so.. I came out to my mom.

I grew up in a Mormon house, this happened to my brother too. I was hoping it would be different because I was the last born. I was hoping she'd hug me and say "i'm proud"

i was fucking hoping.. that she wouldn't say those exact words she said to my older sibling.

but yes. my mom is taking me to conversion camp, and I'm so scared right now. I have no one else but myself to blame, I wish I had never come out. If I come back as Andie again, please remember me for who I wanted to be, not who i was forced to be. please god. i'm so sorry, i'm so scared and I don't know what to do.

small update. a friend messaged me, saying they can take me to a relatives house. i'm going there to avoid camp.

thank you @thebekashow for your message. it helped alot and thank you to the other person in reblogs.

I don't know if this is goodbye, but i will update tomorrow if I can.

please. stay strong my trans friends.

Thank stars, hope you’ll be ok