your best friend’s best friend offers his services as you keep complaining about your lack of… sexual gratification.

this is just a thank you to everyone who took the time out of their days and lives to read ‘And Now, Us’. These are just some behind-the-scenes moments and a few ideas that have been scrapped or what not.

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• THANK YOU
• To the taglist : oh my god there were so many of you I was so surprised but I hope you enjoyed it <3 It really motivated me to keep going sometimes.
• Anyone who reblogged, commented, liked and read I’m so incredibly thankful for you.
• This is my first smau with smut so I was going to be stressed but I wasn’t as stressed as I thought I would be.
• ORIGINALLY
• This was a fic I intended for Lee Know and I might still write his version but I don’t know.
• The massive angsty space in the middle of the fic was supposed to be due to Haechan’s jealousy. But I tweaked it a little and all of a sudden it was really fun to make Y/N the villain. I was very much spurred by everyone’s comments too.
• Chapter twenty seven was also supposed to be a smut scene but I thought a good old conversation would be okay (and I was also severely busy and barely had time to write) but I will probably write a bonus one day that includes smut if anyone is interested!
• But this story deviated so often from how I wanted it to go. Sometimes it was because of format (I like adding 9 slides every chapter) but also the comments as I said really got to me; due to my chronic shit stirrer-ness I played the part which made them super frustrating as a couple and Y/N as a whole.
• Not anyone’s fault but my own btw and tbh it made them really fun to write despite the fact I wanted them to be a couple you’d ship no matter what. But there was a few of you that wanted Y/N to practically drop dead.
• At one stage I could barely seem them as a couple - maybe personal stress got in the way? I don’t know. You can kind of see when these thoughts are happening to me, especially those who have been here since the start. Or you might not have realised - let me know. But it’s actually very fun.
• There’s a scene based on Liar and His Lover (the Japanese movie) so if you’ve seen it..! Or plan on watching it….
• Quiz What was the first chapter in which we (as an audience) can see Jisung’s contact name on Y/N’s phone for the first time?
• And the answer for everyone that can’t be assed : way too long in the story.
• Also the friend group was supposed to near oblivious about Haechan and Y/N’s sexual relationship, but they knew about her and Mark. I don’t know how that was going to work exactly but every now and then Chenle would make comments and Haechan would allude to it so often it was hard not to be so like 'yeah they fucked, so what?’ about it.
• Haechan, a very jealous man but also strangely very secure in his relationship.
• I didn’t even realise I had made some sort of love-hate relationship between Chenle and Jaemin until I was at the part where Jaemin left his exams early and Chenle made him feel better. I tried to reel that in a bit - their relationship was never supposed to be a parallel to whatever Haechan and Y/N were having. They were purely banter.
• Mark’s Y/N’s YES MAN though if you couldn’t tell.
• What happens next? Nothing noteworthy. They do go through problems every now and then like any other relationship. They break up once or twice but it always ends in tears and over silly little things. What they went through in the smau is always more hurtful.
• Y/N attends therapy! Discussing her fears and processing her behaviours because she still exhibits them in her relationship and she doesn’t want to lose him. One day she’ll proudly announce to the table that he’s the love of her life.
• Haechan attended therapy too for awhile - just for the hurt he went through. He went to four sessions before deciding not to go anymore - stating that he can move forward on his own. Or that he has a great friend group that has his back as well as his sister in law to help him if he needs it.
• You didnt hear it from me but five or so years into the future - he’s looking at rings and taking notes. But you bet she’s going to ruin it with a joke (and cry in the shower because she loves him so much).
• If you were expecting to read more smut, I’m so sorry. We’re in the same boat! But I hope you enjoyed it anyway.
• Again, thanks so much for reading!

author’s note : this is the shortest 'author’s confessions’ i’ve ever done but again, i want to thank you all for sticking it out with me these couple of months.

chapter fifty : a girl he loves (haechan’s pov)

*written*

word count : 1k

warnings : suggestive content (oh who knew?)

Haechan has a girl he loves. 

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seventeen as boys from my hoe phase

warnings : i have changed the names of the boys and nicknamed them all. Don’t be offended by some of these matches and the way I talk about them. This is purely for fun and I don’t associate them with each other in a normal everyday setting. oversharing maybe?

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