painting some classic scenes from ghibli movies!
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another weird life update that literally nobody asked for…if you don’t remember why you’re following me (seriously, why are you, i havent made a real post in like 4 years), let me reintroduce myself. hi, i’m taylor, used to be thereschemicalskeepingustogether, eversincewmet (lol)
still cant believe i made this account in 7th/8th grade…damn i was insecure about my identity back then ,, i made a tumblr because i didnt have anybody irl to talk to about the things i was feeling about my sexuality, my shifting views on the world, literally everything. i was shocked to find that within a few months, i had gained several thousand followers and found a community on here. sure it was panic! at the disco and it was all stupid memes, but really, to this day, 4 years later, there are some people i’ve met on here that i will never forget. shortly after i quit tumblr i went through one of the worst periods of my life as i entered high school. im doing way better now and, honestly, i never thought this day would come.
im not trying to be a motivational speaker or anything or like ,,,,, tell you “it gets better” cus i went through the worst years of my life to get to this point and i know being told “it gets better” really doesnt mean anything…like im talking crying in bed all day, never doing shit, being so mentally ill that i cant even shower or take care of myself right. it seems like another reality, looking at where i am now.
i guess all im saying is if you’re going thru something right now (which, if u even use tumblr in 2019, lets be real, ur going thru something LMAO) just find a community. any community. online, irl, whatever. if i learned anything, its that its 100 times easier when you have ppl behind you! i have so much love for this site even though its pretty much dead now, it’ll always carry a special place in my heart <3 toodles everyone and id be hella surprised if u read all the way to this point
hello friends it’s me taylor wow it’s been a while. im all grown up now! idk if anyone remembers me. i just came to say that it’s wild that i still get notes every single day on my posts LMAOO like y’all realize i ain’t use this acc for like 3+ years right? like i used this during my 7th grade emo phase LMAO. umm now i’m in 10th grade and life’s way better than it was before so if u made it this far with me u really saw it all. anyways tumblr is looking rough rn so i’ll leave. have good lives and love yourselves everyone
Anonymous asked: why did you quit tumblr and redbubble? D:
i quit redbubble because hot topic companies kept deleting my designs bc they can :( i quit tumblr simply because most of my brendon stan friends stopped using it lol. I’m on instagram at yingshiart if yall wanna hmu
brandondermer: dropping a nü music video Friday. here’s a BTS shot. can’t wait to share it with the world. it’s not what you think… or maybe it is… I don’t know what you’re thinking. I can’t read minds.
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