basically bpd is taking absolutely every piece of me tonight, i don’t wanna deal with this anymore… (i won’t attempt anything, don’t worry)

it’s been about year since i left this account, a lot of time to think and grow. i’m feeling better by time, i have a little control over bpd and other things like substance abuse, self-harm, etcetera… started studying again, getting really good grades & results, making effort not to be socially awkward.

2 months ago i started dating someone, it’s a long distance relationship but we’re really involved, there’s a lot of communication, trusting & respect. i can firmly say that i’ve never been so comfortable in a relationship before, he’s my light and i love him so much. can’t wait for quarantine to end so i can finally visit him over.