towards the sun

✧ choi seungcheol x reader

✧ summary: sometimes you wonder if seungcheol will one day regret being tied to you.

✧ wc is approx 2k

✧ warnings/tags: angst and comfort, insecurities. mentions of depression, anxiety. seungcheol talking abt his own struggles with depression. quiet anger, crying. seungcheol loves you sm and spoils you accordingly. childhood sweethearts, promise rings. you two worship each other <3 tons of metaphors.

✧ request: if you have the time can i please request for an argument drabble with cheolli? please make it angst with a fluffy fluff ending:))))))

✧ i hope you like this, anon!!! i couldn't fit in fluff at the end, but it's comfort and sweet. i know you asked for a drabble, but it sort of?? ran away from me?? i hope you enjoy nonetheless!!! <3

All night you had sat near the wall, watching your boyfriend socialize. Seungcheol was constantly moving, face bright as he talked to longtime friends and new ones, family members hugging him and congratulating him. 

 You drank your water steadily, trying to get that bitter taste out of your mouth. It had persisted ever since Seungcheol came home, brilliant and bright and shining. He was like a light amongst the crowd, a star amongst the ordinary. 

And you were part of that ordinary. 

He had risen so high. Seungcheol had flown towards the sun, fearless and accomplished. He hadn’t meant to leave you, hadn’t meant to leave you on the ground, but that’s where you stood; watching him fly away, stranded. 

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Ever since they've been together, she's been calling him a different name: Marco.

She said it's her nickname for him, and he never questioned it even though he found it weird.

But to him, it was basically just his name Mark + the letter O so it wasn't that bad.

He'd heard many versions of his name from his friends so much that sometimes Mark thinks that they actually forgot his real name.

Mark didn't mind it at first. She would occasionally call him "babe," or "baby," or just simply "Mark."

But when there were times she would call him "Marco," it was usually when she's calling out for him or when they cuddle, always in a high pitched sing-song tone.

He finds it cute, seeing her cheeks reach her eyes whenever she calls him that, so it never really bothered him if calling him that made her happy.

But of course he always wondered the meaning behind it and why of all the names she could think of, she chose "Marco."

So Mark decided to ask her one day about it.

It was a chill day; they were sitting on the opposite sides of the couch, their legs intertwined, both of them on their phones while the TV was on as their background noise.

She was giggling at a funny video she saw while him, on the other hand, was stealing glances at her, hiding behind his phone, pretending to scroll on his feed.

He doesn't know how to bring the topic up. He thought of the possible outcome that if he ever asked her about it, it'll upset her.

"Mark, look at this cute cat vid!" She squealed and faced her phone at him.

It was two fluffy kittens being tucked into their beds.

When the video looped and returned to the beginning, he tapped her screen and paused the video. He looked up from her phone and saw her smiling at him, which only made him nervous.

She tilted her head to the side, confused as to why he stopped the video.

"Can I ask you a question?" he started.

His heart was pounding.

Why is this so nerve-wracking? It's not the end of the world if he asks her.

But he also doesn't want her to think that he doesn't like the nickname she gave him.

She nodded and Mark closed his eyes as he took a deep breath and said, "why do you call me Marco?"

He slowly opened his eyes when he heard silence.

Mark took the opportunity to continue. "I mean, not that I mind— which I really don't, by the way—but I just always wondered where did the thought of naming me 'Marco' come from? I mean, there's like Markie, Mork, Milk—"

"Mark," she laughed.

"What?" Now it was his turn to tilt his head in confusion.

"Can you spell that for me?"

"M-A-R-C—"

"No, silly!" She laughed even harder. "I don't call you 'Marco'!" She shook her head.

Mark's eyebrows furrowed.

What does she mean she doesn't call her 'Marco?'

If he was mishearing things, then who the hell is Marco?

"It's Mark ko, not Marco."

Mark was completely lost at this point, he simply didn't see the difference of the former from the latter.

She smiled at Mark's cute puzzled face, lost in his own thoughts, questioning all of the times she called him by that name.

