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I was born in the vacant / Wasteland of the faithful / You say prayers when you’re scared / To be careless and found ungrateful / I was born a defender / Of a hell made for sinners / And never did ever forget / That it’s still well equipped for quitters

— Mutemath, “Achilles Heel”

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An amateur orchid grower works in the window of his greenhouse in Silver Spring, Maryland. April 1971. Photograph by Gordon Gahan, National Geographic.

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If anyone remembers my name / If I’m ever known for anything / Let it be I ran into the night / Running with a firelight, firelight

— Matt Maher, “Firelight”

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A bonfire on the bank of a river in British Columbia, with snowy mountains in the background. August 2018. Photograph by Courtnie Tosana.

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Look! The LORD is coming from his dwelling place; he comes down and treads on the heights of the earth. The mountains melt beneath him and the valleys split apart, like wax before the fire, like water rushing down a slope.

— Micah 1:3-4, New International Version

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The old cooling towers from the decomissioned Rancho Seco Nuclear Power Station, on the other side of a lake. February 2007. Photograph by Tom Spaulding.

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Ain’t nothing come easy / No, nothing comes quick / It’s gonna hurt like hell to become well / But if we set the bone straight / It’ll mend / It’ll fix / And we’ll be well

— The Oh Hellos, “Theseus”

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Trash clogs a waterway in Zunil, Guatemala. November 2020. Photograph by Alexander Schimmeck.

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No, I am not afraid to die / It’s every breath that comes before

— The Oh Hellos, “This Will End”

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Alexey Akindinov, “Dance of Death.” 105.5x130 cm, oil on canvas, 2009. p. Collection of the Museum of World Funeral Culture, Novosibirsk.
“This is the retinue of death, which plays along with her, playing the violin. The image of death is impartial and friendly. It is illuminated by warm reflections from the burning flame of the fire, which symbolizes the energy of life. People dancing around the fire personify human action in earthly life. How to keep warm by the fire of life and not get burned? This question is asked by everyone who comes into this world.”

life is so funny because why am I obsessing over a character named frank

I tried something new and I’m super happy with how this came out!

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ID from alt: a stylised digital painting of a vibrant vase of flowers against a dark background. / end ID

two things that i think are important to remember when it comes to langdon and garcia is that he grins like a loon when she insults him, and also that the second santos accused him (right or not) garcia immediately told her to fuck off and dropped her

On Friday, the president signed yet another Executive Order, this time directly targeting funds allocated to libraries and museums nationwide. The Institute of Museum and Library Services (IMLS) is a federal agency that distributes fund approved by Congress to state libraries, as well as library, museum, and archival grant programs. IMLS is the only federal agency that provides funds to libraries.

The Executive Order states that the functions of the IMLS have to be reduced to “statutory functions” and that in places that are not statutory, expenses must be cut as much as possible.

[...] The department has seven days to report back, meaning that as soon as this Friday, March 21, 2025, public libraries–including school and academic libraries–as well as public museums could see their budgets demolished.

Actionable items from the article:

  • Sign the petition at EveryLibrary to stop Trump’s Executive Order seeking to gut the IMLS then share it with your networks.
  • Write a letter to each of your Senators and to your Representative at the federal level. You can find your Senators here and your Representative here. All you need to say in this letter is that you, a resident of their district, demand they speak up and defend the budget of IMLS. Include a short statement of where and how you value the library, as well as its importance in your community. This can be as short as “I use the library to find trusted sources of information, and every time I am in there, the public computers are being used by a variety of community members doing everything from applying for jobs to writing school papers. Cutting the funds for libraries will further harm those who lack stable internet, who cannot afford a home library, and who seek the opportunities to engage in programming, learning, enrichment, and entertainment in their own community. Public libraries help strengthen reading and critical thinking skills for all ages.” In those letters, consider noting that the return on investment on libraries is astronomical. You can use data from EveryLibrary.
  • Call the offices of each of your Senators and Representatives in Congress. Yes, they’ll be busy. Yes, the voice mails will be full. KEEP CALLING. Get your name on the record against IMLS cuts. Do this in addition to writing a letter. If making a call creates anxiety, use a tool like 5 Calls to create a script you can read when you reach a person or voice mail.
  • Though your state-level representatives will not have the power to impact what happens with IMLS, this is your time to reach out to each of your state representatives to emphasize the importance of your state’s public libraries. Note that in light of potential cuts from the federal government, you advocate for stronger laws protecting libraries and library workers, as well as stronger funding models for these institutions.
  • Show up at your next public library meeting, either in person at a board meeting or via an email or letter, and tell the library how much it means to you. In an era where information that is not written down and documented simply doesn’t exist, nothing is more crucial than having your name attached to some words about the importance of your public library. This does not need to be genius work–tell the library how you use their services and how much they mean to you as a taxpayer.
  • Tell everyone you know what is at stake. If you’ve not been speaking up for public institutions over the last several years, despite the red flags and warnings that have been building and building, it is not too late to begin now. EveryLibrary’s primer and petition is an excellent resource to give folks who may be unaware of what’s going on–or who want just the most important information.

Update 4/1/25:

As of yesterday (3/31/25), DOGE placed nearly all IMLS staff on administrative leave. They are prohibited from setting foot on the property, their email accounts are suspended, and all processing of grants has ceased. The union representing IMLS believes that previously approved grants will be terminated.

New Project

Hi All,

This is NOT an April Fool's joke even though I'm posting it April 1st.

I have a new project I'm working on, probably the biggest I've ever attempted. It's a book about writing low resource/field medicine.

I'm hoping to rough draft a chapter a month, and I want to be held accountable. The chapters are too big to fit into posts, so I'm posting them to a Google doc.

New chapters drop the first of the month. You can read them here:

I really don't think a lot of abled and low support needs disabled people realize how many of us rely on the kindness of others to stay alive. Imagine if your entire survival and existence was pinned to being likeable enough.

still utterly devastated by the terrible high cracking desperate sound of robbys voice ordering "we wait! we fucking wait!" btw. like. man

it was like poetry to me when dr. robby told dr. langdon to shut the fuck up

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The Pitt + textposts 1/?

also. I knew it was going to happen, but Dana getting attacked while outside on a smoke break made me feel sick. like genuine dread for what’s going to happen next