of mittens on Jude, as well as piling on the blankets in his stroller.

‘Alright Johfam, park time,’ he sings, ‘I’m ready, J- mini Suh’s ready… but are you ready?’

He shuts off the camera, pulling on a plain black mask so that he won’t be recognised, and wheels Jude out.

The walk to the park wasn’t that long at all, it was scenic and full of January frost.

‘We’re at the park,’ Johnny says, tilting the camera down so Jude is in shot, blanket pulled up to his chin.

‘He’s sleeping,’ he says, ‘he looks so cute. He sleeps quite a lot actually, and he snores really loudly.’

Johnny moves the camera slightly closer to Jude, so that you can hear his light snores.

‘He always falls asleep in his stroller.’

The next few minutes of the vlog are mainly just shots the park, and Johnny sitting on a bench drinking some takeaway coffee, one hand on the stroller.

As Johnny is drinking his coffee, Jude becomes fussy, and Johnny sets aside the cup in order to comfort him.

‘It’s okay, it’s okay,’ Johnny can be heard saying, ‘you want more milk?’

Jude’s face can’t be seen from under the the heap of blanket, but you can see Johnny tilting a bottle into Jude’s mouth. Jude is clearly trying to move away.

’Not hungry?’

Johnny seals the bottle and puts it back in his bag, before shifting Jude closer to him, covering him with the blanket again.

Johnny places a warm hand on his face.

‘Oh, you’re cold…’

Jude gets quieter.

‘Let’s get you home.’

Johnny doesn’t film the walk home, focusing on getting Jude into the warmth.

‘Ok, so, we’re home now,’ Johnny narrates, and holds up his phone to show the time, ‘It’s currently 6pm, so I’m going to give him a bath to warm up and then put him to bed.’

A few clips of Johnny running a bath are inserted, including squeezing out the baby bath wash from the bottle and creating bubbles.

He doesn’t film until Jude is fully dressed again, for obvious reasons, but eventually the scene changes.

Johnny is stood in the middle of Jude’s room, holding him in his arms. The lights are dimmed, and Johnny is humming quietly, rocking the baby.

The clip changes to Johnny lowering him into the crib, before staring into it, making sure he’s properly settled.

He silently picks up the camera from where it’s placed, and trying hard to tiptoe out of the room quietly.

‘Alright Johfam, he’s asleep,’ Johnny whispers, ‘so I’m going to end this episode of Johnny’s communication centre here. It’s been great to film again, and I have missed you guys a lot… But I’m very… content with life at the moment, albeit very very tired. I hope you guys enjoyed this little mini life update! I also hope you guys are happy and doing well. Until next time… bye.’

dejvns

𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 | 서영호

every relationship comes with a story. this is ours. 우리가 만난 이야기.

𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄 𝟎𝟐 ; in which you & 𝒋𝒐𝒉𝒏𝒏𝒚 tell your respective sides of your love story.

[the video opens with a shot of johnny walking into the studio and holding the door open for y/n. the set is white with two white chairs facing across from each other, a white table, a white set of earbuds, and a white set of noise-cancelling headphones. johnny sits on the chair to the right while y/n sits on the chair in front of him]

• johnny: (sticks his hand out) haven’t seen you around before, you come here often?
• y/n: (shakes his hand) it’s my first time, actually.
• johnny: (shaking her hand vigorously) you’re pretty cute, you got a boyfriend? 
• y/n: (chuckles) yeah, but he doesn’t need to know about this.
• johnny: (dramatically drops her hand and gasps)

“can you introduce yourselves?”

• johnny: my name’s johnny seo, i’m twenty-four years old, i make videos on youtube, and i’m y/n’s boyfriend.  
• y/n: (smiles) i’m y/n, i’m twenty-five years old, and i’m johnny’s girlfriend.

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mvrksinsomnia-deactivated202203

[19:06]

"please"

in front of you stands a man, his dark brown coat soaked in heavy rain just because he's been standing outside for an hour. his hair all wet and dripping, his shoes full of water, he's basically all drenched in this cold autumn rain but it's worth it. it's worth the try. the try to prove his endless love to you.

"I don't care that I'm all wet 'cause of this goddamn weather. I don't care that I've been standing here for an hour waiting for you to open the door so we could speak"

his eyes were red, body shivering with cold but heart still warm with love.

you bite your lower lip a bit harder this time before you inhale some air to reply to him. but you choke on it and cough, failing to give him an answer.

