Stillness. Calm. He waits, lax where he lies, his constant agony no longer fresh enough to keep him tense. His muscles are fatigued and he is done being terrified. Toby’s just… ready.
Lux’s shoulders. Anders’ leg, Alex’s hip. Lux’s instant submission at threats of mind magic. Bailey’s desperation for hugs, Major’s self-descructive rage, Sonia’s panic when unable to see. Lux’s ruined broken shoulders. Quinn’s attempts to be clever devolved into mindless pleading. Lux’s crying and swearing he’ll be good.
Of all the acts the Hunter has trained him to pull, Lux probably takes up half of them. Tobias isn’t sure why the Hunter is so obsessed with his little light, but he must’ve been very memorable. He wonders if Lux is still alive, or if he’s the one most often played out here because he died.
“Lux,” He hears from above, by the top of the steps. Tobias cowers back against the wall like a marionette with its strings yanked on, hyperventilating, stammering apologies. It’s not an act. He’s just unleashing the parts of him that want to beg and hide.
Nothing happens. Toby squints but sees nothing. Did he imagine-?
“Major.”
Another role, very different. Tobias snaps forward, pulling at the chains around his wrists like he doesn’t care that his shoulders are grinding sickeningly. He growls, chomps at the air like a rabid animal, yanks and twists and bellows vulgar things.
In a break of quiet while he sucks in a breath, the next command comes, still oddly quiet. Still his imagination, maybe. The pounding icepick-to-the-temple heachache that arose suddenly is growing worse.
“Anders.”
Back against the wall, clutching at the chains, his broken leg held out at an odd angle. He focuses on that agony as the source for the defeat in this character. “M-Mistress, please, please…” He thinks of fire. Morphine. Heels clicking down a hall, a blowtorch flicking on. Horror makes his bones ache as he imagines stress positions and a bloody whip trailing across his skin.
“Tobias.”
He blinks. “What?” Rasps the prisoner, suddenly thrown into a blank void in his mind. Frozen in place, listening hard.
“Toby.”
Who… how is he supposed to act? Toby sags hesiantly against the wall. He doesn’t focus on the broken leg, or the messed up hip, or the crunchy shoulders. All of it consumes him, now, along with a wave of defeat.
“Well? I want to see Toby.”
He doesn’t know how to do that one. Does he just…? Tobias tugs on the chains restlessly. He has no character to lean into. No iconic pains or fears. Just… he’s just tired.
No more commands come. It’s stressful. Toby waits, quiet now, slowly growing overwhelmed with the amount of pain he’s aware of all at once. It feels so pointless to be himself. Will he get in trouble? Should he be sweet? Fiery? Unreadable? Nothing happens.
Nothing continues to happen.
He must not’ve been fun enough. The Hunter gave up. Toby sinks toward the floor and feels hollow.