He's A Survivor
Retrieving your partner’s body, and dealing with the devil: Etho buries Bdubs at the snow castle.
1.8k fic exploring Etho's thoughts the night after Bdubs dies; warning for (discussion of) major character death. i just keep thinking about how etho says 'that hurts me' right after bdubs death... he is so hides everything behind 1 million layers of jokes usually. but that hurts him.
dedicated to the devious @conscious-naivete who contaged her last life brainworms over to me. thank u mac ily