• itching to sign a contract for an apartment on the other side of the country! i want it to be settled! i want a date when i can move! i’m so excited to go on this adventure! going to study at a womens/transpeople-school which has a feminist angle to it and i could. not. be. more. excited. and also terrified? but my bf will be with me and that’s what matters. 

    • Posted on June 25th, 2020
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  • had surgery two days ago and now i feel like my arms are on fire :) and i feel constantly ill : ) ) ) 

    • Posted on November 15th, 2019
    but some more loose skin is gone so im happy about thatbut fucking hell i am so happy morphine exists........... or i would be constantly cryingpits my? fifth surgery in five yearssigh

  • guess who works at a secondhand shop now??? this hoe

    • Posted on October 3rd, 2019
    !!!!!!!!!i wanna buy everythingits a fucking strugglep

  • as someone who hasn’t watched a single episode of the latest season of the 100, i’m incredibly fucking confused when i see gifs these days

    • Posted on June 19th, 2019
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  • i have this issue where, when someone starts a convo about idk politics or something, i freeze bc i feel like i can’t put my thoughts into intelligent conversation? like i knOW what my opinions are but i’m so afraid of sounding dumb that i don’t know what to say. putting thoughts into words is so hard for me. i stumble and forget EVERYTHING i know that i know. u know? how do deal with this. 

    • Posted on June 16th, 2019
    pi want to have these convos but i just avoid it and i know people around me find it VERY annoying that i dont participate as i should?they probs think i dont care/am too dumb to know stuffu know???

  • ugh i really hate having to call places. it makes me panic like nothing else!!! eew

    • Posted on June 11th, 2019
    pHAVE A WORKING EMAIL SYSTEM INSTEAD U FREAKS

  • does anyone who follows me have add/adhd? i’d like to talkkk 

    • Posted on April 26th, 2019
    psent me a messageor an ask idkwhatever u feel comfortable withsend* gdi

  • guess who is attempting to write a book (again)
    it me
    its been years since i wrote fanfics, i’ve done a few wip novels in between then and now but this is my first original work that i might actually finish? 
    does anyone sit on some helpful tips and tricks on how to stay motivated and not procrastinate?     
    i feel like i’ve forgotten all the tricks i used back in the day 

    • Posted on April 22nd, 2019
    pused to be accioquillsi'm 60 pages in but i feel like i could've written so much morebut im so easily distractedi have writing sessions a few times a week and they rly helpbc i'm with someone else and they make sure i write which is hella helpful

  • im rly Sad today

    • Posted on January 10th, 2019
    its a weird weeka very weird oneand i don't feel v good lmaop

  • i still have so much packing to do,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and i probably wont even move in properly until after new years BUT STILL i wanna Get it Done u know

    • Posted on December 16th, 2018
    im inhaling coffee as we speakhope i can finish packing my roomi'll tackle the last bits tomorrow? probably?honestly im so tiredp

  • im tempted to change my url to a marvel one but idK IF I SHOULD

    • Posted on December 15th, 2018
    i cant fucking make my mind up im a disasterp

  • yikes the only solid company in my life is depression

    • Posted on December 15th, 2018
    pand anxiety

  • HEY GUYS guess what! i got my own apartment! im excited about a new chapter in my life but im also fucking tErrified 

    • Posted on December 11th, 2018
    there is so much to dO i can'tp

  • u know nano is going great when ur deep into necromancy research

    • Posted on November 5th, 2018
    p

  • imma try to get my head out of my ass and do something today. write? gif? idgaf just SOMETHING

    • Posted on September 11th, 2018
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