"you're the only real thing in this motherfucking world, I love you, and you know it" he says, grabbing your warm hand with his cold one, rubbing your white knuckles with the thumb.

then, you lose yourself.

"come in"

you swallow thickly as you watch the man step inside, removing his coat and shoes quickly because he doesn't want to make a mess.

as he reaches to hang his coat, you grab it gently and nod slowly, saying "i got this" with your eyes. you make your way to the bathroom and hang his coat on the dryer, not minding that it's dripping all over the floor.

when you return, you see him still standing in the same spot, near the door.

"I still have your clothes, you know where they're at. go shower and... we can talk" you tell him with tears in your eyes, tears of pain and regret. the regret that you didn't believe him when he said he loved you a few days ago while sitting in a cafe with another woman.

she wasn't who you thought she could be. she is just his co-worker and they had to meet because there were some issues at work. they did it a few times and it was enough to break you and make you paranoid and hurt. but it was all in your head and that is why your soulmate was here, trying to fix it all.

he leaves the spot he's been standing in and walks to the bedroom of yours and his, taking some fresh clothes and heading to the bathroom, stepping inside and running some hot water.

meanwhile you sit in the living room and wait, bursting into tears when you look at the picture inside the white frame on the table. it's a picture of you and him three years ago. on the same day when he took you on the first date. it happened in an amusement park, even though you're afraid of heights you risked it for him. back then everything was possible because of him. you fought off your fears for him and did things you never thought that you could do.

and when you think about it, you never liked napping in daytime, but when he came in your life, it changed. you ended up cuddling and falling asleep next to each other in midday, later waking up to him holding you tightly.

you never liked thunder, but when you met him, he found ways to distract you from being scared. he played the piano while you sat at the end of your bed, playing various melodies just to drown out the sounds of thunder.

and you felt stupid for thinking that he, someone who's been through so much together with you, broke your heart. you wanted to hit your own self for it, you wanted to dissappear. but right when it felt like you're about to do something wrong, he showed up at the door.

snapping you out of your thoughts, he stands on the doorstep of the living room, looking at you with eyes full of pain.

you say nothing, only stand up and walk up to him, shedding another tear or two before you say things that he's been waiting to hear.

"It's not like that, I know. you're not like that. I was being selfish, jealous, I was in the wrong. I shouldn't have thought like that, I shouldn't have done what I did. I put you through shit and for that, John, I am sorry. now all I beg of you is to come back"

the corners of his lips rise a little before your cheek lays against his chest when he pulls you close into a hug. he gives you a listen of his heartbeat and it makes you burst into tears once again.

"I've missed you so much" he whispers as he cups your face, his thumb wiping away the salty tears away, "and I wouldn't have come here if I didn't want to come back. I am coming back, love. once and for all"

your eyes close as a collision happens. his lips crash against yours in a loving kiss of forgiveness.

and with that you know that whatever happened in the past, was only meant to be, because now, your love bond with Johnny is a dozen times stronger.

sly-merlin

genre : fluffy 

[ 20:00]

“you appear quite suspicious hyung!”

“why is that?” johnny replied to jaemin in a monotonous and dull voice, gawking at the object in his hand.

“umm. first, you have been sitting on the porch from last 40 minutes. second it’s dark outside and third and the most incriminating addition is the life size knife you are holding! and because of you, i’ll look like an accomplice! that’s the problem.” jaemin hissed at johnny for acting so oblivious. at this point he wanted to pull all his locks just to get a reaction out of him. but alas!.

“i’m gonna be dead anyway so what’s the point in mundane things” jaemin rolled his eyes at johnny’s words.

“she’s not gonna kill you. noona is an understandable person and besides i’m with you, so what are you so afraid of!” 

“get a wife and then talk to me.” johnny muttered in a dull voice.

“she’ll forgive you man!” jaemin tried to reason with him.

“yeah!!!”  for the first time in the last 45 minutes, johnny turned himself towards jaemin to face him. “ you seriously think so!! try telling her that i bought an expensive kitchen knife with all the groceries and dinner money just because the little salesgirl with gift of gab persuaded me and i being a nice human being spent all the money at this. she’s gonna slice me with this very thing!” johnny finally closed the elegant wooden box, sounding disappointed in himself. 

but jaemin was having hard time controlling his laugh by now. the whole scenario sounded even more funnier than witnessing the actual happening.

“you are going down with-

before johnny could complete his sentence, the creaking of the door caught his attention.

