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What War Is

(A sort of poem by me.)

What is war?

To me, war is

The streets of my city lined up with makeshift tents

The run-down school next to my place now hosting refugees

Every public school now closed because they are hosting refugees

Seeing places that were once so familiar to me, get destroyed in a wink

Passing apartments destroyed by bombings, and

Seeing workers already working on rebuilding them

The instructions and maps for bomb shelters on the website of my university

My professors constantly reminding us that we are going through uncertain times (but please take your responsibilities seriously)

The countless online lectures on stress management and living through times like these

The hybrid class arrangements where only a maximum of four students show up to class in-person, because many are out of the city or even out of the country

The extra burden of balancing stress from this situation and class requirements we fell behind on due to schools and universities closing for a while at the start

Learning the difference between the sound of a sonic boom and a bomb

Briefly mistaking every loud noise I hear for a bomb sound

Hearing more sirens outside than usual, and

Wondering more than usual where these sirens are headed to

Anticipating every day the familiar buzz of a reconnaissance drone over my city (I keep trying to troll it)

Losing sleep from being startled awake at night by distant bombings

The most depressing kind of packing for a trip ever

Living half a live in one place and half a life in another

Missing things I once took for granted

Texting and calling loved ones living in a certain area after a bombing, to see if they are still alive

My family always leaving the TV on for news and updates while I am catching up on my assignments

Me and others telling each other jokes about the politicians and military forces perpetrating the destruction

Feeling a certain sense of extra kinship with my fellow countrypeople

Discovering new points of view, on- and offline, new allies and new enemies, surprising or not

People online, living thousands of kilometers away, who see us as collateral damage or think we somehow deserve this suffering because of our political situation

Finding out how very little some people know about our lives here

Sometimes resenting people overseas for living their best life

Reminding myself not to let the situation corrupt my mind and turn me into an asshole

Learning more and gaining wisdom (but at what cost)

“Relatable” posts on Tumblr taking a whole new meaning

Understanding famous stories of war, real or fantasy, the true effects of war, more than ever

My friends and loved ones overseas asking me near-daily if I am okay, and

Me replying every time that yes, I am okay, I am safe

Being grateful that I am alive and well, but still not being quite happy

The awareness of the unreality of the situation

Living through historical times, and resenting it

Agreeing with others that we are experiencing a Lite™ version of survivor’s guilt

My weekly therapy sessions now becoming more necessary than ever

Generational trauma becoming not-so-generational-anymore

Oscillating between complete desperation, and determination to not give my enemies the satisfaction of my submission to fear

The tiredness and stress I carry, often without knowing, and

Being aware that everyone around me carries that same tiredness and stress, often without knowing

Reflecting on hypothetical scenarios

Reflecting on where to go

Reflecting on whether the next bombs will drop on me or on people I know

Reflecting on what I might leave behind

Reflecting on the possibility of suddenly losing everything I hold dear

Reflecting on the possibility of suddenly losing everything

Reflecting on the very possible eventuality of death

Reflecting on my life itself.

But even so, I see that I am privileged, because

I still have access to food and clean water (some don’t.)

I still have a roof over my head (some don’t.)

I still have access to my education (some don’t.)

I still have enough money to afford those basic needs (some don’t.)

I still have all of my brain, both my eyes, ears, my nose, both my arms, legs, and all my fingers (some don’t.)

I still have nearly all the trinkets and indulgences, useful or trivial, that are dear to my heart (some don’t.)

I still have some time to focus on leisure (some don’t.)

I haven’t developed any serious mental issues from all this (yet) (some did.)

I live in a relatively safe area (some don’t)

Me and my family have at least one option for areas to retreat to (some don’t.)

My loved ones are all still alive

I am still alive.

(some are not.)

