寄り添えと、わたしに言うなお前らよ、突き飛ばしたのは一体誰だ
“Come closer,” you say, But don’t tell me that, O you all. Who was it that pushed me away?
「人の 不安って 時には"未来"から やってくるんだよ……
たとえば 何かを 決断した時
その決断が 自分にとって よかったのか
もっと幸せに なれるのか 不安になるよね
でも みんな "今"のほうは 見落としがち なんだよね
たとえば 朝起きたら 天気が よかったこと
美味しい 料理を食べた こと……
そんな些細な ことでも 思い返して みれば
自分の人生も 案外悪くないと 思えてくるんだ
未来のことは まだ起こって ないことだから
悩んだって しょうがない
けど 少なくとも 私たちは この毎日を 精一杯 生きていける……!
一瞬の 出来事に 嬉しく なったり つらく なったり する……
それって何か 意味があること なのかもね」
高姸『隙間 3』
Today started with a walk with Squish (1.66 miles of hills!).
After that, post op. My scar wound has scabbed over, finally, thank goodness. My belly button wound has developed a fungal infection. 😖 more wound care for me.
One of these days I’m gonna go in a hot tub. Seriously.
After the appointment, I had some shopping to do. Husband sent me down to the swanky liquor supermarket to stock up before the tariffs. First world solutions babey! So now we have so much liquor, and all I want to do is drink it. All of it. But that’s not what it’s there for, we’re not partying tonight, we’re drinking in moderation for months. I’ll make myself one (1) cocktail when I’m done with my sparkling water.
Tomorrow is Hawaiian Shirt Day at work. I have one, but it’s so boring! I’ll wear it with jeans and a t-shirt anyway, win some raffle tickets for prizes. (We don’t all get gifts, but there’s a raffle with some cool prizes)
(Friday is Hat Day and also a snowy day. Probably wear a beanie.
Saturday is Sportsball Day, and I have a big, warm Avalanche hoodie that I can wear.)
Anyway. I wish I was in a hot tub right now. Or at least a hot bath where I could shave. I swear it’ll be like shaving a bear. I need a chainsaw, not a razor 😂
Simple day
Translated from a @jasmine7031 photo
Thank you so much for painting my photo.
It feels so different through your colors — warm and full of life.
I really love it.
when the tide comes in 🌊
「ジョジーとぼくは、これから世の中に出て互いに会えなくなったとしても、あるレベルではーー深いレベルではーー常に一緒ということさ。ジョジーの思いは代弁できないが、ぼく自身は、きっといつもジョジーみたいな誰かを探しつづけると思う。少なくとも、ぼくがかつて知っていたジョジーみたいな人をね。だから、嘘じゃなかったんだよ、クララ。当時の交渉相手が誰なのか知らないが、その人が僕の、そしてジョジーの、心の中をのぞけたら、君がだまそうとしたんじゃないとわかってくれるはずだ」
カズオ・イシグロ『クララとお日さま』
It’s almost time for one of my favorite holidays: Dispatch week!!
April 13-20 (this year) is National Public Safety Telecommunicators Week. (insert thin gold line emoji here) Practically, that means the bosses show appreciation for us, give us food and gifts, and here at Big City Ambulance, let us dress down.
I’ve worked some places where it was acknowledged with an email. (Lookin at you Rural/Metro) This place goes all out!
I am most excited about the dress down portion of the festivities. I understand why we have the uniform, because we are extra and must show our pride in it. (Police dispatchers and calltakers dress down all the time, fire dispatchers wear t-shirts with the department logo, we wear full uniforms) But it leaves some to be desired in terms of comfort.
I’m planning my outfits already.
Anyway, I’m stoked. I’m wearing a skirt tomorrow, one with a stretchy waistband. *squee*
First plate is scallop and spring veggie salad.
With scallop, there is bamboo shoot, warabi, tara no me, hana wasabi…
All together in jelly style. Very tasty.
moo deng vs the world
いちはつ、八重桜、天門冬
色彩盛花様式本位
こでまり、山吹、鳴子百合、貝母百合
瓶花
研究会会場のお花です。