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"Fuck it, we dwell in motherfucking hope" โ€”@pressdbtwnpages I am actually Bethany. She/her, tumblr old.

Iโ€™m reading that new memoir about working at Facebook,โ€Careless People,โ€ and itโ€™s just fucking insane.

At one point Facebook wanted to be an international hub for organ donation. The โ€œLean Inโ€ lady asked why she couldnโ€™t go down to Mexico and buy a kidney if her four year old needs one. This is literally on p.57. What the fuck else is going to be in this book if that is on page 57

Facebook also had to have protocols for armed raids of its foreign offices because they violated so many laws or failed to pay taxes or comply with other official protocols!! How is this a company that still exists!!!

โ€œDoing jail time in a foreign country is not a reasonable ask from your bossesโ€ โ€” legitimately an argument the authorโ€™s husband had to have with her!!

Is this what gilded age readers felt like when they read Upton Sinclairโ€™s โ€œThe Jungleโ€???

Though strangely nothing Mark Zuckerberg does is worse than Sheryl Sandburg, who comes across as an unhinged hypocrite who uses her uncontrollable anger issues to cultivate a reign of terror, I am justโ€ฆ baffled and appalled at how much Zuckerberg does not care about the world outside of Silicon Valley. There have already been two instances of him trying to wear a hoodie to state visits, and not in a Zelenskyy protest way. He just doesnโ€™t like clothes that are not hoodies.

Wow they just abandoned a team member in the middle of an out of control crowd in Indonesia! Horrible company!

Guess who Mark Zuckerberg thinks is the best president of all time?

Hint: itโ€™s Andrew Jackson!

Another mind-boggling line: โ€œI think the point at which you have to explain Nuremberg to the head of the team leading your China entry is probably a red flag.โ€

Real exchange that happened between book author and the head of the DC office:

This conference room detail seems like too much for satire. But it isnโ€™t!

This book has gotten so insane I canโ€™t even summarize anymore. I can only post photos of this moment where Sheryl Sandberg wears her pajamas on a private jet and tries to make her heavily pregnant employee cuddle in bed with her on a flight back to California from Davos, Switzerland.

Following this, we discover that Sheryl says, โ€œyou should have gotten in the bed,โ€ and ices out the narrator. Sheryl also has her assistant Sadie buy $10k of lingerie for her, and $3k of lingerie for herself, after which Sadie has to go to her house to model the lingerie and stay overnight. What the actual fuck.

Woooow FB knew the whole time that Trump was using trolls and spreading disinformation before the 2016 election but because they were making so much money off of it, they were just fine with it. They completely ignored the author pointing out how Duterte had done the same thing.

Direct quote on p 251: โ€œOutrage is a lucrative business for Facebook right now, a month before the electionโ€ฆ.โ€

Jaw-dropping.

Guess who lied to Congress about how the Chinese Communist Party would apply its laws and regulations to Facebook?

Mark Zuckerberg!

A lot of this later stuff about Facebookโ€™s attempts to get into China are going a little over my head but I can see why Meta was trying to discredit the book and shut down reviews. Sheโ€™s whistleblowing violations of US AND international laws. I doubt theyโ€™ll see consequences under Trump but YIKES

โ€œBy now it feels like the day-to-day at Facebook is lurching from one dismaying shit show to the next.โ€

SEEMS ACCURATE

This is so evil!!!

I donโ€™t even know how to summarize the particularly heinous things that happened with Facebook in Myanmar and Iโ€™d have to take photos of the whole chapter to select bits but BASICALLY

-thanks to a telecoms deal Facebook came preloaded on a lot of mobile phones and often time on FB didnโ€™t count towards your minutes so to many in Myanmar Facebook WAS the internet

-nonetheless FB was not optimized for Burmese, Myanmar was not renders on Unicode, and the terms of service were translated extremely late and passed out on paper flyers instead of posted anywhere. FB in Myanmar had little to no oversight and there was only one contractor in Dublin monitoring hate speech in Burmese even when there were LITERAL RIOTS caused by misinformation posted on Burmese FB

-Myanmar was not a priority for FB leadership so after LITERAL RIOTS they only hired one other contractor who seemed to remove posts from peace activists rather than hate speech or posts calling for violence

-due to what seems like internal politicking against the author, the person she tries to hire to be in charge of Myanmar in the right time zonenever gets hired

-FB higher ups were warned in advance of huge misinformation efforts like troll accounts and takeovers of fan accounts for pop stars but did nothing, leading pretty much directly to what the UN calls genocide and crimes against humanity

Why did it all happen? The authorโ€™s conclusion: higher ups โ€œdidnโ€™t give a fuck.โ€

Wow and after all that they fired the author for reporting sexual harassment from her Bush-trained, Trump insider boss

Holy shit was this a harrowing read. These insanely rich people have so much money they are insulated from the consequences of any and all actions and donโ€™t care what countries they smash as long as they can pull money from the wreckage

By the way... Zuckerberg doesn't want you to have the option to read this book.

If you can you should get it.

