Soren isn’t always the most astute person, he knows. He misses things. He makes jokes at the wrong times. He doesn’t always catch the jokes that are being made.
Here with the Sunfire elves, there’s a whole bunch of other things going: a bit of a language barrier, and definitely cultural differences around dining and greeting and various other stuff that Ezran has mastered, but Soren hasn’t had to pay much mind to as a crownguard. He’s there to protect Ezran and pay attention.
So here he is, paying attention.
And the Sunfire woman sitting alone under a tree, away from everyone at the welcome feast, well… that doesn’t seem quite right. It’s true that she’s visibly pregnant, and that the festivities are loud, but…
Soren makes sure Corvus has an eye on Ezran (whose chatting happily his aunts) before he makes his way over to her.
Miyana, he thinks it is, looks up at him, squinting; the sun must be haloing his head. He watches vague recognition enter her eyes, her shoulders dropping, even if he’d likewise recognize the posture of a soldier—of a leader, of a general—anywhere, after two wars.
He gestures to a patch of shade. “May I join you?”
She presses her lips together like she wants to say no, but lets him sit down anyway.
Soren, to his own credit he thinks, does wait for her to speak first.
“You’re the dark mage’s son. The one who felled our great city.”
Soren grimaces. “Yes.”
“But you…” Miyana twists some grass between her fingers. “You defected, yes?”
“I did. Not soon enough to save your city, unfortunately, but… I fought with the Sunfire army at the Storm Spire.”
“I was defending our Outer Rim, at the time. I heard only of the battle as hearsay.”
“It’s easy to not believe things you don’t see with your own eyes.” Claudia believing their father over him in the dungeons rises, and Soren swallows it alongside the fresh lump in his throat. Miyana rests a hand over her belly and Soren wonders what sort of father Karim would’ve been, if he’d lived—if he’d wanted to be. “It’s not easy to change.”
Miyana’s eyes flash. “You do not have to make excuses for him. He left me in his messes time and time again, and—”
“I’m not making excuses. It’s just… hard to get stubborn people to see they’re stubborn, sometimes.” Soren turns his gaze away from her to offer some privacy, instead towards where everyone else is in the sun. It’s cooler here in the shade. “That their hatred and sacrifices are…”
“I… was under the impression your father had changed,” Miyana says, though Soren isn’t sure who would’ve told her. Surely not Opeli or Ezran. Maybe Terry had tried in an effort to earnestly smooth things over? The Earthblood boy had seemed immensely relieved to learn that Viren had stayed true to his word of going back to make amends.
“Yeah.” Soren picks out some grass and grunts. “Jury’s still out on my sister, though.”
Miyana hums, her expression more delicate as she lays a hand on her stomach. “The doctor says it’s twins… I don’t have any siblings of my own. I am not sure… what to expect,” she admits at last.
He thinks of Janai, the last of three—her younger brother and older sister both taken by Aaravos and their own pride and hatred. Of Claudia sprouting the wings of the beasts she hates to fly far, far away from him. Of Callum and Ezran, even, Aanya’s arrow poised at both their hearts at once, really.
“Nobody really does,” Soren says. “But they’ll always love each other. If they’re good to each other, and if you’re good to them. And even when we aren’t, I think.”
It didn’t guarantee a path forward, or even happiness, but—he’d thought, once, that Claudia could change and his father couldn’t. Now…
“Sometimes,” he says, “we have to give life—ourselves—the benefit of the doubt. Even with all the evidence otherwise.”
“It seems foolish,” Miyana replies, though she sounds uncertain.
“Maybe,” Soren shrugs. He watches Ezran laugh as Janai and Amaya entwine their fingers. “It’s hopeful too.”
When he looks back at Miyana, this time she’s smiling, small but there all the same. “Yes.” Her hand cups her belly more securely. “I suppose it is.”