She placed her hand over his, interrupting him from his thoughts.

"I call you 'Mark Ko,' that's two words. Mark being your name, and 'Ko' meaning 'My' in my language. It simply means My Mark." She explained, and Mark's whole demeanor softened.

His heart pounded once again but this time, it's the realization that she's been calling him the sweetest endearment ever since.

"Oh." Was all he could say, blush rising to his cheeks both from embarrassment and from the fact that she is basically calling him 'mine' this whole time.

"C-can you call me that again like… right now."

She laughed at his request but she happily obliged.

"Love you, Mark Ko."

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A/N: hi! thank you so much for reading my first ever nct fluff and it's mark! hehe. please do tell me what you think! :]

proofread by the lovely @moonstarsunflower ~!

{Sequel to A different type of love}

⇢synopsis: A month after moving out, Seokmin finds himself lost again and finds himself often longing for a presence he was unfamiliar with.
⇢pairings: reader x Lee Seokmin
⇢genre: angst, fluff
⇢wordcount: 1,675
⇢tw: idk >-<

Seokmin has been more frustrated lately and all of his friends have seemed to notice. He didn’t know what it was but something just felt off, there was this longing he felt that wouldn’t go away. Bits and pieces of his memories started to return but they were all like mismatched puzzle pieces. He had most of the pieces but he couldn’t mend them together, there was still pieces missing. He became less and less patient, a whole different person. He smiled less and was often quiet, sometimes he would just stare into space and try piecing his memories back together to no avail. Now, the male currently sat in his apartment staring at the picture of the smiling woman who used to be his lover. He wondered if she was doing well and if time was being kind to her. One last time, he told himself.

Seokmin called you on the phone and asked if he could meet with you at your home. You hesitated because you still haven’t healed from the pain of separating from your person, but you could never really say no to him. Eventually, you agreed.

Of course seeing him again made you nervous because you haven’t gotten over him yet. How could you? You spent 5 years with him and the thought of not being together never occurred in your mind. The past few weeks have been hard, you never lost hope that one day he would return to you, but day by day that hope lessened. Just when you think you’ve accepted that he would not come back, he called you. Hearing his voice made your heart ache. You couldn’t find the right words to say and you couldn’t decline his request. You just had to face him again and maybe it would be the last.

You sat in your living room, waiting for him to knock on the door. Maybe he changed his mind. You say to yourself and look at the furnished apartment that you refused to change. You still remember how Seokmin heavily contributed in designing the interior of your apartment. He chose the couch, the color of the cabinets, the type of wood the floors would be. He brought life and color to your once dull apartment but ever since he left, it was anything but that. You somehow knew how he felt when he stayed here after coming home from the hospital. You were constantly reminded of someone who was no longer present whereas he was constantly reminded of a life he didn’t remember. You walk over to your turntable and picked out a vinyl. You picked the vinyl that you last listened to with Seokmin; before the accident. You played the song, sat back down on the couch and stared at the door hoping to hear a knock or a doorbell. He’s not coming. As you get up and make your way to the bedroom, you heard a soft knock which was then followed by three louder knocks.

Your heart skipped a beat at the thought of Seokmin being behind that door. You slowly walk towards the door and place your hand on the door knob. Maybe I should just let him go. Maybe it was better if he lived a new life and forgot about you completely. You think to yourself and let go of the door knob.

“Y/n,” he says. “I know you’re in there. I saw your shadow from underneath the door.”

Hearing his voice in person made your stomach twist and turn. You don’t reply hoping he would just go back to his home. “Just let me in,” he pleads. His voice cracked and it sounded as if he was crying. “Please.”

You unlock the door and slowly open the door with your head down trying to avoid eye contact with him. He looks down at you and the feeling of anger and frustration was subsided. The memories were still blurred but as he stepped in your home; as he savored your presence, he felt at ease and the longing stopped. You still refused to look at him because it hurt to be in the same room yet feel so distant from him. It hurt not to embrace him or even touch him. You loved him so much, and you still do. All of this was too hard to bare. He stood in front of you, with you still refusing to talk or look at him. Because you knew that if you looked at him or spoke, you would break down again.  

