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2023-06-16
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2023-10-04
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pathological people pleaser

Chapter 19

Summary:

the words

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Uh, sorry, excuse me?”

 

The man paused suddenly, turning around. He seemed surprised to be stopped. “Yes?”

 

The sun was shining down, spring just beginning to give way to summer. He squinted in the light, shielding his face with his hand to look properly.

 

“Sorry, again. This is probably weird, but aren’t you that author? James Potter?”

 

“Oh, yeah,” he said, warmly. “That’s me.”

 

“Okay, I- I read your book and it really resonated and I just… it was real. Like I don’t know, I don’t have those sorts of words, but it was nice to see that somebody did.”

 

He smiled, something wistful and a little sad crossing over his face. He pushed his glasses up his nose, and as he did, a wedding ring glinted on his finger. It shone brightly in the sun. “Well,” he said, “I didn’t always have them either. They come and they go.”

 

“What do you do when they go?”

 

He shrugged. “You force yourself to exist through it.”

 

“Sounds hard.”

 

“Oh, it is. The hardest thing you’ll ever do is learn to let yourself live.”

 

 

 

 

Notes:

SO. This has been a journey... this fic is the first thing I did after writing anti-hero and I genuinely thought no one would care. But you guys DID. And even if you hadn't... I still learned so, SO much as a writer from ppp and I've done a lot of bits of writing in here that I'm proud of. Thank you to every person who stuck around week after week, I know who you are and I appreciate you very much <33

Most of all, biggest hugest thanks to my beta @pastelanxiete who has taught me so much and worked with me to put out updates every Friday without fail (we never missed a single week since the first chapter?? NEVER) A lot of work goes on behind it all. On that note thank you to my entire little writing council ily guys. But especially @pieceofchocolate and @rsbarelle who helped me with so much of my concerns over fic for months! They always let me rant it out in voice notes <33 From whether or not Regulus would wear shorts to varying Regulus' POV compared to James when it came to the sex scene... every aspect! I appreciate all my friends so much <33

Much love! Mwah!
-Mere <33

 

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