Just imagining after missions skk grabbing food together. Dazai not ordering enough (cuz he doesn’t really like eating) and so Chuuya orders some extra and then shares it under the guise that he’s really annoyed Dazai is taking his food. It’s how he gets Dazai to eat more even when he can’t be bothered to argue about it.

Chuuya usually over-orders a bit anyway. Call it a symptom of still remembering what it felt like to be starving, wholly empty, at the age of 7, or even in the years following, after food had become much more stable for him (which isn’t saying a lot when you started out not knowing what bread was), when he still couldn’t quite eat his fill. 

Now that money wasn’t an issue, food wasn’t either. Except that his shitty partner insisted on eating like a bird rather than a boy. No wonder he was so scrawny. And yet, why was Chuuya the one still not growing? It wasn’t fair. 

There was always that loophole though, without arguing, or with only pretending to argue, if Chuuya let Dazai steal some of his food then acted annoyed, mysteriously Dazai would eat til he was so full he complained. Chuuya tried not to smirk too obviously at that, whenever he attained his goal, covered it with a vindictive laugh instead and a “that’s what you get for stealing my food” as if that wasn’t the intent the whole time. This was one thing he wasn’t sure even Dazai had figured out, after all this wouldn’t be a natural assumption to make based off their relationship. And if Dazai knew, then Chuuya wasn’t sure he’d still play along. So turns out the teenager didn’t know everything. Go fucking figure.

Just imagining after missions skk grabbing food together. Dazai not ordering enough (cuz he doesn’t really like eating) and so Chuuya orders some extra and then shares it under the guise that he’s really annoyed Dazai is taking his food. It’s how he gets Dazai to eat more even when he can’t be bothered to argue about it.

Chuuya usually over-orders a bit anyway. Call it a symptom of still remembering what it felt like to be starving, wholly empty, at the age of 7, or even in the years following, after food had become much more stable for him (which isn’t saying a lot when you started out not knowing what bread was), when he still couldn’t quite eat his fill. 

Now that money wasn’t an issue, food wasn’t either. Except that his shitty partner insisted on eating like a bird rather than a boy. No wonder he was so scrawny. And yet, why was Chuuya the one still not growing? It wasn’t fair. 

There was always that loophole though, without arguing, or with only pretending to argue, if Chuuya let Dazai steal some of his food then acted annoyed, mysteriously Dazai would eat til he was so full he complained. Chuuya tried not to smirk too obviously at that, whenever he attained his goal, covered it with a vindictive laugh instead and a “that’s what you get for stealing my food” as if that wasn’t the intent the whole time. This was one thing he wasn’t sure even Dazai had figured out, after all this wouldn’t be a natural assumption to make based off their relationship. And if Dazai knew, then Chuuya wasn’t sure he’d still play along. So turns out the teenager didn’t know everything. Go fucking figure.

Just imagining after missions skk grabbing food together. Dazai not ordering enough (cuz he doesn’t really like eating) and so Chuuya orders some extra and then shares it under the guise that he’s really annoyed Dazai is taking his food. It’s how he gets Dazai to eat more even when he can’t be bothered to argue about it.

Chuuya usually over-orders a bit anyway. Call it a symptom of still remembering what it felt like to be starving, wholly empty, at the age of 7, or even in the years following, after food had become much more stable for him (which isn’t saying a lot when you started out not knowing what bread was), when he still couldn’t quite eat his fill. 

Now that money wasn’t an issue, food wasn’t either. Except that his shitty partner insisted on eating like a bird rather than a boy. No wonder he was so scrawny. And yet, why was Chuuya the one still not growing? It wasn’t fair. 

There was always that loophole though, without arguing, or with only pretending to argue, if Chuuya let Dazai steal some of his food then acted annoyed, mysteriously Dazai would eat til he was so full he complained. Chuuya tried not to smirk too obviously at that, whenever he attained his goal, covered it with a vindictive laugh instead and a “that’s what you get for stealing my food” as if that wasn’t the intent the whole time. This was one thing he wasn’t sure even Dazai had figured out, after all this wouldn’t be a natural assumption to make based off their relationship. And if Dazai knew, then Chuuya wasn’t sure he’d still play along. So turns out the teenager didn’t know everything. Go fucking figure.

I yern for it

You think you're doing fine in life and then you remember you have beef with a 17 year old:

Dazai you look like you need a nap, and some vitamin c, not be handing out reasons to live to orphans

“Yes I can give you a reason to live” said the man with the most dead inside stare in human history

i saw a license plate this morning that said ‘drgn slr’ which probably means ‘dragon slayer’ but ‘dragon slur’ is funnier. dragon faggot. draggot if you will.

Right now is such a great time to be a bsd fan. I feel like we're currently getting everything I've been wanting and more:

• Sskk are facing a conflict that only they can handle. Not skk, not Ranpo and the ADA. Only Atsushi and Akutagawa can pull off a battle against Amenogozen
• A ton of information about Atsushi's role, abilities as the bookmark, and even his hallucinations
• Atsushi gaining a better understanding of Akutagawa through not only finding out about his past but witnessing his memories of it from his perspective
• Dazai-Headmaster parallels for daaaays
• Akutagawa has not coughed once

This is all the culmination of so much. Sskk will truly come out of this stronger than ever and I am so so hyped for it