“Hi Y/n,” he whispered and hoped you would show your face to him. “Please look at me.” He paused and looked around the room to find where the familiar melodies came from. The melodies that made his head ache.

You shook your head and refused, keeping your eyes on his dark leather shoes. “My memories have been coming back, but it’s all blurred and I can’t piece them together. It’s like parts of a movie jumbled up and I can’t seem to figure out what the story is.” he explains in a sullen voice. “Everyday, I feel this emptiness inside of me. I keep longing for something, for someone. I don’t know. I’m not sure. But, I just want to keep coming back here. When I stepped inside, the uneasiness went away.” He reaches for your hand, his large hands cloaked yours. “I don’t remember living here. I don’t remember you. I don’t remember loving you. All I remember are pieces of you. I can only remember the way walking in this apartment makes me feel warm and calm.” He paused and took deep breaths as he began to cry.  

“I don’t remember who I was before. I just know that when I came in here, when I saw you. I felt at home.”

You listen to him and silent tears began to fall as you stare at his large hands that enveloped yours. Hesitant, you look up and look into his brown eyes that you loved so deeply. By the way his eyes drooped and the circles beneath you could tell he was tired. His hair was shiny and parted in the middle with his forehead exposed. You could tell from the way his cheeks caved that he hadn’t been eating as much. You missed staring at him, you missed everything about him. You wanted to place your hand on his face, pull him closer and never let go.

“Seokmin.” It was the only thing you could say and the way you said his name, the way your lips moved, the way you said it with so much sincerity and fondness, it was one of the things that reminded him of how much he loved you. He let go of your hands and placed his on the temples of his head. He groaned in agony and fell to the couch. Like a swarm, all at once the bits and pieces of the puzzle came together. Memories of the car accident, of the dinner he ate before he left your apartment and memories of you.

Even the song that was currently playing was the song you two danced to before he left, he remembered.

“Seokmin,” you bent down to him and placed your hands over his. “are you okay?” you panicked and ran to the kitchen to grab some water as he sat himself up.

“Are those the glasses we bought last Christmas?” he asked as you approached. You froze, dumbfounded, your grip loosened causing you to drop the glass of water. How does he know that.

“Love!” he stood up looking at the water and broken shards of glass on the floor. “Be careful.”

The four lettered word escaped his mouth without effort, almost involuntarily. He too was taken aback by his actions, but he was also relieved. Relieved that he no longer had to wonder why he felt certain ways when being reminded of you because now everything made sense. The emptiness, the longing, it was all because of you.

“What?” you looked at him, puzzled. Why was he calling you that? Did he remember?

“I remember,” he cried and with tear stained cheeks, smiled at you. He showed his bright gummy smile that made you fall in love all over again.

You covered your mouth with your hand and cried. You wanted to pinch yourself and make sure that this was real and not another dream. He began walking towards you.

“I remember I chose this couch because I thought it was soft and the color was nice,” he got closer and your tears continued to fall. “I remember that you hated the color of the cabinets and you had me pick a color for you so we could paint over it. I remember that we’ve been together for 5 years and I proposed to you a year ago.” he paused and looked at the turn table. “And…I remember this was the song we danced to the night before the accident.”

In his brown shoes, he stepped over the glass and was now face to face with you, his face inching towards you. “I remember everything y/n” he placed his hands on your cheeks caressing your face with his thumbs. He then hugged you. “ and I’m so sorry for ever forgetting.”

You wrapped your arms around him and hugged him tighter. The way his gentle arms engulfed your body assured you that this was not a dream. In that moment his arms squeezed a fraction tighter and you breathed more slowly, your body melting into his. Feeling him this close, made you feel more awake, more alive than ever.

“I love you,” he whispered with his lips pressed on your forehead. He took your hands and, like before, swayed your bodies to the song that echoed throughout your apartment. Just like that, the love that once slipped through your fingers made its way back into your arms and you were certain that this time, this love would remain.

𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐫

lee dokyeom x gn!reader

1.3k words, a night full of dreams and wishes, fluff, almost getting run over (?), kithes 😚, absolutely not proofread

a/n: had to finish this before i slept lol so i will sleep now

"I had a dream once," was how Lee Seokmin began the night's activities whilst sitting beside you in the grass on a hill overlooking the city below. It glittered like a sea of light, with the night sky above reflecting it through stars, fractures of light light-years away.

You tilted your head slightly in his direction, encouragement to continue. 

He braced one hand behind him to lean against it, the other resting on his bent knee. "I don't know if I should tell you just yet though."

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"My king" ~ Lee Seokmin

warnings: Royalty!au, King!Seokmin x servant!reader, childhood friends to lovers? Hidden love, fluff, angst (ofc, its me, what did we expect), Heartbreak, confession, a lot of fancy talk, generic old english women names (Mary, Elisabeth)

Word Count: 3085 (woops)

a/n: I swear I can write something without angst... Maybe... someday... ANYWAY thank you for 200 followers and 1k notes on horny cheol smut, it means more than you'll ever realize.
Also, not my best work.. I've been really struggling with my memory and just writing itself but I still like it since Arthur Kyeom has a special place in my heart <3

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As you stood by the window of the maiden corners, your nose was filled with the scent of fallen leaves made wet by rain.
Outside the woods extended as far as the eye could see.
Rows upon rows of willows, oaks and pine trees spread around.
Their orange and deep green leaves painting a beautiful picture.
Even through the yellow tinted windows, every inch of land around the kingdom seemed so delightful.

When you were taken in as an orphan, you’d never dreamed your faith would be like this.

From visiting the aunties down in the kitchen, snatching a few cookies here and there, to splashing the other servants when they were busy washing laundry.
It was no surprise that, since you grew up in this environment, you’d eventually turn into a royal servant yourself.
That’s how you found yourself, at age 20, as a servant of the young king himself.
King Lee III, who you’d known since he was just a little prince and you just a little girl, had chosen you himself.

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pairing: non-idol!hoshi x gn!reader

prompt: some thoughts :)

word count: ~0.6k

warnings: reader has chubby cheeks!! aside from that: n/a, just fluff + intentional lowercase & no proofreading

daisy’s notes: squishy

soonyoung liked your face.

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svt + jealous moments

S.Coups ❧ His jealousy protects what’s his. You’ve told him before that he can get quite intense and he’s aware of that. He can’t help it, though, not when it comes to you. But he tries. As long as nobody tries to touch you, he can cope. He gives you space, because he wants you to meet other people, he doesn’t want you to feel suffocated by him or like you can’t meet people without his supervision. He just gets worried when you’re out of his sight for a long time, especially at events where alcohol is involved. He tries to be sneaky, walking around leisurely and chatting around while monitoring you from afar. He’s just checking up on you. But he sends you a pouty look when he sees you’re still talking to the same guy who’s already bought you two drinks - he wasn’t counting - and who seems to be moving closer every time Seungcheol looks at you. You’ve been talking to him for at least an hour, and he is… jealous. No use beating around the bush, even if he doesn’t want to admit it. Your eyes are kind when you look at him, you send him a smile despite having to turn away from the guy, breaking the conversation for a second. He feels reassured - he’s your priority. It’s only after another hour seems to pass and you’re still in the presence of the same man that he joins you. He hears your chuckle when he doesn’t immediately melt as he usually does whenever he wraps his arms around from behind. He’s still tense as he greets your company and he’s annoyed by the guy being annoyed by his presence. But it all dissipates with a single word - Love? He sees the man frown, but he's no longer relevant. Because Seungcheol gets to call you the pet name right back, cherishing that you care for him and calm him down without being annoyed by his temper - or his pouting once you’re both alone.

