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this lonely aching feeling (should never belong to you)
Well, well, well. I suppose I should not be surprised I ended up here. Missing moment feels always get me. Anyway, @flythesail I blame you. This whole thing is your fault.
Missing moment from the very beginning of 1x10, after Elliot meets Kat and Alice emerging from the pond. Read on AO3
He sighs even as he holds her tighter, trying in vain to hold her pieces together. This was what he wanted to avoid. He never wanted her to live this—never wanted to watch her live this—again.
Despite all he’d done to try and stop her, to warn her, to remind her that no amount of wishing and pond-jumping interference could change the past, that she should keep her feet firmly planted in the present with Alice, with him, Elliot doesn't want to be right.
He’s never wanted more to be wrong.
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