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“Gelosìa” from the Italian language is an emotional state of doubt and tormenting anxiety of one who fears that his or her loved one is being undermined by a rival. It is distinct from envy in that the latter is the feeling of one who desires something possessed by another, without a third person being involved in this rivalry.
Denji Hayakawa just wants a simple life: good food, a decent night’s sleep, and maybe—just maybe—a girlfriend who’ll let him squeeze her boobs. But in the midst of his chaotic life enter Yoshida Hirofumi, the school’s golden boy: popular, handsome, and… unnervingly obsessed with Denji. When Yoshida offers Denji a deal— one date in exchange for money to help his struggling family —Denji reluctantly agrees, convinced it’s just an innocent arrangement.
But as their twisted dynamic unfolds, Denji begins to realize he’s made a pact with someone far more dangerous than he ever imagined. In a web of manipulation, desire, and unspoken obsession, the lines between love, control, and survival blur, leaving Denji to wonder: just how far is Yoshida willing to go to keep him close?
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He should have fought harder that night, should have prevented this from ever happening.
It was all his fault.
Karma for his misdeeds.
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Hate Me by ToxicPineapple
Fandoms: Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magika | Puella Magi Madoka Magica
04 Feb 2025
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It’s just Madoka, and useless Mami, and the sound of splitting metal and the screams and the rushing wind and the worst witch she’s ever faced in her life—and it’s just like back then.
(For Femslash February day four: Hate Me)
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- Part 4 of Femslash February 2025
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Kaitlyn just waits. Waits for the “Game Over!” icon to finally show up, so she can reset, rewind, return to the last checkpoint—back to the moment when everything went horribly, horribly wrong. Back to before she screwed up.
Before she drove Kim away.OR
Kaitlyn is not taking the breakup all that well.
Set in the third book of The Freshman.
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A prequel writing for my fic, Realign My Mind where years before the final flight of the Tulpar, things change for the better between Curly and Jimmy
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- Part 2 of Clouded Skies
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Wenn Stahlblau auf Haselnussbraun trifft by ChrissyHoy
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Captain America (Movies)
04 Feb 2025
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„Ich werde deiner Bitte stattgeben, White Wolf.“
Bucky konnte seinen Ohren nicht glauben und schaute überrascht auf. Gleichzeitig hörte er Ayo wieder wütend schnauben. „Allerdings stelle ich Bedingungen.“, sagte T’Challa.
„Was immer ihr verlangt“, sagte Bucky euphorisch.Bucky möchte Zemo für eine weitere Mission aus dem Raft holen. Hierfür geht er mit T'Challa einen Deal ein.....den er später vielleicht bitter bereut.
Eine WinterBaron Story mit Drama, Action, aber auch Gewalt, Trauer und vielem mehr.
______________Spielt direkt nach der Handlung von TFATWS
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When steel blue meets hazel brown by ChrissyHoy
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
04 Feb 2025
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"I will grant your request, White Wolf."
Bucky couldn't believe his ears and looked up in surprise. At the same time, he heard Ayo snort angrily again. "However, I do have conditions," T'Challa said.
"Whatever you want," Bucky replied euphorically.Bucky wants to get Zemo out of the Raft for another mission. Therefore he makes a deal with king T'Challa......which he may later bitterly regret.
A WinterBaron story with drama, action, but also violence, grief and so much more.
_______________________The story takes place after TFATWS
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Hi guys. I miss stray. A lot.
The cat doesn't want to leave b12.
Clementine wants to see the outside.
Doc wants to see everything he's missed.
Momo wants to be brave.
Zbaltazar wants to move.B12 wants to be alive.
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“Hope is perilous.
Hope keeps us alive, yes. But it also keeps us bound to the worst parts of our selves. To fantasy, to paths we are not meant, not allowed, to follow. To the part of ourselves that thinks we deserve anything when we deserve nothing, that covets endlessly… To our own folly.