“how long have you been standing there baby?” johnny questioned you hesitantly ,eyes focused on your pregnant belly.

you flashed him a bright smile before answering. “ long enough to inform you that you both are on fast tonight!” you giggled while going back inside.

“tell her you got her name carved on it and that too for free. maybe she’ll-

“shut up jaemin. how could you forget your wallet at home, you fucker!” johnny shouted at him before running after you to show you his little gift.

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inctlife

NCT in Seoul | JHS ~ Ava

genre: fluff

summary: in which you and your daughter go to see the first ever 21 member nct concert

age: Ava = 4

warnings: none

_________

“Make sure you hold on really tight to Mummy’s hand, yeah?”

Ava nodded, still looking around in wonder.

“Do you want Mummy to carry you? Or are you okay walking?” you sighed, looking at your daughter’s stumbling legs.

She looked up at you and put her hands up, making you chuckle. About half an hour ago she was sobbing as she insisted she was big enough to walk by herself, and now here we were.

“Okay, come on then,” you chuckled, lifting her up and into your arms, “see up there? All those people?”

Ava strained her neck before nodding and looking back to you.

“That’s where we’re going,” you said.

“Why?”

“So we can see Daddy!” you exclaimed, “but first of all we have to queue with all of Daddy’s fans.”

“Why?”

“Because it’s a surprise for Daddy!”

“Why?”

“Because he misses you!”

“And Jasper? And Eli?” Ava asked, wrapping her arms around your neck.

“Of course! But remember Daddy and Jasper had that whole weekend where it was only them?” you asked, looking both ways before crossing the road, making sure your daughter was safely in your arms.

Ava hummed in response.

“We’re gonna do the same! Just Ava and Mummy!” you cooed, giving her an eskimo kiss, making her squeal with laughter, “that sound good?”

Ava nodded, “I like it!”

“Good,” you chuckled, walking over and looking towards all the fans, sighing as you went and stood in the line, “now, we wait.”

“Why?”

“Why you always asking why?!” you exclaimed, tickling Ava’s belly, making her scream with laughter.

“When do we get to see Daddy?!” Ava whined, flopping onto your shoulder.

“Soon baby, soon,” you chuckled, patting her bum.

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry b-but are you Y/N Seo?!” the girl in front of you exclaimed, starting in English, finishing Korean.

You chuckled, “yeah I am. Nice to meet you! What’s your name?”

“Oh my god!” she gasped, “hello! I’m Hani! Chae, Chae! Look! It’s Y/N and Ava!”

Her friend turned around confused before gasping and bowing, you bowing as well.

“Ava, say hi,” you chuckled, stroking Ava’s hair.

Ava looked up to the girl and shyly smiled before hiding back in your shoulder.

“Ah! She’s so cute!” Hani exclaimed, before pouting, “wait, where’s Jasper and Elijah?”

“Oh, they’re with my parents at the moment,” you nodded, “Jasper and Johnny had a boys day the other day, so me and Ava are having a girls day.”

The girls giggled, “you and Johnny are so cute! I hope you stay together for a long time.”

You chuckled, “me too, I guess.”

“Excuse me,” Ava said, still resting her head on your shoulder but now turning her face to look at Hani.

“Yes?” Hani smiled.

“You’re very pretty,” Ava smiled, hiding her face bashfully after speaking.

Hani giggled, “thank you Ava! You’re very sweet!”

Ava giggled, looking towards the phone with which Hani’s friend was filming her with, waving.

“You’re great with the camera baby,” you chuckled, “you’re like your dad.”

Hani and her friend laughed, tickling Ava, making her giggle. One thing for sure was that she was getting just as much, if not more love than her dad.

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“Seoul!” Taeyong screamed, jogging to join the other boys in a line as they all shouted together, “to the world! This has been NCT!”

“Thank you and goodnight!” Taeyong shouted, the boys all bowing individually as they waved and shouted their ‘thank you’s.

“Daddy!” Ava shouted.

“Come on, we’re gonna go and see him,” you said, wishing the girls around you and safe ride home as you left to go to the bodyguards at the side of the stage.

They helped you and Ava through the barrier and round the stage to the back room where there were hundreds of people. Sound people, light people, choreographers, vocal trainers, they were all there in support of NCT’s first all-member concert in Seoul.

“Excuse me,” you said, stopping a venue worker, “where’s the dressing room? I’m Johnny’s wife.”

“Ah, down the hall and to the left,” he smiled, waving at Ava who smiled sleepily back at him.

