it's 1:30 AM and i can't sleep, and i feel really awful rn. but i don't wanna constantly put my vents on this account so i'm moving them to @dragon-that-hates-living

@untamedcrusader My indecisive ass couldn’t figure out if I wanted it to have eye shines or not…then I realized that this looked kinda like this one meme…so now we got four of em!

Also sorry if there’s something on you that I got wrong!!! :{

A dragon and their hoard

💢 grrrrrr bark bark !

i finally finished these drawings of my otherkin self ! this is p much how i see myself in my head sometimes. i did this for fun while doing some balto style studies. i think i turned out so handsome <3 i had fun combining many of kintypes into him, it makes me feel so good!

it'd make my day if you reblogged this or told me something you liked about it!

🚫 not f2u, the art or the character/drawing. do not tag as kin as this is a representation of me personally. thank u !

cant tell if i need to soul search, immediately stop soul searching or escape society

more mask making ^_^

a cherry blossom/sakura lamb mask!! this premade will drop on my etsy (spiritfoxmasks) at 5pm AEDT

nonhumanity genuinely gives me an existential crisis sometimes, particularly the spiritual part of it. yeah i am supposed to know what i'm here on earth for. but part of me still doesn't really understand?

tw abuse, torture, trauma, swear words

the abuse my parents put me through was borderline torture (no, like, literally, look up childhood torture -> homeschooling). what the fuck? sometimes i loathe myself. i know Flinnir probably did not choose to put us in this situation, but was it really worth risking it to begin with? why would I do that? why would i be so bored of my life as a dragon, living happily and knowing who I am, and giving it up because I'm bored?

what the fuck is the point? because I would do anything to reverse that horrible mistake. never. EVER. again. it just isn't worth it. what am i supposed to be here doing? suffering? is that genuinely it? is that the only reason i was born human; to literally just die because my rights are consistently taken away, huh?