There’s hope in a smile. And there’s sharp, aching, yearning hope in a concerned frown…
Hope is a dangerous, wonderful thing…”
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Anna, a sorceress fighting the dark voices in her head as she tries to remember herself, and Gale, a lost wizard finding his way back to the light, fall in love as they try to save the world (and each other). Dual POV between the two. Lots of feelings (about themselves and each other) as these two slowly burn their way toward one another.
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Tim Stoker wakes up in a burning warehouse and realizes he has to save his stupid boss from the ruins. This is what happens after that.
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aka a "tim survived" au where he doesn't die and has to deal with everything while also realizing he's much more desolation-coded than anyone thought he was.Series
- Part 1 of eyepocalypse jonmartim
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He burned all over.
His lungs burned.
His legs burned.
Even his eyes burned.
Though that last one he would never have admitted to.Series
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The Weight of Two Moons by Ethanos189
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), Bloodborne (Video Game), League of Legends
04 Feb 2025
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A pale moon hung heavy above Gehrman as he gazed upon the new hunter, cradled tenderly by the Doll. The moon had chosen many hunters to bear its mark over the decades, but never one so young. She was a girl of only twelve winters, her bright blue hair a stark contrast against the muted hues of the Hunter’s Dream.
Gehrman let out a deep, weary sigh, his gaze shifting upward to the moon. Disgust flickered across his face as he muttered a curse under his breath. With a creak of wood and steel, he turned his chair back toward the workshop, leaving the moon and its latest cruelty behind. -
A wing and a prayer by StormXPadme
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Original Timeline Movies), X-Men (Movieverse)
04 Feb 2025
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The whole universe is in grave danger. One last, desperate rescue mission has failed. Impending war is threatening Earth. But it is said that the light of the odd candle burns brightest in the greatest darkness. The light called courage.
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- Part 11 of Weathered I
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Julian often wondered when his first plank had been replaced.
Adigeon Prime was the obvious answer. He had been rewritten entirely in his parents’ image. But he had since learned that he could be hollowed out and changed without direct medical intervention, and the enhancements made him even more adaptable.
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After three blissful years together; newly married, Harry and Louis are ready to set off on their honeymoon. But a devastating car accident shatters their plans and throws their lives into turmoil. In the difficult months that follow, both are forced to confront fears, doubts and emotional wounds they never anticipated. Their relationship is tested to the breaking point as they struggle through pain, uncertainty and the long road to healing.
It's a story of a love that endures through the darkest of times, showing how even the hardest moments can strengthen a bond that was always meant to last.
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The Afterthought by lalagirl108
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
04 Feb 2025
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You are the youngest Archeron sister, saved from the fate of the Cauldron by mere chance. Perhaps having been dumped in those murky waters would have been a better fate for you, when it seems that no one cares for your presence any longer.
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Someone I Used to Know by frying_pan_man
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), Spider-Man - All Media Types
04 Feb 2025
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cross posted on Wattpad under the name "fryingpanman"
Izuku and Katsuki were best friends, or as platonic as you can be when you've gotten married, but they were 5 so does it really count?
Unfortunately the good times didn't last long. Izuku gets kidnapped by his father and Katsuki is left to pick up the pieces of his broken heart. will they ever see each other again? will they ever get legally married? is that even legal in Japan? idk read to find out.
also Izuku is pretty much like a SpideyPool lovechild in this
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Jason knew that he was meant to be in Arkham, at least Dick's self righteous ass thought so, his mistake was letting the staff know about his designation before he could come up with a plan.
Or: Jason is locked in Arkham, then he's assaulted by the staff. His family suffers, not as much as he does.
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bis ans ende deiner welt by cyberlife8592 for riotinbloom
Fandoms: HiGH&LOW: THE WORST (TV)
04 Feb 2025
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For Hanaoka Fujio, Tsukasa would wait forever. Unfortunately, time is not so keen on the concept of “forever” as Tsukasa is.
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It should have been simple enough- the fight ends, the bad guy dies, and you move on.
It should have been simple enough to die.
Adam unexpectedly stirs, which is bad enough on its own, but of course this is Hell, and it can't just stop there.
[Edit: This was a one-off, but I've decided to add more as I feel like it. There's something cathartic in his moping.]