I’ve decided to quit this blog. I won’t be deleting it, but I will be logging out and changing the password + email to something crazy so I won’t be able to log in again. I can’t fucking stand this blog. I’m not sorry. This blog is officially an archive, hope you all can understand.

Please DM me on this blog if you want to follow me on my other blog we will have to be following each other for you to message me. So mutuals only lol.

There’s a billion reasons I hate this blog, the biggest one being sys/discourse. That shit has destroyed the reason I joined in the first place; to cope.

It’s going to be more of a hobby than anything else now, on my new blog I’m stil anti endo lmao, but it WILL NOT be centered around sys/discourse.

I hope this makes sense, I love you all /p /g I’m just SO mentally unwell right now.

I’m going to be tagging beings I think might be interested, I’m sorry if this is annoying lmao.

@vapour-ofthe-moon @klyntarix @melodymogai @the-cicada-system @cay-crayz @chronicallyqueercoining @justyouraveragexenouser @caffeine-system-coins @evilneo @polyfragmantedchaos @fading-into-glitches @zelle-exe

i wanna restart i wanna restart so bad this blog has unironically destroyed my mental health i hate saying it but its true

im dissociating so hard i think i might throw up

I don’t care if I’m cross tagging either I need to get this shit across one way or another.

I’m seriously so fucking sick of the ableism in the mogai community and it makes me want to quit. I cannot go through the regular “mogai coining tag” without seeing a pro endo, a proshipper, a literal pedophile, a racist trans x id being. It’s getting to the point where I don’t feel safe at all. I didn’t wanna make this post, but I have anyways.

I have no empathy, sympathy, whatever word you want to use against ableists. If you’re pro endo you’re nothing but a bug to me and should be eradicated😐if you’re endogenic or pro endogenic systems you’re ableists. I don’t care how “disrespectful” I’m being when recoining/making terms. you’re a disgusting worthless pos and you shouldn’t be on the goddamn internet. All pro endos and endos do is make a mockery of did/osdd and romanticizes the entire thing.

Others refuse to listen to us anti-endogenics when we talk about how it’s quite literally ableist and in some forms “transabled” to be “endogenic” and or to claim your “endogenic”. I will never be able to explain in full detail how this bullshit stupid fucking “community” is nothing but a circle jerk of weirdos. I’m being serious. People claiming they’re black/asian/etc and transrace, others claiming mspec lesbians and gays dont exist when it’s quite literally fucking history, and then endos coming in and them trying to make being a system a fucking queer trait.

I hate this community with my entire being. I do. I wish there was a nicer way I could have stated this but there isn’t. All of you are seriously bad and just fucking sucks.