Yoo just discovered ya, wanna know how your ed Journey started! :) Also you're cute:π₯°
awww. Thanks! I think Iβm currently on the recovery state of my ed but I was in my lowest last year. about how it started..well..after a forced breakup with my first boyfriend and a sudden transfer to a new school, I discovered I had lost 5 kilograms without even noticing! This made me fall in love with the process of racing to lose more weight. I hit a plateu of 42 kg since I am short af (4β11β) I met this girl named ana (yes ana) who was a broken idol to me. She played the guitar, read literature, drank earl grey tea and had an ed. How sexy. I fell in love, constantly seeking validation.
My situationship with ana failed but the ed stayed. I kept losing weight, skipping lunch, dumping all my dinner in the bin, throwing up when forced to eat. In less than a year, I went from an initial of 50 kilograms to 36 kilograms. I was so proud of myself. Everyone asked me for weight loss tips. My south asian parents however deemed being skinny as extremely unattractive and oh well i dont care After moving to Brisbane, I tried to go back to healthy eating because I have a crazy workload here. I need fuel. Thankfully my weight machine got drenched and stopped working so I havenβt weighed myself in ages. Iβm probs around 39 kg now. THATβS BORDERLINE HEALTHY LMAO and I feel so much stronger though. from fat to skinny, Iβve done my bit. I wish I could give you a ref photo but idk that feels weird