You bowed, hoisting Ava further on your shoulder and walking down the hall just as he said.

“Y/N noona!” Jaemin exclaimed, “Ava!”

Ava’s head perked up, at the call of her name, “Uncle Jaemin!”

“How did you like the concert, Ava?” he asked.

“I like it!” Ava laughed, “it was very loud.”

“It was very loud,” Jaemin nodded, “did you wear ear protection?”

“Sometimes,” Ava giggled, “but I said I didn’t need it.”

“Of course not! Big girl,” Jaemin chuckled, “Daddy’s in the dressing room, go and see him, yeah? He’s very tired.”

You smiled, “well done, Jae.”

“Thanks noona,” Jaemin smiled, squeezing Ava’s chubby cheeks before continuing on his way.

You carried on down the hallway, knocking on the door of the dressing room, opening the door slowly.

“Hello,” you said, Ava pushing open the door and smiling as she saw Johnny sat on the sofa.

“Daddy!” she exclaimed, wriggling until you let her down, running straight for Johnny who scooped her up in his arms.

“Ava!” he cheered, “hello, my baby! I missed you!”

You chuckled, closing the door slowly.

“Hey Y/N,” Taeyong smiled, pulling you into a hug, “you alright?”

“Yeah, but I never thought it would be so tiring to come to a concert with a four-year-old,” you chuckled, “well done though, it was amazing.”

“Really?” Taeyong beamed, “thanks.”

You looked back to Johnny and Ava. Johnny was now on the sofa, Ava sat on his lap as she faced him, playing with all his jewellery as he spoke to her in funny voices. You sat on the sofa opposite them, Mark sitting down next to you.

“Yo they are exact copies of each other,” Mark said, laughing at the sight of them, “like a lot of people in this group now have kids but those two? 100% copy and paste.”

You nodded, “kinda sad when you remember I carried her for nine months.”

Mark chuckled, “yeah, that’s just how it is.”

You paused, “hold on. Jaemin and Areum.”

Mark paused, pointing, “I see your point.”

“Mummy! Daddy’s being mean!” Ava exclaimed before Johnny blew a raspberry on her neck, making her scream with laughter.

“No! Ava’s being meaner!” Johnny exclaimed.

You sighed, “no, I take Jaemin and Areum back, I see your point.”

softfornojam

expecting | s. johnny

genre: fluff

pairing: fem!reader x johnny

warning(s): a few swear words (if that counts?)

summary: johnny shows up to see his babies after a long day

a/n: requests are open!

Originally posted by ohbaibeeitsyou

you waddled down the hallway and into the kitchen, scavenging for any sort of food to shove down your throat. you were nearly eight months pregnant and still had cravings like crazy. while munching on chips straight from the bag, the front door opened and a tall man walked in.

“it’s about time you get home!” you yelled from the other room, mouth now full of ice cream. “i’ve been calling for hours!”

johnny’s head appeared abruptly in the doorway and gave a cheesy smile, “miss me?”

you rolled your eyes and rotated back to the pantry, “oh shut the hell up.”

he laughed and wrapped his arms around your belly, a comfort he had formed over the months, and rested his chin on your shoulder. “still as fiesty as ever. i love it.”

you couldn’t help but relax under his touch. he always had that magical aspect about him, being able to turn your irritability into softness.

“how’s my little baby doing?” he knelt until he was eye level with his unborn child. “still kicking mommy to death?”

you practically snorted, “always.”

johnny peppered innocent kisses all along your stomach, occasionally adding sweet comments to both of his babies. you reached down and raked your fingers through his hair, combing out any knots that had formed throughout his busy day.

several minutes later, you and johnny had found yourself snuggled on the couch watching a random show on the television. of course with a buffet of snacks for you.

nctyping

[7:13 pm] nothing can wipe the smile from johnny’s face as he, for once, stands in your shadow. backlit from the yellow street lights, standing on the top step of a random concrete stairwell downtown- you’re glowing in the dusk.

“look,” you say, arms wide open as if he can’t see you otherwise, “i’m taller than you now.”

“yeah? how’s the weather up there?” johnny teases.

“it’s pretty nice. kinda warm,” you inhale for effect, “you wouldn’t know.”

johnny chuckles, shoving you jokingly; he almost feels bad when you lose your balance, but that guilt fades away as you steady yourself on his shoulders.

he stands on his tiptoes, something you thought you’d never see given his already towering height, and yet you still have to crane your neck to meet his lips.

— 20 from the kiss list w/ johnny