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Seventeen reacts to their s/o's cat hating them

Ok I just randomly had this idea and have to write it down lol! hope you guys enjoy, I had a lot of fun writing this

Seungcheol:

• when your cat hissed and ran away from him he felt almost hurt omg
• "What did I do wrong??"
• wants to give your cat some space but also wants to befriend it asap
• gets scratched
• takes that as a hint to not bother the cat
• when you two are cuddling on the couch the cat will scratch him just for being too close to you
• "WHAT DID I EVEN DO??"
• since then he side-eyes the cat every time he sees it but still loves them because he knows your cat just wants the best for you lol

Jeonghan:

• as soon as he walked into your place, your cat gave him an angry meow
• tbh Jeonghan was just amused at how angry your little cat sounded
• "Wow Y/N, it sounds just like you when you're angry"
• that earned him a playful smack from you
• makes weird faces at the cat whenever its around for some reason
• "Stop bothering the cat Jeonghan!"
• "What? It's giving me a look..."
• your cat has just been staring him down since he's arrived lol
• eventually he warms up to the cat
• but the cat still doesn't like him lol
• your cat goes as far as attacking Jeonghan's leg but Jeonghan simply lets it attack him
• "If this makes it feel powerful then who am I to take that power away?" he says as the cat continues to grab his leg lol

Joshua:

• he looks forward to meeting your cat ever since you told him about it
• but as soon as they lock eyes with one another your cat runs away
• "Noooo where are you going?" he asks as he looks for the cat
• this makes the cat hide even more
• basically your shy cat will not be out in the open if Joshua is present
• "Y/N, pretend I'm about to leave and let's see if the cat will come out."
• "Josh, do you really think you can fool my cat?"
• you guys try out his plan but your shy cat can still smell his presence
• he feels bummed initially that your cat won't warm up to him
• but eventually he turns it into a joke
• "Here's Joshy!" he'd yell whenever he'd come over causing the cat to run away
• honestly your cat actually appreciates the warning sign to hide

Jun:

• I just know this man will be hurt and offended when your cat doesn't like him
• will do ANYTHING just to pet your cat
• doesn't care if he's scratched, hissed at, or bit
• just wants your cat's love okay
• "Y/N whyyy does it hate me??" he'd sulk :(
• "Maybe you smell weird"
• uses that as an excuse to cuddle so your cat will be more familiar with his scent lol slick
• ofc you agree haha but still it doesn't work your cat still hates him
• eventually sorta gets over it but still wants to one up the cat for jokes
• "Okay (cat's name), you win, but just so you know, Y/N loves me more!"

Hoshi:

• seeing as this man literally thinks he's a tiger, he thinks he and your cat will be the best of buddies
• he was dead wrong
• as he tried to pet your cat he was given a scratch in return
• acts all dramatic and sulky
• "Y/N it scratched me" he sulked as he showed you the new scratch on his hand
• you feel bad so you baby Soonyoung and give him a bandage and a kiss
• Soonyoung still didn't learn his lesson to back off
• constantly annoys your cat omg he can't take a hint
• it kind of becomes a playful game at this point
• you cat tries to attack him and he attempts to dodge
• at this point you learn that cats can beat tigers lol

Wonwoo:

• oh boy
• prepare for this man to be the sulkiest baby when your cat doesn't like him
• we all know how much Wonu loves cats and seeing your cat hate him makes him feel all the emotions
• he feels offended, hurt, betrayed even but internalizes those feelings lol
• he tries to get your cat to like him with new toys and treats but he got no love in return
• sometimes you'd just be cuddling and he'd go
• "Y/N why does (cat's name) hate me?"
• honestly you have no answer
• despite this, throughout your relationship Wonwoo will keep doing anything to win your cat's love, even if he gets hissed at :,)

Woozi:

• tbh he totally understands where your cat is coming from when it hissed and ran away from him
• he won't tell you he feels slightly hurt tho
• tries to play it cool
• "Oh (cat's name), nice to-"
• *cat hisses and runs away and hides
• "...not see you."
• his reaction just makes you laugh
• you're low-key kinda glad your cat doesn't like him
• because that means Jihoon will pay more attention to you lol

DK:

• he's always been more of a dog person, but mannnn was he smiling thru the pain when your cat tried to smack him
• kinda taken aback at first cause animals usually love him
• but then he's worried if he did something wrong
• "Oh my gosh Y/N did I scare your cat?? I am so sorry I-"
• "Seokmin all you did was just stand there"
• you explained to him your cat takes time warming up to people
• surprisingly gives your cat enough space
• but your cat is a little evil and stares him down constantly
• ESPECIALLY when Seokmin is a little too close
• he's lowkey more scared to be near you around your cat than your parents!

