I love her against reason

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There's a reason for everything. A reason we met. A reason you lied. A reason I kept hanging on. A reason you didn't care. A reason I ignored everyone who knew better. A reason for what you said. A reason for what I did. And even a reason for the pain. Right now, that reason is beyond me. But someday, when I meet the right person, the guy who will treat me right, cherish me, & love me with everything he has, then will I know the reason.

I loved her against reason

"The unqualified truth is, that when I loved Estella with the love of a man, I loved her simply because I found her irresistible. Once for all; I knew to my sorrow, often and often, if not always, that I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace, against hope, against happiness, against all discouragement that could be." - Great Expectations by Charles Dickens