โ€œYou looked so beautiful. Ethereal. Other-worldly. Stopped my breath for a minute.โ€
They share the silence a moment, lost in that time when so much was unsaid, so much forbidden, so much buried in subtext and gestures and longing.
Those things arenโ€™t forbidden now.
โ€” place a poppy in my hair, a one year later lovers' vigil fic by @scarletslippers

Happy birthday, Allison! ilysm ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿฆ

how i'm handling my students using AI to write papers:

-don't accuse them on using AI from the get-go and instead ask them to informally define all the huge words that they used in their essay which i know they don't know the meaning of

-ask to see their original file where they "wrote" the essay. go to version history to see if it was just copy and pasted and then just edited a bit. i keep an eye out for the shit like "certainly! here's an essay about...."

-if they own up to it, they can re-do the assignment for a higher grade even if there will be an automatic penalty. if they don't, i process it like plagiarism and get my supervisor involved.

And this is much better than the immediate accusations. Some students have a good vocabulary. Stop accusing them of faking their essays without proof, and this is a good way to check.

Fellow students please stop using AI, go back to promising not to kill the school nerd if they do all your homework or something.

NJ Democrat senator Cory Booker takes the floor in protest of Trump/Musk, "saying that he will keep going โ€œ'as long as I am physically able'.โ€

โ€œI rise with the intention of disrupting the normal business of the United States Senate for as long as I am physically able,โ€ Booker said at the outset of his remarks. โ€œI rise tonight because I believe sincerely that our country is in crisis.โ€

โ€œIn just 71 days, the president of the United States has inflicted so much harm on Americansโ€™ safety; financial stability; the core foundations of our democracy. โ€œThese are not normal times in America. And they should not be treated as such in the United States Senate.โ€ -source

I am posting this at 2:30am EST. He has been speaking since 7PM EST. This link (at this moment) is to a live stream.

FUCK YEAH, JERSEY!

So very proud of my state at the moment.

โ€œSo, uh, what are you wearing?โ€ Nancy laughs softly and looks meaningfully down at her oversized cardigan and jeans before taking his question seriously. She knows his thoughts must run deeper than inquiring about her attire for the Loversโ€™ Vigil. โ€œWhy, you want to make sure we match?โ€ โ€œNo, I, uh, I donโ€™t know.โ€ He ducks his head in a blush. โ€œI just wanted to know if youโ€™d be wearing a flower crown again.โ€

Happy belated birthday, Allison! ๐ŸŒธ

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There are several protests across the world, across the nation, and across your state! Fight fascism and find one in your city! This is not a time to let others take the lead. Call in sick. Drop your kids off with grandma. Show up. Be heard. WE WON'T BACK DOWN!

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Nancy Drew rewatch โ€” 1.14 'The Sign of the Unwanted Guest' "I directed season 1 episode 14 when Nancy and Ace are in the library and they read that love letter from Ryan and Lucy to each other. I remember this so vividly. I remember Kennedy and Alex coming up to me with these mischievous grins on their faces saying, โ€˜I think that Nancy and Ace maybe have a thing. I feel like they have chemistry and this could be a really interesting thing to explore.' In the moment, I remember looking at them and thinking, โ€˜Well, you guys have the same color eyes. Maybe thereโ€™s a twist later that you are siblings?โ€™ So I had them read the love letter to each other and they were so right about their chemistry." โ€” Amanda Row

endless night

The fact that Antarctica is a whole ass continent which had diverse ecosystems for hundreds of millions of years and is now a barren expanse of ice never ceases to freak me out.

Expanse of ice? Yes. Barren? Only kind of. Yes 99% of the continent is icy leaving only one 1% available for plants but! On that one percent, 100s of different unique species of mosses, lichens and other plants are crammed in. There's even two flowering plants, Antarctic hair grass (Deschampsia antarctica) and Antarctic pearlwort.

These moss beds are like a micro forest that is bursting with unique, mostly microscopic, life.

Penguins are, of course, the most common bird on the continent, but they're not the only ones. Albatros are (relatively) common in the region and lay their legs on the sub-antarctic islands.

Petrel birds can be found all over the coastal regions, while the south polar Skua can be found all over the continent and has been sighted at the pole itself.

Other species of bird, mostly found in the islands, include gulls, turns, cormarants, sheathbills and there's even a type of fresh water duck on South Georgia, the Soth Georgia Pintail.

And all of this isn't even talking about the amazing range of seals, whales, fish, squid, and krill that frequent the surrounding waters. It's easy to look at the aparrently barren wasteland of what is technically the world's largest desert and only see the endless night, but in doing so, you miss the incredible, diverse, and unique ecosystem. It's not an equatorial rainforest or a vast meadow, but, like every other desert, Antarctic is bursting with life

I am simplifying this, but it also has subglacial lakes, i.e. lakes trapped under ice sheets up to about 12 miles thick. We therefore assumed nothing could be living in them, since ecosystems need an energy input and that's normally the sun (which cannot reach the lakes through 12 miles of ice) or more rarely a geothermal heat source (not present).

And then, we finally managed to drill down into them! And it turns out they have highly specialised microbial ecosystems - Lake Whillans was found to have over 3900 types of microbes, which are generating energy not by photosynthesis, but chemosynthesis. And then they went to the extreme edge of Lake Whillans, to research around the grounding line

And GUESS WHAT WE FOUND THERE

BUG-EYED SEE THROUGH FISH

Also eyeless crustaceans and weird jellyfish. And this is especially exciting because conditions around the grounding line are as close as we're likely to naturally get on Earth to those on Europa, Jupiter's moon. So if we're finding complex life here, maybe there are neighbourly space fish waiting for us to see through over there.

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