For months we (I) have wondered why Mapicc ended his Mawn/Zaun video saying "Me and Zam had made up, but it didn't mean we could team. If I could go back in time I would have never done mawn, but now that I have full control over spawn, I can't just stop”
They had a conversation that day, which was partially included in the video, where Zam forgave Mapicc for Mawn, but he cut out the part where they specifically became teammates again. Why would he do a complete 180 and seemingly ignore that conversation?
And then there's this Sunday. The first convo back since the Mawn video. 1:50:00
ZAM: they have no grudge against you”
MAPICC: “bro thats just not true”
ZAM: “it is. Its it cause-”
MAPICC: “It’s not true just cause they said it to you bro, I’m sorry”
They don't not have a grudge just bc they said they had no grudge.
they don't say "i love you" anymore, they say "you provide a spark in me. you make me want to do more. you make me want to feel more motivated to do more things. and i desperately want you around."
“it’s not gonna be as deep as you think” i was then shot 57 times.
I put togheter this little video for myself, and for the people who aren’t exactly caught up with what happened today between devotions on stream. so here! Have some of the most important clips that i cut down from the stream ^-^
the fact that Mapicc mainly wanted to meet up so he could apologize for wronging Zam… and now that they have each other back, Mapicc just wants to leave. it’s so.. doomed.
Near the end i actually had my jaw on the floor. i could not believe what i was hearing, because from analyzing their every interaction you kinda know how highly they think of each other, and like, just how much care is there from both parties. but they have always operated on assumption that the other knew. Hearing Zam communicate that openly for the first time ever to Mapicc. is… WOW….. too bad that these are the circumstances…. GAHHH okay