Dark medieval dress

I thought I could live the rest of my life alone and in the sadness and despair. I was truly broken. I lost someone who I cared too deeply for and then I ran away from the one I love the most. Now almost 70 years later we are to reunite. The dangerous quest I am to go on could either kill me, or him, or even both of us. But I know one thing and one thing only, I still love him. But I feel deep in my heart that, that is not enough. (Sequel to An Arranged Marriage) *This is Book 2 of 3*