i want more tattoos so bad but dont got the money for that shit so i will just hope for a generous benefactor down the line

i feel like if i had a sugar daddy he would kill himself

debating on going all the fucking way to the east side of town to eat some cheap bbq that is so delicious … but nobody would ever dare to come with me … ?

I went to a screamo show in San Marcos today (cool) but then I started to be able to read everyone’s thoughts and wanted to peel my skin off (bad) but then I started to mosh and felt better (cool)

The first girl I ever had a crush on was when I was 18 and first moved out and started hanging out with this girl named Nina who was a very paranoid Maoist, she was very esoteric and introduced me to my favorite author. We used to walk around the city together and stay up all night watching weird shit on the tv till we passed out on the couch together. I was head over heels for her. I told all my friends how big of a crush I had on her. I was younger and more insecure about myself so I never really pursued anything and we ended up drifting away due to the circumstances of our own lives. She left a huge impact on me. The last time I talked to her she found my Instagram to tell me she saw me on the bus.