What a Feeling

Harry almost forgot about the Reddit post, until he clicked on the app on his phone to look at memes. There are dozens of unread messages waiting for him in the chat section. There’s a slight temptation to just delete everything, forget it ever happened and go back to bed for the rest of the day, but Harry shakes the feeling off and clicks on the first message.

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Hey baby wyd?

Harry’s nose scrunches. “Ugh, really? That’s the best you can do?” He hits the NSFW image and it reveals a very explicit picture of the guy’s dick. “Hmm,” he tilts his head, “No!” He reprimands himself before deleting the message. This isn’t about finding hookups, it’s about not spending the anniversary of his husband’s death alone. In years past, Harry has wallowed in self pity on this day, and that’s okay too, but he’s just refusing to do that this year.

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LIAM PAYNE MEMORIAL IN LONDON

October 20, 2024 - 2pm Hyde Park

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zayn: Love You Bro ❤️

hldailyupdate

Harry’s tribute to Liam via his Instagram. 🤍 (17 October 2024)

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Louis posted these to his Instagram story in memory of Liam, their friendship, and their time shared together in One Direction 🤍 (17 October 2024)

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Louis' tribute to Liam via instagram - 17.10

whatwouldeddiedo

i just keep thinking about louis and all of his writing about grief in his music. how he lost the mother who was his best friend and then just over a year later one of his little sisters, and now he's losing someone else who meant so so much to him - who was at one point or several points of his life his best friend. he's lost so much and now he's losing liam too. it just feels so surreal. none of this feels like it's real.

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Louis and Liam pouring gatorade on each other during Best Song Ever, 28/07/15

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bucktommy + eddie in the 7.05 sneak peak

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9-1-1 2x01 / 7x04
Buck peacocking around the firehouse gym absolutely not trying to get Eddie’s attention

thatbuddie

i know we’ve been saying this for so long but like, this is almost unprecedented, y’all. normally when you want queer characters and queer relationships you have to SEARCH for them. you go into shows knowing they have lgbt+ rep and ships. especially for m/m otps. they’re planned beforehand. they are introduced with the idea of “these characters are achillean and will get together.”

but this? buck? i can assure you no one on the 911 team thought he would be introduced as bisexual at any point. but the truth is, just like it happens in real life for so many bisexual people (and queer people in general), he’s found himself. he’s found his truth, his light. he’s realizing this was always who he was even if he did not understand it before or have the words to express it properly. we’ve watched a character organically grow into one of the best (if not the best) representations of a bisexual individual there has ever been on tv.

and buddie? oh my god don’t get me started on buddie. they bloomed. they’ve happened organically. they were never ever ever supposed to be what they are. and yet here we are, 6 seasons later, knowing we are getting there. knowing they are each other’s heart and soul. knowing they will be together not because execs created them to be together but because they make sense. finally there has been a show brave enough to see the magic and beauty of what they themselves created. they’re taking a chance on them, on us, and i think there will never be anything else to top this.

we should enjoy this. we should savor it. this is special. a once in a lifetime kind of thing (just like buck and eddie are living their once in a lifetime love story.)