(quick disclaimer that i received a free copy and that aaron and i are friends, for i am a man of honor)
anyway! i am a terrible friend because it took me a full six months to read this page-turner, which is a double shame because it's great. this is a book written with a deep understanding of disillusionment in faith and also, perhaps only glaringly obvious to a spreadsheet pervert like me, bureaucracy and how fragile and easily-manipulated it is when human beings get involved.
the characters in this novel are great. the tragedy of julia, our protagonist, is binding faith to the helpful work she felt compelled to do for her community. saeryth is our dashing, knowledgeable spy. francis is the newly-minted, theory-first young activist itching for action. paul is charming, reliable, and earnest. i loved spending time with these people, even through tragedy.
one of my favorite things about this novel is how straightforward it is about revealing tragedy. it feels just as it should: shocking, relentless, and completely discombobulating in the moment that it happens, with shockwaves sent out afterwards. my other favorite thing about it is the depressed bisexuals but that's a borderline obligatory compliment from me, a depressed bisexual.
trouble is, now i want a cigarette.