Shout out to the autistic who’s abilities have regressed as they’ve gotten older.
“You didn’t used to be like this when you were a kid.” I know please don’t remind me
The older i got, the more i couldn’t cope with the life’s demands. My abilities stopped at the level of a 15-year-old. But nobody see it. the more I tried to handle life, the more I mask that I am not able to, the more my mental health get worse. After years of masking and trying, I had multiple burnouts and my abilities regressed due to every burnout more and more.
Yes I didn’t use to be like this when I was a kid. Because life was not so hard. I was able to cope enough, i was able to mask, i was somehow able to handle a life of a child. But that change in my youth. But you didn’t see and didn’t listen because at one side i masked my ass off and at the other side i wasn’t able to speak. I can’t communicate like others. I wasn’t able to speak about my problems and needs. I couldn’t even tell if I was hungry. And when I tell you, you don’t understand me. Yes I didn’t use to be like this when I was a kid, but now I am and it’s valid. Because being able to cope the demands of a life of a child is completely different to being able to cope the demands of a life of an adult.
whenever i find a good world heritage post i do my best to carefully remove unnecessary “why is this so funny!!” or “i cant believe i found the original” reblog comments. sometimes it takes a bit of work digging back through the reblog graph to accomplish this but fine art restoration is tedious but important work
if you’re in the throes of cosmic despair i cannot recommend museums enough. art or science or history it doesn’t matter. oh we’re all connected, all of us and everything, throughout all time and space, and no one, no one, no one is alone? awesome. that’s what i thought i just wanted to make sure.
Here’s a new(ish) ACEO painting. I’m pretty sure the colors are all wrong, still working out a long term monitor / calibration solution for my new computer setup 2.5"x3.5" watercolor / acryla gouache / multimedia
March 22, 2025 - Around 200 antifascists outnumbered the neonazis of the NVU four to one at a Nazi march in Baarn, the Netherlands. Embarrasingly for the NVU, around two-thirds of the Nazis had to be bussed in from Belgium and Germany. Large numbers of Dutch police brought in to protect their Nazi buddies used arbitrary arrests and beatings to keep the antifascists separated from the march. [video]/[reportback]
Description: While hunting Yetis in the Pamir Mountains, Nikolai Petrovich shot some scenic photos, which, when they were later developed, revealed a strange creature that had not been there at the time of filming. They described it as some sort of dog-monkey hybrid.
