I don't wanna be me anymore

What have you done?

There's nothing left for me

" What a pitiful child...
so thoroughly trained in the art of curse breaking,
yet not once has your teacher taught you
however you shall break your own.
Did she ever tell you why?
Has she ever allowed you ask the questions you have,
rather than coldly shut you down for being nosy?

Wouldn't you like to know
why you were born like this?
Why you consume
that which corrupts others
without harm to yourself?

Wouldn't you like to know
why those beyond the rift
are so heedful to your call?

Wouldn't you like to know
how much your teacher has kept from you?
And lastly, perhaps most importantly,

Wouldn't you like to know about me?

The sun is rising, and so I shall bid you farewell for now.

Whether you will remember our meeting
upon waking up or not,
it matters very little,
for as surely as you are alive
and air flows through your lungs,
I would never lose sight of you. "

I know where you want to go