boingzilly
this account will most likely be dead from now on idk
boingzilly
let me explain.
I originally made this account to share my art and make friends — and for a while, that’s exactly what I did. I shared my art, I made connections, and it felt good.
But over time, I slowly drifted into just reblogging things and not really keeping up with conversations. I’m honestly just too forgetful to maintain regular contact with people. And when I do try, I usually end up getting ghosted eventually. It makes me feel like I’m just boring or not worth sticking around for.
At the same time, I feel guilty when I unintentionally stop talking to people I genuinely care about. It’s never on purpose — I just lose track.
Lately, I’ve been feeling really low, and I’ve been thinking about quitting social media altogether. I might just stick to quietly following a few close friends and my partner, and liking posts now and then.