Pinned Post raya reflects raya writes sonic boom chronicles my writing writing stuff original poem poetry (sort of) war on war free lebanon hands off lebanon i had the idea for this on my way to uni earlier this morning after seeing streets lined with makeshift tents i would be quite happy if this could spread beyond the confines of my tumblr space maybe i'll pin it
swordsoprano
i'm bread vinegar
swordsoprano
spinkertoot

"Skibidi toilet is a sign that this is the end of creativity as we know it, kids are so stupid nowdays, skibidi toilet is rotting their brains they're so cringe!!!"

You sound like your parents, don't you remember?

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Kids have ALWAYS liked stupid ass mindless shit because it's FUN and so completely non serious, as stupid as you think the stuff they like is, they're having FUN and It pisses me off when people start shaming kids for what they like because they're acting like it's so much for serious than it is. That is EXACTLY what every generation does, you are not the exception

oh DAMN internet in the late 2000s/early 2010s was such an Era™
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vro0ms-evil-twin

I fucking hate that the general response to RFK Jr's eugenist take on autistic people is "autistic people do pay taxes, autistic people do work, autistic people do date!"

Some autistic people don't and that shouldn't make them less worthy of life. Some autistic people do need constant help and support and that shouldn't make them less worthy of life.

Once again we're falling in the right wing trap of :

  1. They make a hateful, fascist statement
  2. Instead of focusing on the fact that it is hateful and fascist we try to show them that they are factually wrong
  3. We throw our own allies and the most vulnerable of us under the bus in the process
  4. We legitimise an only slightly less hateful, fascist view as we go
  5. They have completed their goal of making us accept the still hateful, fascist second version, hurrah. What a victory.

Right now what we're getting to with that is that autistic people who can work and pay taxes are okay, and the others aren't. Fuck this shit.

Same thing happens with the people who are being deported ("they have a visa!", "they didn't even have a criminal record!" -> even if they didn't have a visa, even if they did have a criminal record, deporting them and detaining them in what's essentially a concentration camp wouldn't be okay, you absolute tools of fascism.)

actually autistic
jayjtheunsuspiciousmelodicathem
dsudis

So wait are livestock guardian dogs to their flocks like… Clark Kent among the residents of Smallville? He’s been here since he was a baby, we all know him, and he’s… generally one-of-us shaped, uh, approximately. And then when something goes wrong he suddenly leaps into action and does some terrifying impossible shit none of us could do. And then comes back home and settles in like nothing happened and he’s one of us again.

relevant-catnik

Hmm.

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HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

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swordsoprano
redrikki

Some other insightful person before me noticed that the boy in this scene

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looks an awful lot like the boy in this one.

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I’m pretty sure it was a deliberate casting choice.  After all, Anakin is not only literally slaughtering that Jedi youngling, he’s also symbolically and emotionally slaughtering the innocent little boy he used to be. It’s also significant that the two scenes take place in the same location. The Jedi assault on young Anakin began in that room, and that was where he ended it.

You see, little Ani Skywalker of Tatooine was a good boy.  Everyone said so: his mom, his friends, random strangers, even his master Watto thought he was a credit to his species. Ani was loving son, a dutiful worker, and a generous person who performed random acts of kindness for friends and strangers alike. He had pride in his abilities, but it was justified and tempered by his understanding of his place. Yes, he had ambition too, but freedom is an understandable and worthwhile ambition, especially since wanted it for others too.  The Anakin who lived on Tatooine had a shitty childhood, but a solid and generally positive sense of self. He was a good boy and he knew it.

Then he stood in the Council room and found out he was wrong. He wasn’t a good boy, he was dangerous. His concern for his mother? Dangerous. His desire to help others and damn the consequences? Dangerous? His Force powers and various skills? Dangerous. His ambition? Dangerous. 

Anakin’s introduction to and initial rejection by the Council was the start of a 10+ year campaign to utterly destroy his sense of self. The Jedi told him that all the things that make him Anakin are wrong and bad and dangerous. They treated him with suspicion and distain and made him doubt himself. Anakin from TPM is outgoing and self-confident. Ten years later, Anakin in AotC is hesitant, deferential, and easily lead. He has been taught to doubt and even fear his own thoughts and feelings because he is, after all, dangerous.

