i'm leaving </3
this is my official love note to tumblr, and my corner of stayblr.
for months i have been feeling unmotivated and unhappy with my life. i didn't want to write, i didn't want to upkeep a blog, i didn't want to do anything.
about a month ago i told myself that after finishing my series and my requests i would leave. well, i've done neither, and i'm leaving. at this point in my life i don't have any spare time for things that don't bring me joy.
i still love kpop, and i still love stray kids (and the million other groups i care about) but i've become disenchanted. i guess the anti-delusion pills worked. i don't fantasize the way i used to.
to my 98 followers (we never even reached 100 :,) half of which are moots and the other half are inactive, i love you all so, so, incredibly dearly. you kept me sane and gave me a purpose during my freshman year of college when i had no one and was nobody. thank you for being my friends, entertaining me, and writing works worthy of being published.
to the people who sent me requests, i am incredibly sorry! i cannot give you the quality fanfiction you deserve even if i took another year to fulfill them. please, with all the love in my heart, take them to someone who can write what will make you happy.
thank you all in advance for understanding. the biggest hug and the biggest love and the biggest happy lives to each and every one of you, even if i don't know you.
this love letter is to give me the closure i need to leave this blog that i have attached feelings to. i will be deactivating within 24 hours.
i love you all, stay happy <3
