Hello everyone,
I’ve greatly neglected this place. Cobwebs have grown, amongst other molds, and I hate it. This blog used to be a place of refugee for me. I come back every now and then to dust off the countertops, but I never stay long enough to leave my footprints in the dust. The veils over the chairs always go back up.
To be upfront, and non-simileic like I usually am, I don’t know if I want to write or continue to write.
Keeping curt, my personal life has been busy and chaotic. I’ve had many things in the past year–few years really in particular, that have been continuously taxing on my being, and slowly I’ve begun to pull away from writing. I’m very particular about how I write, and what I choose to represent out, and the quality that I’ve recently produced was not up to par, but I wrote. I wrote because I wanted to, for myself, but I couldn’t keep doing it. I just–didn’t enjoy it.
Personally, what once was a fun hobby now became a chore. I couldn’t-can’t follow through a story when I have no motivation. I’m not ashamed, I just needed and need time for myself to figure out–me. Death, my mother’s cancer now in recovery, a failed job, failed relationship, and a thousand more times forced to begin and crusades have visited me and I’ve had no choice to house them. I’m not saying I have hatred, or resentment, or fear, its more of–life has happened. Life is happening. But I’m tired. Mentally and physically.
I just don’t have the space in my head to finish off stories that I dearly love at the moment. Not when all I want to do is rest. I wish to tell you how the Opal Eye of the White Fang ends, how Jimin in Show Me Your Teeth got his scars, and that epilogue to Fireflies…but I just…can’t right now.
This is something I should have done a while ago, I’m letting you know I’m going on a hiatus–indefinitely. You can still send me messages, ask, or whatever else. I have not abandoned this blog, I’m still here, I just don’t know when I’ll be back to writing.
So, even though I may not always be here actively posting or whatnot, but this place can still be your home. Please feel free to put your feet up. Come and stay awhile to read and forget the outside world. This is still your place, and you’ll always be welcomed. And I want to assure you, I’m fine. I’m really okay. That’s a promise.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Thank you for taking the time to read any of my work. I hope you’re doing well and know I miss you all.
Promise me you’ll take care of yourself? Again, always here if you want to just drop a message.
Always,
Danielle
