hii hello welcome, i usually go by mochi, but soup is fine too!! :3c
i’m basically just dumping my art here, enjoy~ :3c
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thank you for looking at my art, it genuinely means a lot!! <3
+ have silly dazai as a lil thanks :3
- mochi :3
hii ya’ll!!
i am trying this out for once ;; i never used ko-fi before, so please be patient with me!
and thank you so much!! all you support, nice comments and everything made me actually consider opening them, it really means a lot <3
This Is How the Story of Us Ends
In his reckless act to neither lose Chuuya nor the Port Mafia, Dazai lost himself.
1313 words of angst — Beast!AU skk — minor depictions of violence
He had a front-row seat just like last time.
Just like last time.
A few months too soon at sixteen he was waving off five of the oddest people he had come to know but who became his friends in those same few months. It was a day of death, but he was not alone—familiar faces surrounded him then, and it felt like a cold but understanding hug from every Port Mafia agent, including Mori, attending the wake. That death was familiar, inescapable, but never got any easier.
And now six years too soon at twenty-two he was waving off the last person he thought made it out alive from his past. Chuuya now thought himself foolish for believing in Dazai. For believing in them.
“I think I might’ve found something worth living for, after all,” Dazai said then at fifteen. He was a gangly, annoying kid—the most annoying Chuuya had ever had the displeasure of meeting then—and it was…such a weird thing to say. They were fifteen years young and had the whole wide world ahead of them for the taking. There was plenty to live for. Especially when death had become a constant in their lives. Dazai was just weird.
Sixteen…seventeen…eighteen. Chuuya came to believe him. Things seemed to look up. Dazai’s words were utter nonsense back then, but Chuuya understood as the years went on. And then at that same eighteen, it was all downhill from there. He never got his partner back after Dazai took up the mantle as the next boss of the mafia. What was a distant dream to cling to as a ‘what-if’ of them became impossible. There was no getting back Dazai. The framed portrait of the man staring back at him surrounded by so, so many bouquets of lilies and roses was forever trapped in Chuuya’s past with everyone else.
i finished it yayyy!! i had so much fun with this :3c
BIG BIG thank you to @thatghostinyourbog @msshinylemon @flapjacksboi @bloodredsugarknight @xkaez @xpsychedelicdreams
whaaaaa!! i wanna try doing this too ;;
please leave a character in the comments + the name of anime/game/franchise so i don’t get confused!! thank you!! :3c
EDIT: i got all 6 characters THANK YOU SO MUCH YA’LL!!
oh no mochi r u prepared for t3…. It’s finally out…. (If I’m not wrong)
oh yeah i saw that it’s out….. i am so not ready ;; w ;;
not after the voice lines and the new art and all qwq
i have to prepare myself before i watch it (and i need a friend to hold my hand) ;;;;;;
are you prepared? :3c
thank you all so much for supporting me so much, it rly means so much to me and words are hard, so this one is a big thank you and i love you to ya’ll <3