Mingyu:

• another dog person, is absolutely offended when your cat tries to claw at his beautiful face
• "DID YOU SEE THAT Y/N??"
• since that day forward, your cat and Mingyu have developed a love hate relationship
• Mingyu loves that you love your cat and loves the way your cat curls up to you
• he's also super jealous of the fact that a goddamn CAT is stealing you from him
• he'll playfully stick his tongue out at your cat whenever it comes into the room
• you once asked him why he did this
• "idk I'm establishing dominance or something"

Minghao:

• animals and babies love this guy so when Hao finds out that your cat of all animals hates him he is BAFFLED
• wonders where he went wrong when your cat hissed at him
• lowkey really hurt aw
• googles how to befriend a cat and tries all the steps but your cat is too busy being a hater
• after nothing works, he tries to brush it off like he doesn't care
• "Fine then (cat's name), be like that"
• his eyes light up when he thinks your cat is about to warm up to him only to be fooled when your cat tries to attack his foot
• still has hope that one day your cat will love him the harder he tries not to care lol

Seungkwan:

• he's sooo eager to meet your cat but is bamboozled when your cat darts away suddenly
• assumes that your cat is shy, so when he goes to look for it he is met with a hissy cat
• his hand has never retracted faster lol
• "WOAH!" he says with widened eyes
• you laugh at the sight before you as your drama king of a boyfriend rambles about how his hand could have been severed
• Seungkwan tries to give you cat a second chance by trying to play with it with toys
• that turns out to be a big failure when your cat just looks at him like he's crazy
• rolls his eyes and becomes a little sulky and jealous once he sees your cat act nice to you lol
• "Hello!? I'm right here!" he jokes as your cat gives him a death stare
• lowkey stays scared of your cat lol but hopes that the cat will warm up to him

Vernon:

• he LOVES cats!! he's so happy to meet your cat
• until your cat tries to attack his hand
• "Oh god! Chill!" he exclaims as he pulls his hand back
• reassures the cat that he's not an enemy and won't hurt it
• your cat is having none of that as it sassily walks away from him
• "Well I can see where your attitude comes from..."
• "Hey!"
• he still wants your cat to love him so he even goes out of his way to buy toys!
• your cat won't play with the toys with Vernon but he'll play with you
• he feels a little sulky but as a cat lover he knows that some cats are just moody
• has a lot of faith your cat will eventually befriend him, but who knows when that's gonna happen?

Dino:

• upon meeting your cat, he thinks its an absolute angel until it lets out the unfriendliest meow he's ever heard
• he's left agape as your cat darts away
• "Uh...did I say something?"
• for some reason your cat always gives Chan the death glare or a side eye
• poor Chan is just confused why your cat hates him like???
• initially he felt kinda offended but once he realizes your cat won't change he'll playfully go along with the cat's act
• if your cat decides to give him the death stare guess what?
• Chan is now giving it a death stare
• thus the stare off begins
• tbh their whole relationship is just stare offs
• you hope your cat will one day fall in love with those kind eyes the way you did
• but with your cat, anything goes.

peaches - jeon wonwoo

a/n: this was inspired by peaches by kai, its such a cute song <33  i also wanted to say thank you for enjoying my writing !! i do plan on writing often but i am very busy with school this semester but i will be trying to post whenever i can :D

wc: 2.9k

warnings: some language, fem!reader, fluff, height difference, some jealousy, kissing

wonwoo knew that you would have him wrapped around your finger the second he laid his eyes on you. the first time he saw you was when he encountered you at your job. you worked part-time as a barista. always greeting wonwoo with a small smile. your smile was what really captured his attention. every single day.

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