Another great photo of the grid, 1989, Chicago.

How my fridge looks is the real barometer of whether or not I have my shit together
Tell me why CeraVe moisturizer is now 15 fucking dollars
That skrillex mix made me realize how much I love listening to mixes. I used to download them all the time. On my ipod 👵🏼
So over the last few weeks I’ve realized that I was probably eating like 900 calories a day lmfaooo. Not even restricting on purpose but my body just gets into an intermittent fasting rhythm when I work evening shift. I don’t eat until about 11am-12 and then my last meal is at work at 5-6pm. And I don’t go to bed hungry. So ???? It honestly feels good not to eat a lot of food bc I tend to get acid reflux. But yea I guess if I want to build muscle I have to eat more 🥲 I’ve lost so much muscle mass it’s crazy. Like of course I couldn’t hold myself up on the fucking pole and of course I hurt myself. Shit. Live and learn I guess
I like my little life I’ve created here. I don’t depend on no man (thank fucking god) and just do whatever the fuck I want when I want without anyone giving me shit about it. Freedom
i just want to sit in front of the ocean for a little while