Anakin falls. He makes the decision to use his powers for evil and slaughters a room full of children (among others) and that’s on him, but if it hadn’t been for the Council’s initial act of psychological violence he wouldn’t have.  If he hadn’t been carefully taught to fear himself, if he hadn’t been conditioned to do what he was told, he wouldn’t have given himself to the Dark Side.  After all, Anakin Skywalker was a good boy, right up until he found out he was dangerous.

purplemika

In episode I almost everything Anakin does is directly related to helping someone else. Like, you can find the dialogue cheesy/annoying and his abilities might be too much for your suspension of disbelief, but the actual things he does are almost entirely for the benefit of other people. 

Flash forward a decade or so and it’s clear that the Jedi have either ruined him themselves or not prevented Palpatain from ruining him (which is effectively the same thing because a] he was a child in their care and thus their responsibility and b] protecting the innocent from Sith is, as far as I can tell, literally part of their job). 

flaminganakin

When Anakin first arrived on Coruscant, Palpatine asked the Jedi if they’d let him meet with Anakin privately, and they agreed. 

Let me repeat that: 

A grown man who happened to be the most powerful person in the galaxy asked for unrestricted access to a ten-year-old child, and his guardians acquiesced without even questioning why a grown man would want private meetings with a child. 

Oh, and here’s the kicker. They used Anakin’s close relationship with Palpatine–THAT THEY FACILITATED–as another justification for their not trusting him. 

redrikki

Yes to all of this.  This is what I’m saying.  Palpatine’s gas lighting wouldn’t have worked if the Jedi hadn’t done it to Anakin’s first.  Anakin wouldn’t have been in a position to be gaslit by Palpatine if the Jedi hadn’t handed him to their friendly neighborhood Sith Lord on a silver platter. Those kids did not deserve to die, but Anakin didn’t deserve what happened to him and it wouldn’t if his legal guardians actually invested some time and effort into, I don’t know, GUARDING him. 

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jayjtheunsuspiciousmelodicathem
kim-jong-chill

i need feminism because when jesus does a magic trick it’s a goddamn miracle but when a woman does a magic trick she gets burned at the stake

mattheuphonium

fabulous 

tockthewatchdog

i mean they did also kill jesus. that was a pretty significant thing that happened. like i understand where you’re coming from here but they very much did kill jesus.

counterpunches

#HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY

happy good friday!!
blackseaxtc
amalalkfarna-0

No Food. No Water. No Aid. For 7 Weeks.

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My children are starving.
They cry themselves to sleep every night—
not because they’re tired, but because they are hungr
y.

There is no food to give them.
No clean water.
No medicine.
No way to keep them sa
fe.

I am a mother in Gaza.
I have nothing left but my words, and I am using them now to beg you
:

Please.
Help us. Feed us. Save us.
Don’t let my children be next.

Donate whatever you can.
A small act of kindness can keep a child alive another day
.

Please Donate now:👇👇 👇

📢 Let your heart speak. Let your humanity act

jayjtheunsuspiciousmelodicathem
what-even-is-thiss

Here’s how to tell if a language is easy to learn

  • None of them are easy
  • They’re all stupid and terrible and will kick you in the nuts
  • That being said
  • Languages similar to ones you already speak
  • Languages you have a lot of motivation to learn
  • Languages that have a lot of resources and media to watch and/or listen to and/or read
  • So, if you’re reading this with relative ease (aka you speak English fluently) probably French or Spanish
  • Do whatever you want though idk
  • Don’t just choose a language based on how easy it is
  • Unless that’s what it takes to keep you motivated idk
  • Go learn Frisian or something
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Frisian is an endangered language and it sounds just fine. Hitting you very very hard with a very large fish.

what-even-is-thiss

Respect minority languages or die by my comically large fish