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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

I know mare/syncshells are an optional thing that’s just there for those who want to use it but if im being honest, i’ve kinda fell out of love with going to APs because it seems like all of them come with a syncshell, to such a degree that im kind of worried it would only be a matter of time that i get looked at as the weirdo odd one out if i draw someone vanilla (because that’s all i see as someone who doesn’t use mare) and get egged because “well teeth you obv mod why dont you join the syncshell huh??” Like this is a Me problem but it’s something i worry about!

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steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches asked:

Hey, I wanted to let you know that you're truly my favourite artist of all time, I feel.

If I had infinite money, I'd totally just be your patron of the arts, like an old renaissance nobleman with his favourite painter.

WAGH this is way too kind of you, thank you so much!!! 😭 It is already an honor to hear that food drawings speak to others the way they speak to me… It really does mean a lot :’)

spiritually it is like being a renaissance nobleman supporting their favorite painter when my very niche drawings are appreciated...

steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches asked:

Since you seem to be quite frustrated with Final Fantasy rn, would you ever consider branching out? Or, perhaps, returning to your roots? (⁠ ͡⁠°⁠ ͜⁠ʖ⁠ ͡⁠°⁠)

(I am psychically beaming the need to pick up Elder Scrolls Online into your brain, you wanna play ESO so so BAD, you want to explore Elsweyr and the Clockwork City, c'mooooon)

((I don't even have it, but I'm always so so close to breaking down and buying it, and more people just starting means I won't be alone 🥲))

Haha you’re right, I’m just very attached to FF14 so it making questionable decisions with everything about the game since the latest expansion has been upsetting to see :’)

I have thought a lot about starting a Skyrim or Morrowind, or hell even Daggerfall (it’s just such an ordeal setting up mods again cuz the mods and all my saves got wiped when I had PC problems, I get too exhausted just thinking about it 😭) I did play ESO a long time ago actually! I remember liking it a lot but left for reasons outside of the game and gave my account away, so I don’t think I could ever go back even though I remember having fun with it back when I played it ;;

For better or worse, 14 happened at a time I was pretty emotionally vulnerable and didn’t think I’d ever touch MMOs as a genre again, so it’s hard to really consider dropping it even though a lot of the current state frustrates me :’)

i just live vicariously through lurking moot pages to still keep up with what's going on in ESO... believe me I do feel the sting knowing im missing out on current TES cuz lbr does TES6 even exist

If I wasn’t so anxiety ridden and depressed that the move took so much out of me that I haven’t been able to make postable art this month and feeling like a worthless artist about that I’d be fully crashing out at the PCT changes fr like I’m looking at the guys mathing everything out and being like “Erm it looks like Hammer is entirely a loss in dps now, best to stick to spamming the 1-2-3 combo” on top of gigantic 200-300 potency hits every single paint motif took like great I’m so happy the only class in the game I genuinely love and fits my character got murdered in cold blood right in front of my eyes while everyone including the devs gassed me up into believing it would only be a small nerf and to not worry so much… I was on everyone’s side that it needed to be brought back down to earth, but I guess now that “being brought down to earth” turns out to be “a few feet under” (No it’s probably not dead but jesus christ) everyone gets to laugh and cheer that big bad PCT finally got nerfed and it’s fine because people only played it for the DPS pssshaw nobody actually *liked* this class fr fr hm what’s wrong Teeth I thought you agreed it should’ve been nerfed and anyway it doesn’t matter because you don’t raid, that’s the only content that matters after all! 🤪 Sorry am I supposed to have any faith in the same job designers who did what they did to BLM and even gave a few nerfs to MCH (?????????) HELLO????

more journaling at what point do i stop trying to force whitepills down my throat im going to try to draw something small to cheer up but man the game just continues to make me feel grim in spite of trying so hard to be optimistic and let things play out