SHE WAS THE KIND OF GIRLFRIEND GOD GIVES YOU YOUNG. SO YOU’LL KNOW LOSS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

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i don’t really like me

i have a million side blogs, yes it’s just me reblogging all of your posts 🦂 ♏️

♡ personal posts / my writing | nosy? body parts 👁👄👁

thirty-one years old / black / (she/her or something)/ poly / partnered / midwest (usa) / bpd / bipolar 2 / c-ptsd / anxiety / ednos / queer af. (homoromantic: i.e. i mostly like women.)  human. guilty. cats, nicotine, poetry, and caffeine.

ps i would die for my mutuals ⚔️

straight men dni

poetry insta: esseapoetry

i can’t imagine anyone not falling in love with you

deep, deep

deep

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-Margaret Atwood, Selected Poems 1: 1965-1975

kiisuuumii:

ALT

Dorothea Lasky, from “Misunderstood,” in Thunderbird

aworsening:

lilyflxwers:

Sources:

i. The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath, Sylvia Plath / ii. As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980, Susan Sontag / iii. Suddenly, It’s December, Margaux Paul / iv. Waiting for This Story to End Before I Begin Another, Jan Heller Levi / v. The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde / vi. The Letters of Gustave Flaubert: 1830-1857, Gustave Flaubert / vii. unknown / viii. @inanotherunivrse / ix. @violentcherries / x. Heaven, Mieko Kawakami

metamorphesque:

ALT

— Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Véra

theclassicsreader:

“… you will go home and then you will find that home is not home anymore. Then you will really be in trouble. As long as you stay here, you can always think: One day I will go home.”

— James Baldwin, Giovanni’s Room

starlightacademia:

“It’s taboo to admit that you’re lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people that you spend most of your time with Netflix or that you haven’t left the house today and you might not even go outside tomorrow. But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you’re not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are. A part of you knew this was going to happen. Growing up, you just had this feeling that you wouldn’t transition well to adult life, that you’d fall right through the cracks. And look at you now, it’s happening.”

schizoprophet:

supreme-leader-stoat:

“This story is a tragedy because it didn’t have to end this way.”

vs

“This story is a tragedy because it was always going to end this way.”

#a REALLY good tragedy is locked in quantum uncertainty between these two states